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Old Feb 25, 2013, 11:25 AM
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I have read in many places that you can heal completely when you forgive your abuser. Is this true? Or can you use dissociation or time to forget everything?

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Old Feb 25, 2013, 11:28 AM
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If only the act of forgiving could be that healing. Forgiving can be complicated. Did the abusers ask for forgiveness and admit that they did wrong? Did they apoligize?

You can't "forget" stuff without working through it.
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Old Feb 25, 2013, 11:36 AM
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My abuser apologises to me (i don't know if he means it) but sometimes he is not remorseful etc. I told the police that I don't want him to go to prison, for my mother s sake but kind of regret it now because he is still his old self.
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Old Feb 25, 2013, 11:37 AM
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What does his "old self" look like?
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Old Feb 25, 2013, 11:39 AM
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Abusing my family, being violent etc.
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Old Feb 25, 2013, 11:42 AM
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That doesn't deserve forgiveness. So you told on him recently then?
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Old Feb 25, 2013, 11:49 AM
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I reported his sexual assault on me to the police. He has sort of been threatening me to drop the case or he will turn nasty. My mother has also been pleading me. So i sort of lied to the police that I didn't want him to go to prison for my mother and him but even after I told the police that I don't want him to go to prison, his behaviour towards my family doesn't change.
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Old Feb 25, 2013, 11:53 AM
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First of all, good for you for standing up for yourself and reporting him.

This is a very difficult position for a teenager to be in. Totally unfair. They both sound like sick people.

Can you talk to the police again and let them know what is going on?

You have been sexually assaulted and he is still living in your home? Has child protection been involved?
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Old Feb 25, 2013, 10:44 PM
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I do have a child protection officer but it is hard to explain his behaviour and method of striking to them . To them everything is ok if i keep away from him.
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Old Feb 26, 2013, 12:32 AM
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(((kittycat97)))
Firstly, i applaud you for being brave in trying to stand up for yourself, and stopping the abuse.
Secondly, is it possible for you to take your time with the child protection officer/another support worker with these feelings, concerns, and questions...?
To be honest, i dont know how to answer your question about forgiveness, because i a) struggle with it too and b) unsure if this is the right time - in the midst of an investigation into abuse? - to forgive right now...?

I dont know . I am also sorry you are struggling with all of this too...
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Old Feb 26, 2013, 08:42 AM
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I think i am going to give up.
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Old Feb 26, 2013, 10:11 AM
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(((kittycat97))),

Ok, when you feel like this it means you need to give yourself a day off from stressing and thinking you have to have all the solutions right now. So give up for just "today" until you can get some mental rest and regroup. It takes time to calm down sometimes, but you can do it.

Today try to find some things you can do that are "different" and "bring you away from it all for a bit". Are you in school? Can you talk to a guidance councelor at school just to have a supportive presence?

(((Hugs, you can get past this))))
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Old Feb 26, 2013, 10:17 PM
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I have virtually no hope left.
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Old Feb 27, 2013, 12:03 PM
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Don't give up kitty. Do you have any relatives that you can reach out to? A teacher? The school counselor? A parent of a friend?
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 06:10 AM
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They have all betrayed my trust or don't really seem to care
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 12:45 PM
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What did each of these people do which gave you this viewpoint on them?
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 12:46 PM
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They said that i am wallowing in self pity.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 12:49 PM
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... relatives ... A teacher? The school counselor? A parent of a friend?
All of these ^ people said that?
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 12:50 PM
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Yes... My therapist even said that i have hypochondriasis
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 12:52 PM
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That can be an effect of abuse.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 12:54 PM
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I have been thinking of quitting. I really regretted opening upto anyone. Lesson learnt already. :-|
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 12:57 PM
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Kitty, don't make your circle smaller. It seems that you are shutting people out?
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 01:21 PM
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quote=kittycat97;2909809]I have read in many places that you can heal completely when you forgive your abuser. Is this true? Or can you use dissociation or time to forget everything?[/quote]

I am a newby, I don't think all the numbers etc are supposed to be in the post. Movin on.

Most of my abusers are dead. The only one left asked for forgiveness 20 years ago. I made the decision to forgive my abusers. It was an act of will, not a feeling. I couldn't do it until we dealt with big bunch of crapolla. I would just dissociate initially, but that kept everything intact. My therapist helped me to break memories into small, manageable thoughts and feelings.

I forgave them because I didn't want them living rent free in my head for the rest of my life. I certainly did not do it for them. This is what worked for me.

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Old Feb 28, 2013, 01:29 PM
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I don't really like to talk actually. And since even my counsellors and therapist are also treating me this way, I really wonder who else can I trust?
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 02:26 PM
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But if you view everyone this way maybe you are misinterpreting sometimes?
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