postive update

<font color="purple">I have come to a realization about anixety, jobs and feeling a bit insecure about my relationship sometimes.

My psychiarist put it into words for me, even though I was thinking it. Since they both combine together.

The reason why I wasn't pushing myself to work was because they anxiety was too uncomfortable, we all know how that is. Also I felt that I didn't have a goal, a postive goal, if there isn't something I want then why go through that with working? Well I got some good answers that now make me want to work and to do it in a postive way despite anxiety. A future with my guy. I finally found out that we want the same things, future wise... to be together, to live together, go on vacations and so forth. That is my goal to work, for a future with my guy... one that I always wanted, it was like a new chapter of my life opened up. I don't feel stuck anymore....Does that makes sense? </font>

That does make sense, Sundance. I'm glad that you are empowered to beat your anxiety. I hope you succeed in it and find a good life for yourself .

(((((sundance)))))
Perfect sense. Good luck.

Jen

Hey sundance, good to see you and good luck!

<font color="blue">Yeah things are really good right now. I'm trying however to stay away from the abuse and PTSD threads for now, just don't want to get triggered too much. I had a bit of anxiety this morning, not sure why. Had it again in the car last night while going to my man's parents place for our always sunday supper, I think the heat in the car triggered it. Heat always does that to me. So that probably means I'll be getting alot of anxiety while in the Florida keys? I leave in about 24 days to start the drive over there. But I'm still looking forward to it.

I hope however when I come back April 17 that I will be able to push myself to get a job. </font>

Hi Sundance,

Good to hear that your thinking positively. I noticed that you mentioned the anxiety again; that's what happened to me on my recent holiday.

Sometimes I feel that I've fallen all the way down again when the anxiety kicks in but I now think that it's a mistake to look at it that way. I guess that we'll always be fielding a bit of anxiety, and if we can have some goals and move forward anyway then all is not lost.

Really good that you're looking forward, as I am.

Cheers, Myzen.

Thanks you Myzen