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#576
Feb 02, 2014, 11:47 AM
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a little bit over 2 months now, and i.. am not sure whether im keeping it up for the sake of appearances or myself. been having urges to lately.. the pain is getting too much to handle.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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#577
Feb 02, 2014, 05:23 PM
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Two days.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#579
Feb 03, 2014, 04:46 PM
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11 days...not sure I can make it tonight... already wanted to SI all day, even during the DBT group. My T even commented at the end of group that I was unusually quiet... yeah, it was being quiet or breaking down, and the second wasn't an option.
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#581
Feb 04, 2014, 11:51 AM
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zero here too....................
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| grey_aj, StarStrike
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#582
Feb 04, 2014, 03:15 PM
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4 days...
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#584
Feb 05, 2014, 07:06 AM
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So I had 16 months but I got kinda drunk the night before and made some bad choices, even though I didn't even feel like cutting... but I feel surprisingly super okay with it right now, because I realize that the 16 months of resisting SI at times when I actually wanted it is what counts. So technically I'm back at 2 days, but I don't really care that much. Perhaps this is what extreme denial feels like, or maybe not, who knows.
- AJ Last edited by grey_aj; Feb 05, 2014 at 08:23 AM. Reason: added stuff |
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#585
Feb 05, 2014, 03:02 PM
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5 days and getting harder.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#586
Feb 05, 2014, 03:18 PM
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..... Hang in there Star......
Tough question for you.... (and I ask this NOT to trigger you - but to challenge you)...... Which would make you feel better in the long run - some SH or withstanding the urge and making it another day/week/month without any SH? |
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#587
Feb 05, 2014, 06:25 PM
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8 months and a day
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#589
Feb 05, 2014, 07:09 PM
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Quote:
To challenge us to what? |
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#590
Feb 06, 2014, 03:14 AM
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To be honest I'd choose SH... But no one understands it. I'm trying to quit before it spreads to noticeable parts of my body so I don't get hell from my dad who scared me into cutting as soon as he left the house by saying. "If you keep up this behaviour they'll lock you in the nut house. You'll be locked in a room all day and it only has a bed in it. And they'll drug you." But now that I think about it, I honestly don't care if I get locked away. That and I'm trying to quit for my boyfriend. He gave up sex for me because I'm asexual. So, I've got to at least try for him. But quitting is way too hard.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#591
Feb 06, 2014, 09:26 AM
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1291 Days
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“If we could change ourselves, the tendencies in the world would also change. As a man changes his own nature, so does the attitude of the world change towards him. ... We need not wait to see what others do.” Gandhi |
| smmath
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#592
Feb 06, 2014, 09:32 AM
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Quote:
Congrats............. |
| smmath
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#593
Feb 06, 2014, 01:24 PM
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I cut for years, and had a forum like this for quitting. I haven't cut in about 5yrs. It really helped me to get away from this type of thread and not concentrate on how long it'd been.
Sent from my SAMSUNG-SGH-I747 using Tapatalk |
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#594
Feb 06, 2014, 08:45 PM
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back to zero...after so freaking long....im just so angry and i dont know why
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"Pain demands to be felt." ~ Augustus Waters |
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#596
Feb 07, 2014, 01:02 PM
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thirty minutes............. and i doubt that I will make it to 60.
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| Fuzzybear, smmath, StarStrike
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#597
Feb 07, 2014, 01:32 PM
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One day... And I already miss it.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#598
Feb 08, 2014, 12:30 PM
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58 days.
longest so far.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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#599
Feb 08, 2014, 04:03 PM
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Two days and I feel like I really need it.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#600
Feb 12, 2014, 05:00 AM
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0.
more acurately about 4 hours |
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