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Apr 09, 2007, 04:32 PM
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i keep having flashbacks. because i am remembering everything from my childhood.
i'm sorry if this is too much information, but i'm really confused. is it normal when you are giving your child a bath for the mum to put her finger right inside? i worry about whether this is normal. i really dont know. as far as i know i lost my virginity on a bike when i was 3. this is what i've been told. but i remember my mum doing this to me when i was about 8. i never did this to my kids, just told them how to be clean. these little things are bothering me. am i right to be worried? should you do this when bathing an eight year old who should be bathing herself? is it me? i hope you're not disgusted with me. i dont know what is normal any more. maybe just a big fuss over nothing. the pdoc who abused me was also a hypnotist. far fetched as it sounds he used to put my mum 'under his spell' and come to my room. i wonder whether he asked her to do things to me on purpose. am i being paranoid or stupid? i need to talk about this. i never told anyone this before. please dont think any less of me. i just need to know. jin |
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Apr 09, 2007, 05:09 PM
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Oh how could we feel anything but compassion, understanding, a feeling of relating to you, and love for you (safe love)... (safe huggs)....
A part of you knows (in your heart) that what your Mum did at bath time is not how a child wants/should to be treated. The "remembering" time that you are going thru is the roughest. It makes you feel insecure, but you hang in there - you are on the right track...you "know" you are right... your confidence will build and you will "punch" thru to the other side. ((((((huggs)))) freewill (I'm here if you need me) |
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Apr 09, 2007, 05:14 PM
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thankyou feewill. i am going through absolute hell remembering all this crap.
i just cant cope jinny xoxoxox |
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Apr 09, 2007, 05:59 PM
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(((((((((((((jinny)))))))))))
sorry your are suffering at the moment
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#5
Apr 10, 2007, 06:30 AM
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(((((((((((((jinny)))))))))))))))))))
im so sorry |
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Apr 10, 2007, 02:01 PM
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remembering the abuse is like reliving all over again. i have had flashbacks over the years too numerous to count. i am just very thankful to have survived the ordeal and to become a parent myself. 15 years of counseling brought me to this point in life where i can say i still remember some of it but it doesn't affect me or my life anymore. without a doubt you will someday be able to move on past this. just keep reminding yourself how strong you are and how many people you have behind you to get you through it.
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Apr 11, 2007, 10:04 AM
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thankyou everyone for caring. i am a little better today. doc getting emergency appointmnt with consultant pdoc. soryy i have been so depressing.
i love you all, much love and hugs (jinnyxoxoxoxoxo) |
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#8
Apr 12, 2007, 07:31 PM
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((((((((((((((( Kerry ))))))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry... 
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Apr 13, 2007, 10:38 AM
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((((((((((((kerry))))))))))))
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