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I don't know why. I just keep getting these waves of depression like something rushing through my blood. i just fill up. I feel used, I feel like I did when I was 15 and had just put a stop to the abuse. I feel paranoid like everyone takes advantage. I feel so gullible and insecure, there is a huge knot in my stomach, diazappam doesnt help anymore. I feel people laugh at me. what have I ever done.
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ok, maybe I deserve it.
maybe I deserved everything that happened to me.thought i'd got over that stage. maybe I'm just a selfish %#@&#! and a crappy person who deserves all the %#@&#! life throws my way. I've always been a bit paranoid but since i've been going to therapy it's 1000 worse. maybe i need a straight jacket. pissed off, jinnyann |
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Jinny hon, you're none of those bad things. They are lies fed to you by "bad" people
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