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Jan 09, 2008, 11:40 PM
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I haven't b*rned in so long and I just did it. I am a complete failure
 I haven't done it in about 9 months and now....I couldn't help it.I have too much to go thru and too much hurting my heart right now. I have been feeling like I have been walking in a fog and constantly feeling tired and drowsy. I guess I just needed a way to "feel" again. I needed to know that I am still alive and this is real and not a dream. I just am feeling like crap right now. 
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Jan 09, 2008, 11:52 PM
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You are alive. you are strong. You needed a way to feel. You did it. so now lets move on and feel better. We are all having issues lately it seems. You are not alone. you are NOT alone. stay strong. PM me if you need any help tonite.
dont hurt yourself, youve been hurt enough. smile today ok? just try. Hugs to you.....lots of hugs. Colleen
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Jan 10, 2008, 12:08 AM
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Colleen is right... you are SO not alone, nor a failure. Sometimes we have to do what we have to do in order to get through... but things won't always be like this.
Hang in there Jacq
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Jan 10, 2008, 12:34 AM
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Thank you. I am trying not to feel like a failure. I know I may feel differently in the morning.
Thanks for the hugs, I need them so very much.
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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Jan 10, 2008, 02:27 AM
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(((((((((onlymedid)))))))))))))
You are not a failure. You are human. We all do things we regret. I'm sorry it got to that point, but don't feel badly about yourself. You just get up and try again. I made it that long the last time and messed up as well, and it's hard to see how things will get better - but they will, I promise you. I'm sorry you feel like crap, as long as you know you're NOT crap - remember that. It's okay to be where you're at right now emotionally. Take care of yourself. You're strong. You're cared about here, no matter what.
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Jan 10, 2008, 08:09 AM
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((((((((((((((((((((((((onlymedid))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) You are no failure. Maybe you used the only resource you felt you had to get through. I am sorry that it is causing you so much pain. I am also sorry that because you used SI that you feel so bad. You have done so well try not to let a set back give you so much distress. I am here and believe in you.
BB
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Jan 11, 2008, 01:56 AM
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i am so sorry that you feel so bad...but, your not anything near a failure...hang in there and stay safe...lyn
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lyn one could do worse then be a swinger of birches. ~robert frost~
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Jan 11, 2008, 02:46 AM
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Thank you. Today is a new day and I am trying to move forward. It is hard not to feel so crappy about it, but I am really really making an effort to start again. Maybe it will be 9 months from now before I do anything again and maybe not, but I am really going to try.
Thanks so much to you all.
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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Jan 11, 2008, 02:50 PM
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<center>((((((((((((Onlymedid)))))))))))))</center>
You are so brave! I know it hurts to have to "start over" but that's really what Life is about ... picking yourself up and starting over, learning what it was that knocked you down and getting stronger every time. Please think about it ... and realize that you're stronger today than you were yesterday! I wouldn't lie to you ... I'm trying to be a GoodMama
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Jan 11, 2008, 03:55 PM
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Thanks GM! I feel stronger today, you are right!
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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Jan 12, 2008, 12:37 AM
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That's a girl! I'm proud of you! YOU should be proud of YOU, too. (((((((((Onlymedid))))))))) You're awesome!
You fell down, you got up. Nobody can ask you to do more. It's the getting back up that makes us stronger, Honey, and you did it! You <u>are</u> strong ... you really are! ... and you're getting stronger. Just keep counting the times you get back up! Hang in there! GoodMama
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Jan 12, 2008, 12:15 PM
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i am glad you feel stronger...lyn
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