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#226
Jul 03, 2016, 09:30 AM
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Feeling kind of down today but not necessarily depressed. Or maybe mildly depressed. I have had some passing thoughts of SH this past week. I've been completely unmotivated this weekend. Trying to gather up enough energy to get some cleaning done. Wish I had someone to help.
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 Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, bizi, Cavegirl, Gabyunbound, OctobersBlackRose, Takeshi
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#227
Jul 03, 2016, 09:42 AM
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Can anybody find out what's going on with Gina_re?.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#228
Jul 03, 2016, 11:57 AM
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I really hope you both have gotten quality sleep. I know what a welcome feeling it is. |
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#229
Jul 03, 2016, 12:06 PM
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WEll we did something different last night.
We went to a burlesque show. It started at 10pm which is kind of late. But it was something to do. We got there early thinking that we would have a hard time getting in and there was no one there so we walked down the street to a beer garden and I had a beer and took with me a cider for the show, the gelatto place was closed by then, rats. I thought it was going to be some sort of musical or something. I was so wrong! They were strippers!  Off went their clothes down to pasties!!! Jeff knew and assumed I knew.... oh well that was something different. I have to say that there was a transgender he/she who was hilarious! slept good last night but feel tired, may take a quick nap before I leave for work at 1:00. bizi |
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#230
Jul 03, 2016, 12:12 PM
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Hopeful.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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#231
Jul 03, 2016, 12:28 PM
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My brain is being an asshole right now.
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#232
Jul 03, 2016, 12:32 PM
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I'll pick up where I left off reading the "moon book" later today.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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#233
Jul 03, 2016, 01:14 PM
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Went for a nice lunch with husband, rainy weekend here ruined plans for motorcycle time
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
| bizi, Cavegirl, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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#234
Jul 03, 2016, 06:16 PM
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Been having a lot of anxiety, depression, barely any appetite, and have been crying all day today. Ugh still 5 more.days until.I can go up to the social security office and see going on and what I have to do to get re-instated...
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#236
Jul 03, 2016, 06:44 PM
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Had a rack of the babies. Sweet potato and coleslaw. Have cheap 12" apple pie in hiding.
Gallon of milk hiddin/visible. The night is MINE.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
| bizi, Cavegirl, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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#237
Jul 03, 2016, 09:17 PM
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Took my med way way early so I can get to bed early and get up early and despite all these 'early's' still can't get myself into bed.
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| Anonymous45023, bizi, Cavegirl, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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#238
Jul 03, 2016, 11:03 PM
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The every day crying has stopped. I have started doing some cleaning around the house. I have started cooking again. The irritability has subsided. I am not as scared to leave the house. At this moment I can breathe just a little easier.
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| Anonymous45023, bizi, Nammu, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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#239
Jul 04, 2016, 03:52 AM
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up all night
spent the morning watching my soap opera (double episode) no other plans feeling... okayish, i guess. |
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#240
Jul 04, 2016, 06:46 AM
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On the personal front, I may be getting closer to figuring out the mechanics of my horniness. Am I still an asshole? Check. Life's good. |
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#241
Jul 04, 2016, 07:38 AM
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Not doing so well. SI yesterday. Don't really feel like getting out of bed today. Have a date to go walk with a friend. Time to pretend like everything is ok. (fun!)
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"I knew who I was this morning, but I've changed a few times since then." ~Lewis Carroll Bipolar I PTSD |
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#242
Jul 04, 2016, 11:42 AM
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I was going to go biking today, but I think my brake cable is going to snap
 It's all frayedOtherwise, doing pretty good |
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#243
Jul 04, 2016, 11:55 AM
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I'm afraid that if I get up from the computer the day will 'start' and then go too quickly and then going back to work will come to quickly. Somehow, being on the computer stops time.
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#244
Jul 04, 2016, 01:32 PM
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Much better day than yesterday so far. Did my grocery shopping and got some cleaning done. Will be heading to my parents soon for cookout and fireworks.
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#245
Jul 04, 2016, 01:54 PM
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Went to see my Mom for a bit, sitting on the couch now....bored
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#247
Jul 04, 2016, 02:22 PM
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 It looks like DH has a stomach bug. I think we'll be cancelling all plans for today. Poor guy. Celebrate for me, bizi!  
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#249
Jul 04, 2016, 06:43 PM
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Mood is a bit better today, spent today sleeping, maybe that's why. Getting my Dad to drop me from his insurance plan so Medicaid doesn't cut me off, or if they do cut me off Medicaid, it'll be a little eaiser to get back on, and get on one of their supplement plans as well. Probably the plan I was on before my dad put me on his insurance w/out asking me first. Idk I hope I'm making the right decision with this. Idk I guess I'll have to see won't I...
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#250
Jul 04, 2016, 08:59 PM
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Very very sad... My kitty was vomiting and had diarrhea and abdominal pain so I took her to the vet (this has happened 2 previous times). The vets that saw her before mentioned lymphoma (a form of cancer for those who don't know) but weren't at all sure and didn't suggest further testing, except one ultrasound that came up normal.
Well this vet felt her intestines and like the others felt that a part of them was thickened and this is an indication of lymphoma, but he was just a lot more emphatic about it than the others had been. I've been referred to an animal hospital a good ways away for a more sophisticated ultrasound. I'm devastated that she may have this. I adore my Schnookie and have had her for 15 years... I don't usually pray, but I find myself praying that she will be okay. And I've started already thinking of quality of life. The vet talked about all of these procedures to stage it, biopsy it, remove it and I think, she's 17 years old (I got her when she was 2), should I even put her through procedures and cancer treatment? I don't know. I just want her to be comfortable and happy. I don't want to put her through traumas at this age. In the meantime I'll hope the ultrasound will come out normal and she just has chronic colitis, which sucks for her, but at least it's not cancer
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