[Unrigged64072835]

Went to T this morning. Had a short session because I was nervous and tired at the same time. We did have a good talk, though.

Still waiting for the college to fix my e-learning login. They're probably pissed off at me.

Will run out of Metformin tomorrow. Joy.

Mood is okay. Managing my symptoms and doing alright.

[Moose72]

Kids left school at 10 a.m. because there was a power failure throughout the school. So we've been hanging out, including going to my daughter's dr. appointment. Walgreen's is mad at me for trying to open their locked-with-a-code women's bathroom. They changed the code and when I tried to open it asked what I was doing. I said I was looking for my daughter (which I was) and they opened the door and there was noone in there. WTH happened in there that they had to lock it? Starbucks downtown has a code on their bathrooms too, but they tell you the code. Then you forget it next time. I know I probably should've just asked them to open it like they want you to, but that's a drag- find employee, wait till they're done, ask them to please let you pee, wait for them to walk all the way to the bathroom, etc. Well its a moot point now because they changed the code. And I never got my script!

[Standup2me]

Sunshine on my face
Warms me
Warms my soul
Comforts me
Is there any comfort greater than sunshine?

[xRavenx]

Today was very stressful. Phone wouldn't charge properly, called Verizon, they did a phone reset and promised my contact info wouldn't be lost. Well, guess what? Everything was lost! My Cloud backup was defective. I was on the phone for hours. Fortunately, I have some of my important contacts written down, and I spent time adding them into my phone. I still have a long way to go. I'm so drained...and angry.

[bizi]

Originally Posted by xRavenx

Today was very stressful. Phone wouldn't charge properly, called Verizon, they did a phone reset and promised my contact info wouldn't be lost. Well, guess what? Everything was lost! My Cloud backup was defective. I was on the phone for hours. Fortunately, I have some of my important contacts written down, and I spent time adding them into my phone. I still have a long way to go. I'm so drained...and angry.

sorry about your phone contacts being lost.
WHAT A PITA!!!!!!
((((HUGS))))
bizi

[bizi]

Originally Posted by Moose72

Feeling like I need Klonopin but don't have any. Even telling Pdoc of my paranoia she said my reaction is normal.

Why don't our pdocs listen to us.?????
bizi

[Lifeischallenging]

Hey all,
Not feeling all that well. I've just been getting over a cold. Physical Therapy has been going well for me. Have more balance in my right foot. I have only 2 more sessions. I missed one of them so they are probably going to have me make that session up. I'm hoping. Then I just have to make another foot appointment for Friday. I am thinking of applying for a car in some ways as well because of last Friday. My sister and her husband went up to do laundry that day and I needed the car as I had a session that day. I think I said this; They upped my lithium to about 1050mg and I have to go for lab work again. I wish they would get on with this and just give me a straight dose, but they have to find out what works for me. I might not apply for a car though as I just need to make a follow up appointment with my foot doctor and then I'm free. I can start working on my college plans. But then it would still suit me to apply for a car as there would be places I have to go to. We'll see. I already know what car to apply for over here anyways. Bye for now.

[bizi]

Originally Posted by TheHPEnthusiast1987

Hey all,
Not feeling all that well. I've just been getting over a cold. Physical Therapy has been going well for me. Have more balance in my right foot. I have only 2 more sessions. I missed one of them so they are probably going to have me make that session up. I'm hoping. Then I just have to make another foot appointment for Friday. I am thinking of applying for a car in some ways as well because of last Friday. My sister and her husband went up to do laundry that day and I needed the car as I had a session that day. I think I said this; They upped my lithium to about 1050mg and I have to go for lab work again. I wish they would get on with this and just give me a straight dose, but they have to find out what works for me. I might not apply for a car though as I just need to make a follow up appointment with my foot doctor and then I'm free. I can start working on my college plans. But then it would still suit me to apply for a car as there would be places I have to go to. We'll see. I already know what car to apply for over here anyways. Bye for now.

getting a car would give you freedom and responsibility and leads toward greater independence.
I think it is a great idea!
bizi

[Takeshi]

Originally Posted by Innerzone

(Since there wasn't a new started when #15 wrapped up with max posts, here goes...)

Bipolar check in #16
You know the drill!

Not these days, they don't. Women prolly don't know how to drill, drill sergeant, there are still plenty of f-ups in the army for women, I know a few good womens on this website though.

• Against that positivism which stops before phenomena, saying "there are only facts," I should say: no, it is precisely facts that do not exist, only interpretations

BA in AB, as opposed to M in M with his best friend, R.I.P Proof, THAT will be me, your Übermensch, Losers!

[Wild Coyote]

Originally Posted by Naynay99

Well mood is sort of still crap. But. I vacuumed all 3 rooms, hung up my closet clothes that have been in a pile for weeks. And am still doing and folding laundry- I am on load #4 I think? Next, i am about to clean the bathroom. And change the linens on the beds.

I am actually functioning and getting stuff done like crazy today. Move over depression, dont fuuck with me- I am awesome. I think the great spring weather today and some good music may be boosting my mood a little bit as I don't feel the urge to self destruct.
Anyway. I am not sure how I am gonna make it thru a week living w my folks- no privacy. No comfy bed. 1 tv to share. It could get ugly. Lol.

I am saving watching homeland for when I am mostly done with these chores. Gonna call it quits in a few hours. I am feeling done but still have some stuff to do. Having company takes effort. I will say, tho, it is a nice feeling to see my place clean. It's been a long while.
Have a good week everybody. I hope that I do.

I hope you have some fun with your parents!
You deserve it!


