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#326
Oct 18, 2017, 07:54 PM
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A cool wind in my face
A lover beckoning me forward Calling me into the darkness Into the abyss I look into it, long and hard One hand reaching forward One hand holding myself back
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#327
Oct 18, 2017, 07:54 PM
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RIP Gord Downey.
You made some pretty good tunes
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#328
Oct 18, 2017, 07:56 PM
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We hold on to each other, don't we?
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#329
Oct 18, 2017, 08:05 PM
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Just noticed someone’s siggy
“What’s so funny about peace, love and understanding” I wish more people believed in peace, love and understanding  Peace to all here 
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#330
Oct 18, 2017, 08:06 PM
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Nervous to start counseling again tomorrow, but I need it.
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Bipolar 1 Latuda 120 mg Adderall 40 mg |
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#331
Oct 18, 2017, 08:20 PM
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#332
Oct 18, 2017, 08:53 PM
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I am thinking about moving somewhere far away. It is just too expensive, and I need a change. I can't even live on my own anymore. Rent is ridiculous. Taxes are too. Plus, I really need a change. Everything reminds me of something negative that has happened to me. I've been hit with a lot: friends who have died, bad endings to relationships, and life is so mundane here. I've been sticking it out for a while. I know that I'll need to wait a couple of more years, but in the meantime, I think I'll try to visit different places. I'll have to space it out, but I need to really see what's out there. The place that I live, there's a lot of rude people. I need a more relaxed, friendlier environment than here. That would be more motivating, since not much opportunity is here for me anymore. I want to have a better quality of life. Just starting to think and brainstorm. It won't happen real soon, but I think this needs to happen.
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#333
Oct 18, 2017, 08:56 PM
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#334
Oct 18, 2017, 09:26 PM
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Gord Downie will be missed. We will always have his beautiful poetic lyrics. I can’t choose a favourite song, there are many.
(Grew up going to Hip concerts in the 80’s and met them back stage once when I was 22). |
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#335
Oct 19, 2017, 12:07 AM
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Fairly productive day.
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"I get knocked down, but I get up again..." Bipolar 1 |
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#336
Oct 19, 2017, 06:39 AM
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I am doing ok. I feel fine. The weather here is rainy and gloomy though. Yet, I am doing ok. I like my light work schedule. I have more time to spend doing things I like. I am happy. I taught a class today. I talked to my mother and this made me happy. I have tomorrow off. I will go out and do some chores.
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#337
Oct 19, 2017, 07:52 AM
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Today’s the day. Meet new pdoc. Feeling anxious in a normal manner but biggest irrational paranoia is she’ll say I’m a big fake and making everything up just to have attention. Doesn’t even matter if I read my ramblings over past 8 months and I know I need help I still have this paranoid thought.
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#338
Oct 19, 2017, 08:03 AM
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Happy thursday to all, Yall!
 bizi
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#339
Oct 19, 2017, 09:33 AM
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Hanging in there.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#340
Oct 19, 2017, 09:55 AM
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Finally got my meds this morning after being off for 5 days...
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 Bipolar l/Rapid/Mixed/Depression/Anxiety Disorders lamotrigine 100mg 2x/day Vraylar 6mg 1x/day methylphenidate 10mg 3x/day bupropion XL 200mg 2x/day bupropion IR 174mg 1x/day buspirone 30mg 2x/day quetiapine 50mg 1x/day I'm 50 Shades of Bipolar and I have no safe word... |
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#341
Oct 19, 2017, 10:23 AM
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Hi everyone new here 👋 I’m not feeling too good I’m tired all the time and I have very low energy. Does anyone else experience that?
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#342
Oct 19, 2017, 10:37 AM
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My morning has been lazy after the kids left for school. I do need to hop in the shower though. I hate showering!
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#343
Oct 19, 2017, 12:23 PM
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Still working on anew place to live. Very stressed we are running out of time. Going to look at another apartment tonight. Husband and I have been disagreeing on things. He is going to have to lower his expectations. We are not in a position to be to picky. Anyway I don't know what's going to happen. Hugs everyone
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#344
Oct 19, 2017, 01:43 PM
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#345
Oct 19, 2017, 04:04 PM
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Met pdoc. Went well and I feel reassured to have her in my corner. BP 2 diagnosis, starting me on very low dose lamotrigine with intent to increase up to 100mg a day. But just 1 25 mg a day for first 2 weeks. Follow up in 5 wks to increase dosing. She gave me her phone number too which gives me confidence too.
It’s confirmed what I’ve suspected this year but still sad and scary to have it confirmed. She also said it’s imperitive I get a full 8 hrs sleep a night. THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT!!!! Hugs
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#346
Oct 19, 2017, 04:25 PM
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  (((((( liveforsummer ))))))
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths.
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#347
Oct 19, 2017, 08:15 PM
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The shadows call me
Whispering words that slide into my ears Like smoke under a door Come to me I want to The darkness waits, for me, with the patience of no other
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#348
Oct 19, 2017, 08:16 PM
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Sigh...depression is really bad today. I’m fighting urges to overdose and to hurt myself. Fortunately I’m at the end of the month on my meds so I only have a small supply. And I intentionally don’t keep things like razors and box cutters in the house. I could break a glass but that’s too much.
I had another hospital dream last night, thank god no self harm though because that would have messed up my whole day more than it already was. I distracted myself by grading tests. Now I’m talking to the guy I’m seeing. That’s helping distract me too. Maybe tomorrow I will wake up and be fine.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#350
Oct 19, 2017, 09:08 PM
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Going to pdoc tomorrow, I have no idea what to say. I know it'll probably result in more zyprexa and lamictal. Can I really tell him I thought light would come out if I cut myself. Last week I wanted to OD. Now I think I'm fine except for my double ear infection that I have yet to see the dr about.
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