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ROAR GRUMBLE GRUMBLE GROAN
i've been so angry and i dont understand it and i hate these feelings. it hurts so bad. i deserve whatever i do to myself, i have it coming tenfold. i'm a horrible person, just why do i have to feel this way i hate this. i would rather just be one way or the other. why do my feelings have to be EVERYWHERE ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i deserve it i deserve all the hurt in the world its all my fault i have it coming. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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You sound pretty mad at yourself. It sounds like you are already punishing yourself a lot just with those feelings. How is hurting yourself more going to help? It will make the feelings fade for a little while, but then you will only feel worse, and whatever you are mad at yourself about won't be any better.
Do you have a problem that we can help you work through? Tell us how to help you. TC and be gentle with yourself. You're human like the rest of us. Rap
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I'm sorry I left Chat so suddenly (((((((((((Lily))))))))))) and that we didn't get to have a proper chat.
NO. It is NOT your fault. You are NOT a horrible person. I know it's impossible to believe, but I'm not about to lie to you, I think of you as a really good friend. PM me if there's anything I can do okay? ![]() And I agree with what Rapunzel said too.
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the harm has already been done, theres just the decision whether or not to do more. whats the point since i've already started. it doesnt matter and neither do i. i already look like i've been mauled by an animal. theres no harm in it and theres no one to care as long as i dont
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Lily, you do not deserve this much pain.....I know this and I can say so without even knowing you. You are of value and your life has worth here.
You do not deserve it, I'm gonna argue with your thoughts on this because you're being so hard to yourself. Please, try to tell yourself you belong in this world, and deserve to be happy...... |
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even in the best of moods i'm bad. went out and bought new supplies to day in the expectation of things to come.
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Argue with yourself...........just try, even if it stops you ONE time it's a step forward. Please just try one positive thing for yourself......
I'm sending you positivity and light Lily....... |
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Lily, I hope that you will start to change the way that you talk to yourself and think about yourself. I understand it because I do the same thing, but as long as you are sending yourself those messages, nobody else will be able to get through to you and show you that you are worth so much more, because you will keep overriding any positive messages. The messages (that you are worth something and don't deserve to be hurt) are true, but your filters won't let you feel it.
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