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#276
Nov 06, 2016, 10:56 PM
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#277
Nov 06, 2016, 11:37 PM
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I thought you were just seeing a therapist? I am confused. bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#278
Nov 06, 2016, 11:53 PM
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I'm on a mix of meds. Who knows at this pont.. 
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#279
Nov 07, 2016, 12:53 AM
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I need space. Like a s--t load of space now. I am going manic and I don't want anyone around. Been there to hurt people I love too many times.
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| Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, bizi, Coffeee, Nammu, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote, xRavenx
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#280
Nov 07, 2016, 10:30 AM
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(((((HUGS)))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#281
Nov 07, 2016, 10:57 AM
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Feeling good today...there was no struggle to get out of bed and get ready for work and I seem to be focused this morning
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
| Anonymous59125, Coffeee, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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| Nammu, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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#282
Nov 07, 2016, 11:17 AM
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Just want this election over with, only three more days...today, tomorrow's actual vote day then the following debate of the votes and who has how many and are they real....ect
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
| Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, Coffeee, OctobersBlackRose, raspberrytorte, Wild Coyote
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| Coconutzo, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote, xRavenx
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#284
Nov 07, 2016, 01:45 PM
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Good Lord, it hurts so much in the morning when I first wake up. Before I pop the gabapentin, before I get stoned, it hurts so much. I can't believe it. I'm not sure that I remember feeling this way before. The disease is changing inside me, becoming more difficult to bear. Everybody have a nice day!
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| Anonymous37883, Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, Coffeee, Nammu, OctobersBlackRose, Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote, xRavenx
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| Coconutzo, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote, xRavenx
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#285
Nov 07, 2016, 01:48 PM
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I got good sleep....my stomach pain is still out of control. I see a PDOC today for an intake appointment for possible IOP and to get set up for some groups (PTSD and DBT). My husband has PTSD and might be able to join me in the meetings but I want to go alone to start just to gather some independence. My thoughts are returning to normal but paranoia is still present so I will see what can be done and get some advise on the honky tonk faker.
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| Anonymous45023, Coffeee, Nammu, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote, xRavenx
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#286
Nov 07, 2016, 02:32 PM
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
| Coffeee, Nammu, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote, xRavenx
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#287
Nov 07, 2016, 03:03 PM
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Had my last appointment with my current psychiatrist today, it went well, I found out who I was assigned to, and have an appointment in 4wks with him. I wished my psychiatrist well in her retirement, we talked about the same stuff we usually talk about, meds, how I'm doing, joked around a little too. I'll miss working with her, and I thanked her for working with me, and she said I was a pleasure to work with, which was nice to hear. So I'll see in 4wks how my new psychiatrist will be, and if he's nice and stuff like that.
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
| Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, Coffeee, Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote
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| Nammu, Wild Coyote
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#288
Nov 07, 2016, 03:09 PM
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Went to T this morning. Discussed my husband's birthday adventures mostly. Pretty much a BS day.
My husband and I went to our favorite park and took photos of the few remaining plants in bloom. Surprisingly there are a lot of roses for November. It was rather nice and warm. Now to look at pictures and chill out for the rest of the day. |
| Anonymous59125, Coffeee, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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#289
Nov 07, 2016, 03:31 PM
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Everything around me seems to be falling. I apparently cannot trust people I thought i could trust. They will go turn on me in the worst vindicative way.
Freaking out about American election......... and coup attempt in Montenegro... crap crap crap crap crap, not the Balkans crap, I know so many people down there.
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Glory to heroes!
HATEFREE CULTURE |
| Anonymous37971, Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, Coffeee, Nammu, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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#290
Nov 07, 2016, 04:54 PM
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I feel like I'm getting sick which is probably the real reason I was getting so tired over the weekend. My head feels all stuffed up. I'm glad I cancelled all my appointments today instead of toughing through. I am trying to take better self care... I'm sure I'm sick cause I've had too many commitments for too long.
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| Anonymous45023, Nammu, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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#291
Nov 07, 2016, 06:41 PM
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Doctors appointment went good...they let me leave so that is a good sign. Hubby and I are at Olive Garden eating yummy chicken Marsala. Nummy num nums. All set up for some groups so I will be busy in upcoming days.
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| Coffeee, OctobersBlackRose, Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote
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#292
Nov 07, 2016, 07:09 PM
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Seems like my mental illnesses have tag teamed. Now starving myself again because it pleases the voices.
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| Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, Coffeee, jacky8807, OctobersBlackRose, Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote
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#293
Nov 07, 2016, 07:28 PM
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Testing 1 2 test.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
| Anonymous59125, Coffeee, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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| Coconutzo, Nammu, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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#294
Nov 07, 2016, 08:23 PM
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Symptoms from discontinuing Cymbal begin; light headed, brain zaps, exhaustion, anxiety and confusion. Only day two off it so I hope it doesn't get worse. last thing i need it to feel more agitated.
still IP. down from high of yesterday. zyprexa seems to have calmed the mania a bit. agitation is awful though and my mood is getting darker. just want to hide until it passes. thoughts are negative. just need to keep distracted.
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| Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, Coffeee, Gabyunbound, jacky8807, Nammu, OctobersBlackRose, Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote
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#295
Nov 08, 2016, 12:25 AM
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Back to taking Seroquel and increased it from 25 to 50 --starting to feel better. Will get blood tests tomorrow to see what's going on with somnolence.
Got new schedule from work and I'll be working in the most difficult part of the hospital in the coming weeks. This along with (I think) just coming out of this depression, tweaking meds, having a really hard time with focusing, and worrying about my physical health, I'm going to have to be very strong and resilient. I hope I can do it. |
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#297
Nov 08, 2016, 01:41 AM
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Feeling awesome!
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
| Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, Coffeee, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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#298
Nov 08, 2016, 05:41 AM
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Doh, my nurse strongly urged me to take Zyprexa to bring me down from my high. I argued with her but once i said I wanted to run away so I could experience the world she pressed me and I relented. Still, been in it two hours and still feel great, just slower.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
| Anonymous45023, Nammu, OctobersBlackRose, Wild Coyote
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#299
Nov 08, 2016, 12:02 PM
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Yup, the illusion of power and clarity that is mania is powerful......why would you want to dull it? Yup, understand that.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Nov 08, 2016, 12:19 PM
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Very dreary here weather wise but I'm still feeling better. Could it be that we finally have my meds cocktail right and I'm finally stable. Keeping my fingers crossed that this lasts more than a week. It actually feels both strange and good to be feeling this way.
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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