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after a day of relative peace... i just had a really bad panic attack... and i am really struggling with the urge to cut... i have a doctors appointment at 8:30 in the morning so cutting might not be too wise.
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lyn one could do worse then be a swinger of birches. ~robert frost~
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...Least of all for the dr's .
(((((((((((((lyn))))))))))))))) anything i can do to help?
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ty for the offer... just knowing that i can tell someone helps... thinking tonight might be a xanax night..lyn
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lyn one could do worse then be a swinger of birches. ~robert frost~
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I dont know what I am trying to get, attention maybe? I doubt it, its been years that this has happened but its getting worse now and very quickly
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Hey,
Sometimes, subconsciously, trying to end your life is the only way you feel you can deal with stress, trust me I just found out I have a few things wrong with me. At first I thought that it was just a wierd personality that I had. Just remember that there are people willing to talk to you. There are counselors and social workers at school and there are therapists. One thing that you should never forget is that even though you might feel like a person would not want to help, the truth is they would help you if you told them. Feel free to talk any time. Roman
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
bchlyn said: ty for the offer... just knowing that i can tell someone helps... thinking tonight might be a xanax night..lyn </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> How are things this morning? Have you been able to be safe? (((((((((((Lyn))))))))))
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Lyn, im here too...let us know you are ok.
Only can be on the boards for a bit. but i will keep checking in colleen
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((((((lyn))))))
I hope you resisted the urges hun, we are all here for you - xxx
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(((((((((((((((((((((lyn))))))))))))))))))))))))) I hope you were able to stay safe. Thinking of you.
BB
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me too me too!!!
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Ty... sorry i didn't get back to the board until now... i had a doctors early this morning and then had to work late... the xanax really did it's job last night... and knocked me out... i took a double dose... i told my med doctor that i had been doing better but that when i have a panic attack they can be really consuming... sooooo guess what he increased my effexor... i was able to resist... so i guess that was good... lyn
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lyn one could do worse then be a swinger of birches. ~robert frost~
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Emeyevol... i am not sure what your trying to tell me...lyn
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Roman... Ty... when i cut it isn't to end my life... sometimes in a really warped way it helps me from getting to that place... last night i just got really triggered and when i do that the urge to Si gets the best of me...you are right sometimes it feels like the only way to deal with the stress is to cut (but last night it wasn't suicidal just self destructive
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lyn one could do worse then be a swinger of birches. ~robert frost~
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(((((((((((((((lyn!!!))))))))))))))))))
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((((((((((((Lyn)))))))))))))))))
Glad the doctors appt went well and you were able to resist. ![]() To ground myself, I usually listen to music, or try to visualize and remember the sights/smells/sounds/tastes/feelings of a happy memory. ![]()
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ty christina...i just want to be normal again... you know?... and i hate taking meds...lyn
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Oh, how I ever know. I forget to take my meds a lot of the time too... if I wake up in the PM I just say "to heck with it" and don't take them for the day.
![]() What is normal? I heard it's the majority group... and since more and more people are taking drugs for things, I think we're the normal ones, and the "drug free, therapy free" people are nuts or in a severe case of denial. (Don't hurt me! I think it's amusing, even if it may not be true!) ![]()
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Did you make the transition? Are you ok out there???
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i finally got back on... i kept getting told that my sn in was invalid... but i figured out how to fix it this morning and that i hadn't been kicked out...lol... things are real busy right now at work and pretty hard at home... so i am living with major panic attacks again... but haven't had any incidents of si... i have my appointment with t this morning and he isn't going to be happy that i haven't done what he wanted me to do and hold my kids accountable... so it should be a fun morning...lyn
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