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#826
Oct 02, 2016, 05:39 PM
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Allergies are bad today. Picked up med refills and went grocery shopping today. Dread work tomorrow.
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#827
Oct 02, 2016, 06:22 PM
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Good day....hung out with my daughter and grandson
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#828
Oct 02, 2016, 06:44 PM
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Not really a trigger, but I put it in trigger quotes just in case
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#829
Oct 02, 2016, 06:50 PM
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg  Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#830
Oct 03, 2016, 03:49 AM
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feeling quite calm and relaxed (so relaxed, In fact, i've relaxing music on) and none of this stuff I usually listen to.
no sleep again last night making it a full weekend without sleep. funny though, no sleep barely affects me- so it's not all bad news |
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#831
Oct 03, 2016, 04:35 AM
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I am pretty good. Not bad.
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#832
Oct 03, 2016, 08:35 AM
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bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#833
Oct 03, 2016, 02:04 PM
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I wish I could take a nap. I ended up doing some housework instead. Waiting for my husband to come home from grocery shopping. Also went to T this morning, but didn't talk about much. It still is an okay day, though.
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#834
Oct 03, 2016, 02:09 PM
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Got almost $500 more in medical bills today that I can't pay. Got a collections notice for a $1200 medical bill I can't pay. So stressed.
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#835
Oct 03, 2016, 03:14 PM
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Must maintain. Unforeseen medical and delivery van maintenance expenses really threw a shoe in our brew this month. The anxiety is imaginary, yet constant and irrepressible. The pain is real. This morning I caught myself thanking God that we never had kids.
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#836
Oct 03, 2016, 05:29 PM
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Well today I paid for my young daughter 's band uniform. Then pick up a few things at the grocery store. I called to get my rx's transferred...did this at 9:30 am. One of my meds is in stock lamictal but tomapax they will not have until tomorrow after 2 pm. I was so tired for no reason. I walked my puppy then we both took a nap. I try to stay home until my oldest daughter leaves that way we can chat before she goes to work. We left at the same time after we ate pizza. I get to Walmart and one of the rx techs tell me my rx is not ready?! Now it's
4:40 pm and I called this morning before 10 am. I was told to wait a few hours was all this time not enough? I was nice to the tech tho....I asked her would I be able to get it today. She did not seem positive but said yes. I'm not liking this. I've not had a rx transfer take this long!
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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#837
Oct 03, 2016, 05:41 PM
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I've gained twelve pounds in three months. Just ****. This sucks. This is just sucky. How did I gain that much in three months? I wasn't eating that much. I swear. It's so med weight gain. It's either haldol or trileptal.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#838
Oct 03, 2016, 05:58 PM
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Not a good day today
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#839
Oct 03, 2016, 08:19 PM
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I was having problems bouncing up and down like a rubber ball. I talked with my doctor and he raised my Lamictal from 200 mg. to 400 mg. and it has made so much difference. I feel so much better and I am so much more stable. I don't know how long it will last but I'm feeling better right now so I'm going to live in the moment.
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“There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.” ― Laurell K. Hamilton, Mistral's Kiss BP II Rapid cycling ADD and just plain weird Vyvanse 70 mg Lamictal 400 mg Wellbutrin 150 mg Latuda 80 mg Seroquel 150 mg Tenex 2 mg Ropinorole 2 mg |
| bizi, OctobersBlackRose
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#840
Oct 04, 2016, 03:31 AM
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got a fairly important form filled out yesterday (just going to go over it today)
going to have takeout later (from a new place) spend the rest of the day doing **** all pretty average tuesday |
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#841
Oct 04, 2016, 07:10 AM
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I'm going to work today...haven't been since last Wednesday. Anxiety is high this morning
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#842
Oct 04, 2016, 07:38 AM
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getting another quote for some jobs around the house from this handyman who forgot to come yesterday. He promised to be here today. We are all human.
But not a good first impression for sure. bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#843
Oct 04, 2016, 09:45 AM
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I keep sleeping a lot due to this mild depression. I actually slept last night through my medication time. :/
Bummer At least this crash isn't as horrible as normal. I think it's because of my recent increased med doses |
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#845
Oct 04, 2016, 11:02 AM
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Not necessarily
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Meds: Latuda, Lamictal XR, Vyvanse, Seroquel, Klonopin Supplements: Monster Energy replacement.  Also DLPA, tyrosine, glutamine, and tryptophan
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#846
Oct 04, 2016, 01:00 PM
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Today has been ok....I called up my primary's office to get a medical med called in. Then called Walmart to follow up on my mental meds. They told me 4 pm. But good news is yesterday I found a weeks worth of my meds. The meds I thought I was out of! I was so happy. It's good to have a stash. Well I'm in the doc's office with grandma. I brought her to her appt.
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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#847
Oct 04, 2016, 02:32 PM
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Pretty good day today. Everything I ordered except one pair of shoes came in. Everything seems to fit. I went through my shoes and got rid of a few. I can see the computer better with the new glasses. Other than that it's been a typical day.
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#848
Oct 04, 2016, 03:42 PM
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Went to my Dads yesterday, tried calling a place about my neuro-psych report, number was disconnected, place is probably closed down And all my Dad could find on the psychologist was that he died. Wtf, I think it was the correct place too. My Dads gf found another place that may or may not be the right one (she did recognize the building though) and I'll probably call next week or something. But overall may need to get new testing done, dont want to, but may have to, if I can find someplace that takes.my insurance and does adults, and works on on a sliding scale. F***
Got a meeting with my case manager tomorrow, my DBT group and individual therapy session, will be a long morning/afternoon. Right now have a lot of anxiety, and listening to music to distract myself and self soothe. And my DBT skills aren't really working for my anxiety, ****.
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD Last edited by OctobersBlackRose; Oct 04, 2016 at 04:26 PM. |
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#849
Oct 04, 2016, 04:44 PM
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Got my car registration transferred to MN and passed the driving test to get my MN license.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#850
Oct 05, 2016, 12:21 AM
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