abusers best friend

one of my abusers best friends has been talking with my friend lately...my friend nor i knew it was a friend of my abuser until yesterday. i was at my friends house, it was a 'party'...you know a couple people and some good drugs...but i didnt do any drugs this time. my friend wouldnt let me because i have been getting way to messed up lately. but he showed up, cuz my friend invited him. we were playing cards and talking...he had mentioned my abusers name, and at first i was to freaked to say anything...but when he said his name again i snapped. i feaked out...i was screaming at him and trying to hit him, but my friend was holding me back. everyone was so shocked...but he was just smiling, i cant get his f**king face out of my head now. he is a sick basterd...who could ever be friends with someone who has done such a thing...and he knew about it, i could tell. now im scared because he knows where i live...i thought some of this fear would go away because my abusers are dead...but i guess not.
i am terrified...i just want all of this to stop...but there is nothing i can do.

So sorry to hear about this (((((((( dancer )))))))))

I'm sure it was very difficult for you....especially seeing this persons reaction.

There is no accounting for what people think or how they react. I do so hope you can find some peace and calm very soon. I know it's not easy.

If your friends know the scoop and still invited this person knowing you would be there, I think I would seriously question where their loyalties lie. In my estimation, they are not very good friends to you!


sabby

Sounds like, from his reaction at the party, that he just enjoys your freaking, probably won't do anything, is probably just a voyeur slimeball. I wouldn't worry about his coming over.

At least now you know and can stay away from him and his crowd.

Hope you feel better soon {{{damajdancer}}}

((((((((((dancer)))))))

I agree, stay away from these people .... you dont need them hon, sending gentle hugs....Jinny xx