 |
| FAQ/Help |
| Calendar |
| Search |
|
#1
Mar 02, 2007, 02:13 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
i dont know what to do with myself.... i just made a appointment with my p-doc, for monday.... but that seems so far away.... i havnt seen him in a few months..... and i havnt been on my meds in a few months as well. I'm just lost in a fog. cutting myself seems like it would be a good release right now.... i havnt done it in several months, do to a few obligations in my life currently....
i thought i was doing something i really wanted.... but now that has turned into an obligation.... not something i WANT to do anymore.... how did that happen? I was so excited at first. i thought i was finally getting my life back together... but Nooooo. I have been trying my very hardest to stay out of the hospital and to keep from cutting.... but i dont know how much longer i can take it |
|
#2
Mar 02, 2007, 02:51 PM
|
|||
|
|||
|
</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
cutting myself seems like it would be a good release right now. </div></font></blockquote><font class="post">But it will make you feel worse afterwards. Hang in there. You held off for some many months already. How about going away for the weekend or just distraction, friends etc. to take your mind off? Don't give up. Things can get sorted out.... |
|
#3
Mar 02, 2007, 02:55 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
my dad uses my car 'cause his is broken and i have no friends...
thanks for the reply |
|
#4
Mar 02, 2007, 03:07 PM
|
|||
|
|||
|
Well, you can always come and vent in here if/when you need - either on the forums or in chat. People will give you support.... You can make it!
Is your dad supportive? Can you talk to him or family? |
|
#5
Mar 02, 2007, 03:25 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Hello Forever.
I AM SO VERY PROUD that you have made the decision to go see your Dr and therapist again. That is a very BRAVE and COURAGEOUS thing to do for your life and mental health. I hope in time you feel welcome to post and meet friemnds here at Psych Central, since there are a lot of nice and supportive people here that understand what you are going through at this time. I am going to leave 2 hotline numbers to call if you would like to call someone in person 1-800-273-TALK and 1800-DONT-CUT. Both of these hotlines are available 24/7. Please feel free to call one of them if you need to talk to someone. Take care and good day PM anytime soidhonia
__________________
The Caged Bird Sings with a Fearful Trill of Things Unknown and Longed for Still and his Tune is Heard on the Distant Hill for the Caged Bird Sings of Freedom |
|
#6
Mar 02, 2007, 03:54 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
thankyou for the numbers
|
|
#7
Mar 02, 2007, 04:30 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Arggh, i'm read to pull out my hair in frustration
-_- either that or cut |
|
#8
Mar 02, 2007, 05:12 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Well it seems you have been doing well... staying out of the hospital and not harming yourself? Sounds good to me, like an improvement?
Good for you to make that appointment. Hang in there. I think you can spend some good time prior to Monday by determining that you WILL take any medicine you consult your doctor for!!! Doctors know these things...we don't... and we must rely upon their expertise in helping us. AND we must do our part. Something so "simple" as swallowing a small pill should be first on the list.  Good wishes!
__________________
|
|
#9
Mar 02, 2007, 07:49 PM
|
|||
|
|||
|
</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
ForeverDamned said: i dont know what to do with myself.... i just made a appointment with my p-doc, for monday.... but that seems so far away.... i havnt seen him in a few months..... and i havnt been on my meds in a few months as well. I'm just lost in a fog. cutting myself seems like it would be a good release right now.... i havnt done it in several months, do to a few obligations in my life currently.... i thought i was doing something i really wanted.... but now that has turned into an obligation.... not something i WANT to do anymore.... how did that happen? I was so excited at first. i thought i was finally getting my life back together... but Nooooo. I have been trying my very hardest to stay out of the hospital and to keep from cutting.... but i dont know how much longer i can take it </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Ugh, it's so often that I set up things when I'm in a different state of mind.... I get really excited about them, motivated, positive... and then my mood changes and I end up dreading that I ever made the commitment at all.... Right now graduate school and my upcoming internship seem more like "I've made my bed, now I have to lie in it." It used to be something I couldn't wait for, the beginning of my career. Now it's just..... blah. I hope you are doing okay. I can understand why you would feel like cutting-- but it's wonderful that you haven't. |
|
#10
Mar 03, 2007, 06:41 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
ForeverDamned, I was just wondering how you were doing? I hope you have found other skills for dealing with all the pain you must be in until Monday. If you need to talk feel free to PM me. Please try and be safe.
__________________
 |
| Reply |
This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
|
Similar Threads
|
||||
| Thread | Forum | |||
| can i get over it i dont think so | Survivors of Abuse | |||
| a rant, dont bother reading if you dont feel like it. it's for me | Relationships & Communication | |||
| i dont know.. | Survivors of Abuse | |||
| i dont know | Depression | |||
| Dont know what to classify this--and i dont remember if i post.. | Other Mental Health Discussion | |||
My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.
Linear Mode