WC

[Wild Coyote]

Originally Posted by vertigo

Hey, all the best to all of you.

The past three weeks (today included) I haven't been at the top of my game. That said, I had a moment of peace and beauty this morning. I was walking the dog when I realized a deer was standing in a thicket about 40 feet away just watching us. It hadn't even moved when I passed by on our way home.

Awesome!
Thanks for sharing this! Brought back lots of special moments and lovely imagery in the woods.


WC

[Wild Coyote]

I am enjoying the warmer weather, the sunshine, the birds singing.


WC

[Wander]

Fantastic day!!!! Aamzing. Think i have turned a corner and am ready to be discharged

[Takeshi]

It'll be a definite trigger, Simon says, don't open it. It's nothing personal, I assure you.

Possible trigger:

[Spoken introduction:]
D.M.C. we have a 40s male
Found down unresponsive
Possible over dose
Substance unknown
Pulse is 60 and thready
Respiration's 8 he's intubated
And we're bagging him now
Uuh B.P. 90 over palp
Patient cool pale and diaphoretic
Has aspirated
Uuh G.S.C. is 3
We'll update en route
E.T.A. 10 minutes

Demanded Amanda be Damned, (That's a wack acronym, ignore that), I can't just let ex factor survive, you just f'ed the wrong JC, that was the VD I never demanded on, the next time I see you, it'll be the D-day that you never landed on, the guy you messed with was D-O-A, you necro *****, who d'you think you ****in' with, *****!

Bad meets Evil, the original version have a nice Western theme,(Yeastwood! That could become another infection!) I may remix that for you, you know who I'm talkin' 'bout. Mules, donkeys, I don't know what exactly you did to me, haters are welcome, seriously. We all apples from the same tree, you may not think it, isdgf. (...I forgot, Adam.D, I could've slipped that in there.) I just don't jump on any beef like y'all did over the years, hey my name is, Takeshi, take **** from you, NOT!, then I'll reply to you with my kindest words, to whomever wants to bring it, try not to stress me too much though. GM, it's a big company, everyone's tired of working the regular job there, I've done couple of manufacturing job in my career, the Grand Master of mind flexing is what I'm tryin' to be, the regular exercise, workouts that y'all do? That's just regular **** that everyone else does. I'm pioneering some ****, go me!

[hopeless2015]

Made it to work today, still get tired and my chest hurts but cough is not as bad. I'm very overwhelmed at work right now. I've missed a lot of time and have quite a few urgent emails, reminders on items I haven't even gotten to from the first time around. It's going to take me awhile to catch back up. Hopefully I can stay stable and not have to take any fmla time.

[AmandaBroken]

Having a rough morning...

[scatterbrained04]

I've been on the internet all day. Really need to get off. They rain is making me feel lazy and unmotivated. Need to grab my son and help him clean his room. Just a blah kind of day. Depression has been better last 3-4 days though.

[Sunflower123]

Very irritable right now and snapping at my family. Not sure what the problem is but I'm soooo angry right now. Maybe going hypomanic? This is rare for me. Just took a cold shower. That helped a little.

[Moose72]

The house is clean. The kids have been cleaning with me. The kids are having a friend over soon.

I went out to lunch with my mom. We exchanged gifts. She absolutely loved her book!

Other than that, I filled my pill boxes. I'd forgotten where I put some of my bottles that I'd refilled a week ago, so I called the pharmacy and they said, "You filled those". D'oh. But, I found them!

I did go to the gym this morning, too. Same old, same old, plus I forgot my earphones so I couldn't watch tv while on the treadmill.

I'm still anxious and sad. Oh well. **** DBT.

[hopeless2015]

Really feel like I could go home this afternoon but based on how far behind I am here I work I think I just have to suck it up and keep on working. I'm exhausted though, but I'll see what I can accomplish fml right now

[Daonnachd]

Late to work today because I took my son to the doctor. He's been diagnosed with a concussion and excused from school in order to rest his brain and help it heal. I'm a little worried, but trust the doc to know the best treatment.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by vertigo

Late to work today because I took my son to the doctor. He's been diagnosed with a concussion and excused from school in order to rest his brain and help it heal. I'm a little worried, but trust the doc to know the best treatment.

That sounds like a good idea to rest for a bit. My ex got a concussion when he was in his 20's by falling off the back of a truck and hitting his head on the pavement. He said the room was spinning and everything. I hope your son is feeling okay.

[LadyShadow]

Having a tough day with faith. All the days seem to just run together as I struggle with my illness. Been a real up and down day.

[Wander]

Got 73% for my writing assignment. Disappointed but i was very hypomanic when I did it so I made a lot of grammatical errors which let me down. I was aiming for 80% or over. Annoyed at this illness. But at least I passed and got a distinction. The pressure is now on to get a high mark for my second assignment, a 2500 word story. It is about a drug deal gone wrong.

Feeling great again this morning, 6.30am, and hoping for a good day which will mean two in a row. Slept for 6 hours which is plenty. Hopefully will get leave to see my T today. I have so much to talk about. After today my pdoc goes on leave for 9 days. Hopefully the on-call pdoc can discharge me early next week. I am so fed up being stuck IP. Had a very bad day two days ago but have been great since so should be good to go.

[Unrigged64072835]

Got my prescription for Metformin fixed. Finally.

College sent me an email stating that I need to send in paperwork for my name change. I already did that last Thursday. This is so frustrating.

Husband is doing good after two weeks. His wounds are healing well and he has little pain. Two more weeks of rest and he'll be good to go.

Just waiting for tomorrow now.