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#377
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Pdoc lied to me today
Inept moron |
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#378
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Meds: Latuda, Lamictal XR, Vyvanse, Seroquel, Klonopin Supplements: Monster Energy replacement. ![]() |
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#379
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yes I have decided to just *stay away* completely from those who bring me down. it can be tough but you will feel better for it. hope you are ok wild c. !
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#380
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Yes, staying away from toxic people and situations helps quite a bit.
Finished my other homework assignment. Worked on a few pictures. Took a shower and picked up the rest of my meds. Put away dishes. Bought a few things from the store. Was anxious off and on but got through it by staying busy. Now taking a break before making dinner. I'm still a bit jumpy but I'm also starting to calm down. |
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#381
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![]() I miss you and our mutual friends when I am not active here. I do think of people while I am "away." I am glad you were able to help your daughter as she was choking! ![]() How soon do you leave for Florida? ![]() WC |
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#382
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Bizi, I read here somewhere you were in the service!
My husband is also a Vet (Army and Air Force). THANK YOU for your service! ![]() WC |
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#383
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Saturday the 3rd.
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#384
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![]() As for family, both sides are dysfunctional. I was shocked with behavior that should not shock me. I should know better by now. I had stayed away from a few for approx. 10 years; hence, the shock because I had forgotten how it can be so triggering. I'd left in worse shape than before visiting. Too forgetful on my part. I'm recovering. ![]() WC |
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#385
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Just not doing well. Texted crisis line and made a safety plan. Seeing pdoc tomorrow. Just really low and hopeless.
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#386
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![]() My pdoc appt went ok, he took me off my Geodon saying he felt it wasn't helping. He may be right but I always get scared when he takes me off a medicine. Hopefully my mood doesn't crash again. I have only felt better for a few days now but still fighting some depression, just not the kind that drags you into the bowels of hell.
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Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~ Dr. Seuss |
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#387
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![]() It's great the text crisis line works well for you. Keep taking good care of yourself, please. I hope the pdoc can help tomorrow. ![]() WC |
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#388
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![]() I can understand feeling uneasy when withdrawing a med. Sorry about the depression. Glad it's not the worst for you. ![]() WC |
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#389
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Just take it moment by moment. I'm glad you called the crisis line and made a safety plan.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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#390
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I am sorry you are struggling. Glad you are seeing pdoc tomorrow. Please stay safe -hugs-
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#391
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My mood is still low, but not as horrible as it was. Certain times during the day are very hard to put up with emotionally and physically. Other times are "manageable" (during the highest point of the day). It was exhausting at work today, and it's difficult keeping up physically. I can't wait until the week is over already in all honesty. It's been my first full day back due to health reasons. It had been over a week and a half since a regular work schedule. I still want to try to keep positive, but I do not quite feel ready keeping up with this schedule.
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This morning my pdoc disrupted the traditional division of labor in the contemporary treatment of mental illness in America and got all therapeutic, which surprised the hell out of me. I really like him, but his personality is slightly different each time I see him. Today's take-homes: my blood is fine, I shouldn't compare myself to others, I must respect the disease and I get to take more drugs.
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#393
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Still here. Not sure of how to verbalize what I feel though.
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#394
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hugs to regina!
(((((HUGS))))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#395
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i'm waiting for a callback from bipolar UK
some of you may remember that a while ago I had a 1 off emergency mentoring session, which turned out to really help me so I rang back and i asked to be put on the full waiting list- had to fill in a form as well, but I did all that, and now have to wait for a session while i'm feeling pretty good right now, I do still need it. |
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I don't know if I mentioned, but yesterday I felt suicidal (only for a bit)
thankfully, it wasn't anything too serious and the thoughts just went away. but it was scary how they just started |
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Don't really want to be at work but what's new. I'm here though, might as well deal with it. Still have a cough today but not as bad. Pulmonary Dr. Said after cat scan that something is going on with my lungs he's just not sure what. First fit the empazima pattern though. I have to schedule a biopsy waiting for their office to call me back.
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#398
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() It's difficult to await these tests sometimes, especially not knowing what to expect. I hope you are okay. Thinking of you. ![]() WC |
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#399
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Agitated AF. Ugh I hope my doc takes this seriously today when I see her. It has been plaguing me for weeks.
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New avatar is N3
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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