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#1
Apr 21, 2008, 01:02 AM
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i hate me. i want me to go away. i want to cut til i disappear. i want to leave.
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Apr 21, 2008, 02:39 AM
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I'm sorry you are feeling bad. You mentioned in your previous post you made it to 30 days.......is today 31?
I know it seems like there is no one and nothing to help you when you feel that bad but there are people willing to help you through this. If you don't have a therapist or someone to talk to, seek them out.
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Chris The great blessing of mankind are within us and within our reach; but we shut our eyes, and like people in the dark, we fall foul upon the very thing we search for, without finding it. Seneca (7 B.C. - 65 A.A.) |
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Apr 21, 2008, 03:05 AM
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not gonna bother T wiht my idiocracy.
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#4
Apr 21, 2008, 07:38 AM
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((((((((((((Halliebeth))))))))))))))) You would not be bothering your T by letting them know how you're feeling. It's their job to help, and I know a lot of people care what happens to you here, even if you don't know it.
If you don't want to talk to T, can you go see a doctor or go to the hospital or go to a friends place to get away for a while?
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Apr 21, 2008, 08:50 AM
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hallie... i get to that place too... where i don't want to tell my t where i really am at ... i tell myself he is only telling me to call him before i cut because he has too... that he really doesn't care... but those are the lies our abusers taught us... your t cares about where your at right now... it isn't a bother...lyn
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lyn one could do worse then be a swinger of birches. ~robert frost~
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Apr 21, 2008, 12:27 PM
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can only call n emergency
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#7
Apr 21, 2008, 04:05 PM
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Make an exception and phone anyways... if they know how upset you are, then they should realize this is an emergency of sorts for you.
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Apr 21, 2008, 07:23 PM
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my t considers cutting an emergency.... lyn
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lyn one could do worse then be a swinger of birches. ~robert frost~
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#9
Apr 22, 2008, 12:34 AM
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she didnt tell me i could call actually....i feel i cant.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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#10
Apr 22, 2008, 08:37 AM
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yeah... it was hard for me too... still is to be honest... maybe call when you know it will go to her voice machine... and then it's her choice... sometimes it enough just to leave a message on his phone.... kind of holds me accountable... and i know he will ask me about it when i see him... he tells me to call now... sometime i tell him that he doesn't need to call me back...lyn
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lyn one could do worse then be a swinger of birches. ~robert frost~
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