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Tigersassy
![]() Doing alright over here. Working OT a lot which will be extended. I'm worried about the new year and our finances. Still its hard to work OT as I never quite feel rested or like I've had time away. Things very busy with the kids at home. Dh holding down the fort, bless him.
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Bipolar II / GAD / SAD / PMDD ------------ Prozac 30mg, Wellbutrin 150mg, Latuda 40mg |
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#777
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FOOD ALERGY WARNING: contents may have been in contact with nuts |
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#778
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My depression is slowly lifting
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#779
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I feel sad and worried this morning... trying not to start getting depressed
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#780
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I am feeling low today. Its related to my cycle and I'm stressed about all the shopping I've done for Xmas. $$$ My job is talking possible strike. I am feeling insecure about dh getting tired out and am not doing enough at home due to the OT. Neef to cook for my sister who needs help but I've been too busy and unavailable. Think I just need to take a rest. And get a plan for cleaning my place on the weekend. Maybe just pick 3 rooms to focus on. It's very draining to get the kids on board with helping but necessary. I wish I could just sleep and pay off all my bills. I let myself shop with guilt bcuz I was going to get less for xmas this year but the kids were disappointed when they found out. So I let the guilt get to me. So now instead of guilt I have worry over the bills. Lol Thanks for listening.
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Bipolar II / GAD / SAD / PMDD ------------ Prozac 30mg, Wellbutrin 150mg, Latuda 40mg |
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#781
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I have a sinus infection, so I feel tired, ill, and canky
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#782
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Worked from home today. Actually got a decent amount of things done. Feel pretty good. Going to celebrate tonight. What with? I don't know.
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#783
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Broke up with my boyfriend on Thursday. Still I feel great. T says I'm hypomanic but I think I'm mostly normal with insomnia. I was overwhelmed by my boyfriends love for me and needed space. Not sure why. Guess time alone will tell.
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#784
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Got drunk yesterday. Up now, at 3am, hating myself. I never drink anymore, but the holiday got me down and I let myself be stupid. Now I am paying for it. Alcohol is not something I should touch.
Holidays make me feel crazier than normal. This time of year is so, so hard for me. I want it to be January. Glad that I am able to learn from my mistakes. Now, if I can only stop beating myself up.
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Bipolar I, C-PTSD Lamictal 400mg, Zyprexa 15mg, Topomax 100mg, Elavil 50mg |
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#785
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***handing you a free get outta beating yourself up card **** Use it and pay it forward when you see someone who needs it ![]()
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Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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#786
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~Christina you rock!
![]() Up early on a Saturday morning and have already taken my first kid to dance. Will be chauffeuring the other two to their activities as well. Tires to be changed at 12:30. I wish I could sleep in... tomorrow. I am anxious and nervous about finances with my high bills and the looming strike. I wanted to cancel our $500 trip to a waterpark for Christmas but dh said no. I am working crazy OT and yesterday was not productive at all when I am usually tremendously productive. I guess we all have off days now and again. Am going through a period of time where I am taking stock of my physical fitness. I am sedentary and am too tired to become a gym bunny. Walking is my speed these days. I am contemplating accepting my voluptuous figure and embracing it and just being fat. ![]() ![]() Now to get off my butt and do those dishes. Ugh. ![]()
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Bipolar II / GAD / SAD / PMDD ------------ Prozac 30mg, Wellbutrin 150mg, Latuda 40mg |
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#787
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I sure need it!
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#788
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Yeah I'm ok but I feel tired.
Went to the pharmacy and they tried to charge me $150 for my script. I was like what on earth .... last time it was $40. He continued arguing with me. Being a sunday he phoned the manager on his mobile who confirmed that I was correct. Sigh. It's the second time the same pharmacist who works there on a Suday has done this. Next time I'll make sure it's a Monday. |
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I'm new, but I guess I'll try a check in.
I'd put my depression at a 6 or 7 today. Spent all day with my best friend and boyfriend. Got a couple of smiles out, but I'm just preoccupied over the fact that I lost my job again because there's something wrong with my head. Really stuck on the idea of not being normal today. I'm dreading showing my face around the friend who got me the job tomorrow. Dealing with some heavy feelings of worthlessness, too. |
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I am empty
I have nothing more to give I am drowning ![]()
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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I glued a hand with an engagement ring on my vision board and that night an old flame who I haven't had contact with in years (for good reason) phoned me and proposed. That is three nights ago. I'm having a hard time making him disappear. He must be manic. Be careful what you wish for.
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#792
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#793
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I did. Felt like I was slighting the universe, but I did say no.
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#794
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I've got a roller coaster going on whose tracks are the loop in my head.
When I'm managing to stay off the bad rumination loop, I'm doing basically alright. ![]() But when the loop gets ahold, it's a stomach-turning plummet. ![]() I wish it would just STFU. It makes me sui. I just have to keep riding them out to hit the plateaus and it's exhausting. |
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Thanks, Christina, you are such a steady presence here. I appreciate you.
I'm having to file for bankruptcy. This is eating at me, big time. I think I am going to write a list, in my journal, of some of my good points - just to remind me that I do still have some good points! Depression sucks.
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Bipolar I, C-PTSD Lamictal 400mg, Zyprexa 15mg, Topomax 100mg, Elavil 50mg |
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"This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly ![]() Bipolar Disorder Depression Generalized Anxiety Disorder OCD PTSD Insomnia Chronic Pain Prozac 30mg daily Buspar 10mg three times daily Propranolol 10mg three times daily Currently titrating up Lamictal daily Ambien 5mg prn Trazodone 50mg prn |
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"This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly ![]() Bipolar Disorder Depression Generalized Anxiety Disorder OCD PTSD Insomnia Chronic Pain Prozac 30mg daily Buspar 10mg three times daily Propranolol 10mg three times daily Currently titrating up Lamictal daily Ambien 5mg prn Trazodone 50mg prn |
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#798
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My period really affects me so you all get to hear about the fact that I'm on my period right now. LOL So yeah, it's making me moody. I am weepy today. I feel lonely. I am stressed about $. I am bored. Oh well. It is what it is.
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Bipolar II / GAD / SAD / PMDD ------------ Prozac 30mg, Wellbutrin 150mg, Latuda 40mg |
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#799
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my mood has been swinging around the last couple of days-I'm on the depressive swing today but I did push myself to do some things around the house today & worked for a bit on an art project-guess this is one of those times where I just gotta plod along til it gets better.
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"This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly ![]() Bipolar Disorder Depression Generalized Anxiety Disorder OCD PTSD Insomnia Chronic Pain Prozac 30mg daily Buspar 10mg three times daily Propranolol 10mg three times daily Currently titrating up Lamictal daily Ambien 5mg prn Trazodone 50mg prn |
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Is paranoia a part of bipolar? If so, then things are bad. Not just bad, but BAD. Can't stop thinking that everyone is out to get me, and that no one is safe... I'm not even really convinced that posting this is safe.
I am super hyper and bouncing off the walls, and not sleeping. But I'm also seriously struggling with wanting to do nothing more than curl up in a ball and never move again. I hate manic mixed episodes. |
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