[Standup2me]

I feel unfulfilled. As though the universe wants me to be doing
something, but I don't know what it is

[yellowfever]

hi and present

Finally admitted this week at psych appt. that I'm really not doing well, and haven't been for quite some time. (Additionally, for more than 3 weeks now I've had severe physical pain which has SO not helped matters.) Been trying hard to hide it. We're trying some med adjustments. It was my thought patterns that finally made me admit how bad it is. Answered some hard questions honestly. That's a pretty big deal, because I'm very, very guarded and well-practiced at dodging and minimizing. Having recently (re-)realized that not opening up more is doing myself a real disservice helped with that. Even so, there's a major thing that I still just… can't.

[Pikku Myy]

I just can not seem to get calm up and down in a mixed mood... and now I am also feeling anxious about the holiday. blahhhhhhhhhhh

[Tucson]

I am here. I have been in an episode of depression for at least three to four months now. Lately it has been bad. But every now and then the depression begins to lift. I am hoping this is a sign of things to come.

[Standup2me]

Started biting my nails again

Argh!

[Crazy Hitch]

Does anybody even read my responses on here.

I feel like $h1t but who cares.

[Pikku Myy]

I do Hooligan snuggles to you.

[Love&Toil]

Originally Posted by Hooligan

Does anybody even read my responses on here.

I feel like $h1t but who cares.

Hope this passes for you very soon. Hang in there.

[Love&Toil]

Am going to work tomorrow and will be working over-time all week. I need the money as our debt is large. I can't wait to get the extra paycheques. Dh is supposed to be getting a promotion too. I am waiting patiently for the pay increase from him too so we can pay down on our debts. Sigh.

[lacerta]

My day sucks. Having migraine. Skipping another day of work. Whilst I was throwing up cos of that terrible headache kiddos were crawling up furniture and got it falling down on top of them, had to take them to ER to check. They are all fine fortunately.

[Crazy Hitch]

Sorry to hear that lacerta

[Hopeful Camel]

Originally Posted by Hooligan

Does anybody even read my responses on here.

I feel like $h1t but who cares.

I do! I hope you feel better soon. Hang in there.

[Hopeful Camel]

I've been in a nice long period of calm. Coming off of Saphris seems to be helping me a lot. Down to 5mg every other day.

The upcoming holidays have me nervous, a bit. I always get anxious around this time of year. Right about now I start wishing for January 2nd.

I appreciate all of you.

[Pikku Myy]

Super excited now going to see my daughter, sister and niece later on today!!!! I feel sky high all of a sudden Now I actually need to straighten this little place out, lol.

[Turtlesoup]

Going through a severe pain flare the last few days-bleh. So far though I have been able to drag myself out of bed-trying to fight off the depression monster that I know is lurking around the corner. It took a lot to even open my computer today-my irritability level is off the charts as well-double bleh. And my husband invited some people to come over tomorrow-what was he thinking-think I'll just hide in the bedroom while they're here.

[Standup2me]

Originally Posted by Hooligan

Does anybody even read my responses on here.

I feel like $h1t but who cares.

Actually I've read quite a lot of them

I think that you have a good sense of humour

[Standup2me]

Today I seem to be flitting between anger and sadness.
And I mean extreme rage to the pits of darkness
I don't know why

[katluvzpurple]

Today involved a lot of pain for me. I'm physically and emotionally in pain. The physical stuff is nothing new, but today it really brought me down, and angered me (lately I've been feeling less mad). My parents really hurt my feelings and made me angry this weekend. It was a partial misunderstanding, but it really hurt me nonetheless. We discussed many difficult, painful topics for some reason, and I think that surpassed my limit for the day. I keep finding my limits, and it's hard. People tried to warn me that this would be hard work when I left hospital, but I thought it would be all easier from now on. Trying to restart life is proving much harder than I anticipated. I need a hug.

[Bill3]

(((((katluvzpurple)))))

[onionknight]

Delirious, from school. Ack.

[prepsychmel]

I am feeling pretty anxious today. I saw my psychiatrist, and for some reason, I always get anxious before I see him. I dont know why, he's so nice. We switched me from Xanax to Klonopin. So, we'll see how that goes!

[Crazy Hitch]

Im still depressed.

But a little less than yesterday.

[lacerta]

I'm ok. Usual day for a good change

[Crazy Hitch]