Don't hurt me....Please stop!!! ***TRIGGER***strong images

I think what I have read here makes the world all too real. My tears and pain is shared with all of the beautiful others here and I cry many tears and share the emotions when I type and read what exsists inside us all.

Your story luvtiels is so close to my heart. It holds very true in my mind, in my memories and experiences as well. When I read this, I wanted to hold you and cry together, get mad together.

Everyone here offers so much. I never realized how much pain and suffering does exsist, how real this all is, until I came here. I thank all of you for being so brave to share what you do and remind others that we CAN get better and have a life. So often I lose sight of this but when I feel this way, I come here and read. It makes me remember that so much strength does survive through the trauma that is written here. I know I slip up...alot. I am alive though, that does say something.

Thanks for sharing the deep thoughts, memories, pain, and showing us who is under all of this pain helps us grow everyday.

Love u all....

Justy

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Definately not pathetic... and not a suck attack. I feel for you as so very many do. It drives me to the brink of fury to think about how you and so many others have felt this. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Ryan

I couldn't find an icon that could adequately express my sorrow for your pain. This may or may not be helpful to you but rather than being "pathetic" as you described yourself, I think you are strong to have survived that abuse. I think you are strong to get help to try to understand the whys of your pain. I think you are strong to come to this group, express your pain, and let others surround you with their care and concern. Thats why I awarded you a gold ribbon - maybe you are stronger than you think.