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#601
Jan 27, 2017, 10:23 PM
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I am feeling stable at the moment but a little on the depressed side.
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#602
Jan 28, 2017, 12:21 AM
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Shouldn't have woken up but just my luck I did. Can't get these people to leave my house. Nobody hears me or what they hear they don't understand. Enough is enough. Nobody deserves this kind of torture.
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| Anonymous45023, bizi, Wild Coyote
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#603
Jan 28, 2017, 04:41 AM
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awake all night
took a shower this morning that made me feel disgusting glad it's the weekend and I can kiss another stressfull week goodbye |
| Wild Coyote
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#604
Jan 28, 2017, 09:01 AM
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Finally on meds. Cannot wait till they kick in. New combo too so hopefully works. I do not want to lose all I have. I am married, sober, have an awesome baby and a good job. I will not let the mania or depression pull me down.
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| Anonymous41403, Anonymous45023, bizi, Faltering, Wild Coyote
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#605
Jan 28, 2017, 09:09 AM
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I've been taking my med faithfully and it's still helping. As my mood becomes more stable, I'm starting to see how bad my anxiety is. I've also started falling back into my eating disorder. I think I might benefit from counseling again.
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Bipolar 1 Latuda 120 mg Adderall 40 mg |
| Anonymous41403, Anonymous45023, bizi, Wild Coyote
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#607
Jan 28, 2017, 12:44 PM
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Mania's really busting its chops to break the remaining seals that restrain it; I can so feel the desire to not go, or to say I don't have any issues Monday. I'm clear enough now in my head to see them and see what its done, but I can also feel the pleasure.
I feel like Galadriel being offered the One Ring. I can take it and challenge the world, or I can see the doc, do what she says, and remain myself. |
| Wild Coyote
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#608
Jan 28, 2017, 12:56 PM
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My ex is going to be an hour late picking up our youngest. I was supposed to meet a friend, but now I'm not sure we'll have time.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg  Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#609
Jan 28, 2017, 01:58 PM
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Don't know how much longer I can take this lack of decent deep sleep. Went to bed at 2am took me two hours to fall asleep woke up at 5am, 6:15 am 7:15 am, 8:30am, 10:20 am, 11:30 am.....no dreams ( I miss my kooky dreams) this is affecting my physical health as well. Damn doctor cutting my sleep med in half and then not refilling it at all. He's getting an ear full on Monday
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
| Anonymous41403, Anonymous45023, bizi, Wild Coyote
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#610
Jan 28, 2017, 04:16 PM
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Had to use the heating pad on my back again. I see my doc and PT on Tuesday. Hope I make it until then.
Other than that, not much. Writing poetry, surfing the Web, and napping. |
| Anonymous41403
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#611
Jan 28, 2017, 05:03 PM
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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| Nammu
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#612
Jan 28, 2017, 05:55 PM
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Pro tip: the steroid Prednisone is a mania pill. You didn't hear this from me.
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| Anonymous45023, Wild Coyote
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| fishin fool, Moose72, rwwff, scatterbrained04, xRavenx
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#613
Jan 28, 2017, 06:27 PM
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#614
Jan 28, 2017, 06:30 PM
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 I hope you get a refill soon. 
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| Nammu
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#615
Jan 28, 2017, 06:43 PM
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I'm doing ok. Started dating a new guy but it's ended. He bragged ALL THE TIME!!! I couldn't take it. I feel a relief. He didn't make me feel good either. He had told me that he wanted me to help him with his bragging, well Thursday he started it again. I said you know they say ppl that brag all the time usually have deep, deep insecurities, lol. It made him mad and he said I brag too much for you bye. He doesn't want to change. If he calls I'm gonna tell him he must work on the bragging. But honestly, I don't think I really like him.
In other news my son hasn't smoked pot in about 3 days. I think he was getting symptoms. I hope he stays off it. I have to go get meds at the pharmacy....Ugh... |
| Wild Coyote, xRavenx
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#616
Jan 28, 2017, 06:53 PM
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Speaking of getting meds at the pharmacy, I have one more to pick up tomorrow then I can fill my pill box. Oh joy! My favorite job!
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#617
Jan 28, 2017, 07:14 PM
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I've had two strong courses of that cr** in my life, it worked and was needed, but it was weird as heck, bunch of auditory hallucinations, etc. I thought that was just a side effect of prednisone that all random folks just deal with and just shrugged it off. |
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#618
Jan 28, 2017, 07:51 PM
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Had an intake today. She assessed the BP to be BP I (I think previous providers had already bumped it, though she didn't know any of my dx's going in.). And a shiny new dx of PTSD (oh, fabulous
 I'd wondered from time to time, so not totally out of left field, but didn't see that coming.We didn't get into the anxiety issues, but I don't anticipate any changes there. I'd put this (getting set up with covered provider) off for a couple of years. I'm not a big fan of change. But so far, so good! They seemed nice, there are plenty of services and I will finally get to see someone on a regular basis again (I had ceased to able to afford to see the other nearly often enough. Even with considerable sliding scale.) Still hypomanic, though maybe mellowed a notch (from the Abilify maybe??) |
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Jan 28, 2017, 07:52 PM
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#620
Jan 29, 2017, 12:53 AM
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I am sorry.... ((((HUGS)))) I hate not sleeping! I take .5mg of klonipin
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#621
Jan 29, 2017, 01:43 AM
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I used to take 2 Benadryl, 10mg melatonin and 2 ambien and sleep. Then the new doc cut the ambien in half and I slept from midnight to five. But he's not refilled the script in two weeks. I still take the Benadryl and melatonin but my body just laughs. I've had trouble sleeping my whole life except for a few years when I was a teenager. I've taken as much as 5 Benadryl but not sure how much more than that I can take safely. Not sure about the melatonin either.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
| Anonymous45023, bizi, Unrigged64072835, VerMOZZica, Wild Coyote
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#622
Jan 29, 2017, 03:15 AM
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Today I spent the day with my Mom and we had a very nice time.We went to the mall saw a movie and had lunch together.Then we picked up dinner and my younger sister came over and we visited for a while.It was a pretty good day.
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#623
Jan 29, 2017, 04:58 AM
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Made it through a vey busy, stressful week with some great times socialising. Just finished work and plan to chill tonight with a few beers, the net, guitar and TV. Tomorrow is a little busy with errands and food shopping, plus catching up with my Mum but I should have some decent downtime. Still rattled from what my cousin said about our past trauma and trying so hard to not let it drag me down again. Tuesday I can rest mostly then back to busy after that. I am amazingly stable still, albeit a little anxious, but sleeping well and mood good. Think the hypo has passed due to the addition of Abilify. Just hoping to keep it this way as I sometimes feel on the edge of snapping mentally.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD  "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
| Anonymous45023, bizi, Nammu, Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote
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#624
Jan 29, 2017, 05:27 AM
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Ugh... I'm traveling back to the U.S. today, and apparently protesters are blocking passengers from getting their bags and exiting the airport. I might not be able to get my bags if the useless cops don't do anything about it. (So far, they've done jackshit.)
Stupid Trump, stupid protesters. Both are as bad as each other. i mean, I get their point, but that doesn't mean I deserve to get stuck in the airport! |
| bizi, Nammu, Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote
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