[Cocosurviving]

My day was relaxing. I slept in then in the evening went and out for dinner. After dinner me and my youngest daughter went to run two errands.

[bioChE]

It's 4:30AM and I'm up again. I don't think I can take Trazodone any more for sleep. It causes too many vivid and disturbing dreams. I don't want to go back to sleep just for that fact.

Here's to another long day. At least I still got 5 1/2 hours of sleep - I'll be able to function. I guess it's back to Low-dose Seroquel for me. Yay.

Anyway, yesterday at Six Flags was good. Kids had a great time, and I rode some tremendous coasters. Got tired and had too much sun, so that was good. Didn't have time to be depressed or anxious. Overall a good day.

[scatterbrained04]

It's like Christmas having energy after having none for so long.

[bizi]

Work again today until wednesday then vacation for 2 weeks!
bizi

[liveforsummer]

Grad went great yesterday, relieved its all done.
Had awfully disturbing dreams last night which has left me feeling shaken. I hope I can shake it off soon.

[Moose72]

Listening to a violin and piano be played only feet away from me. How soothing.

Originally Posted by Moose72

Listening to a violin and piano be played only feet away from me. How soothing.

it's always been sort of my dream to learn the violin.

it's such a lovely instrament, and yes, played with a piano.. it sounds lovely.

I personally don't like the piano on it's own though.

I had lessons with it when I was younger, but stopped

I am feeling pretty useless today.

I think it's because of my friend tara.. yesterday she went to a birthday party, and today she's having some friends round for dinner in the garden.

it just reminds me that I do so little, and i've seen so little in life (so I'm agoraphobic, and can't really help it), but still.

their are things I could get done indoors, I suppose (nothing at the moment, nothing needs to be done)

feel like a bit of a spare part.

I also feel quite upset over something I watched.

episode 1 of a new drama.

I am going to watch the second episode, but not for a while... I need time.

Possible trigger:

I heard from family too

acted all rude and threatening towards me

time to end the day I think. nothing good will come of today

[Naynay99]

Hey. Doing okay I suppose. Slept a lot this weekend- just feeling exhausted and not
Motivated to do much. My friend is dragging me out this am to go to some food and drink festival. It's hot out. But otherwise I would probably stay in bed so it probably a good thing. Idk.
Happy Sunday all.

[lilypup]

Already made a poor decision today and it's not yet 8 o'clock. Just too tired to go to church today.

Just lost most of a day. Woke up. It's light. Saturday evening, right? Nope. Sunday morning. Effectively killed Saturday, but now what to do. Rolling over sounds like a plan.

Disoriented.

[hopeless2015]

Hanging out by the pool at our apartment complex, got it to myself right now. Very relaxing

[Moose72]

I'm glad I went to church. It was a lovely service. And after we had Subway - yes the sub shop. I talked with my aunt and she knows someone in the electrician biz for n2. I also talkedwith one of the choir members who knows someone too! They both are going to email me. Small world!

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by hopeless2015

Hanging out by the pool at our apartment complex, got it to myself right now. Very relaxing

That sounds great.

[liveforsummer]

House to myself, everyone has gone out for the afternoon. Now I feel like crawling back into bed. Been doing good lately but feeling a bit mixed past 48 hours. I'll make myself stay up. Maybe I should jump in the shower, wake myself up.....in a bit once I get off the couch...

[Moose72]

That's the perfect time for a shower- when you're all alone! Go get one. You'll feel refreshed when you're done.

Feeling much better. Going to go clothes shopping and drop off some important ppwk. My brother from San Diego is coming here for a week. He'll be here tomorrow. I only have 2 shirts that fit. My weight is fluctuating. I'm nervous about him seeing me since I've gained weight. But he called last night and said they're really nervous too. I'm excited to see my three nieces! They have really grown up since last time I saw them 8 yrs ago. Hoping today will be a good day.

[liveforsummer]

Yay I showered and now I'm sitting in the back yard in the sun.

[Sunflower123]

Had a lovely, near perfect day yesterday. Accomplished some things but still trying to stave off depression. It is so frustrating!!! I mean really ?!? Now??

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by liveforsummer

Yay I showered and now I'm sitting in the back yard in the sun.

Nice! Good for you.

[Unrigged64072835]

Spent most of the day in bed from a migraine and upset stomach. Finally starting to feel a little bit better as I can type without having to wear sunglasses. (I'm sensitive to light and sound when I have one.) Not sure what triggered it. My temp is up but not in the fever zone.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by Fharraige

Spent most of the day in bed from a migraine and upset stomach. Finally starting to feel a little bit better as I can type without having to wear sunglasses. (I'm sensitive to light and sound when I have one.) Not sure what triggered it. My temp is up but not in the fever zone.

I get migraines like that, too. Queasy, sensitivity to light and sound. Fatigue. Sometimes, a very painful (pounding) headache. My temp goes up, too, but not to fever range.

[scatterbrained04]

Still feel good Cleaned my bathroom and did some some laundry. Had wanted to clean my son's room today too, but ended talking to my mom on the phone for almost 3 hours. I guess we had a lot to say lol. Went to the library and did grocery shopping. May or may not walk over to the pool later. I'm thinking I'd rather not, but we'll go if my son decides he wants to.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by scatterbrained04

Still feel good Cleaned my bathroom and did some some laundry. Had wanted to clean my son's room today too, but ended talking to my mom on the phone for almost 3 hours. I guess we had a lot to say lol. Went to the library and did grocery shopping. May or may not walk over to the pool later. I'm thinking I'd rather not, but we'll go if my son decides he wants to.

It's good to know you're up and about and doing better.

[Wild Coyote]

Originally Posted by Fharraige

Spent most of the day in bed from a migraine and upset stomach. Finally starting to feel a little bit better as I can type without having to wear sunglasses. (I'm sensitive to light and sound when I have one.) Not sure what triggered it. My temp is up but not in the fever zone.

I'm sorry your migraine was so severe.

I have what I call "half a migraine" today.
All of the sensitivities and using sunglasses with the computer, some headache and face pain while it's "brewing." It may turn into a full-blown one. I hope not.

I hope your migraine ends today and doesn't last for days.


WC