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#876
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5 weeks stable. Yay! Another hot day with clear blue skies. Feeling pretty good.
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#877
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Doing pretty good. Quite weekend. Going to pick up monicals pizza here in a few. Back to work tomorrow. Hugs to everyone!!
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#878
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I had an interesting day today. My son-in-law worked allot yesterday on tiling my place. Today, we washed the tile to get off all the dust on the floor. He will finish this up next weekend. We went garage sale shopping just for the fun of it. We ended up buying several items, essentially finishing off the garage sale. I know have couches that match my tiled floor.
My son-in-law worked over eight hours straight without a break. This is the third time he has done this inside of a week. I just do not know what I can do for him. |
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#879
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I feel physically awful today. I don’t seem to have a fever but everything hurts and my stomach has been upset all day. I hope I’m not getting the flu. I doubt it because of the lack of fever. I’m hoping it’s a 24 hour thing. I finally broke down and took Advil. I didn’t want to because that seems to aggravate my ulcer but I just couldn’t take the pain anymore. Even my skin hurts.
Here’s hoping for a better day tomorrow.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#880
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I worked until late last night throwing out a ton of my artwork and materials. I got up this morning and continued purging. I wonder if this is a good idea or if I’ll regret it in the future.
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#881
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My day has been pretty laid back. I’m doing ok on my healthy eating. I’m cooking dinner right now. I’ve walked the dog a few times today. I washed a load of clothes and cleaned my restroom. I’m getting my daughter in order. She needs to clean up her restroom.
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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#882
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Hey. So I can’t completely tell how much of my feeling like crap is physical and how much is depression. It all just feels awful.
I have been trying to deal with some bad news and struggling to keep up with any chores. After being mostly paralyzed this weekend, today I finally got myself to do the dishes. And while almost done, I went to grab and dropped a glass, which broke and cut my hand up. That was all it took to do me in. I did put away my Xmas decorations but my tree is still up and mocking me. I have to do laundry. I hve lotsof paperwork to grade this week. There are all these things I need to do but I can’t seem to make any progress. 2 steps forward, 100 steps back. I am completely overwhelmed by life right now. I am not okay. I just wNt to curl up in bed and sleep. |
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#883
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Today has been better. It was unusually warm today so I went along for a car ride to get some air for once in a long time. I kind of feel spaced out and not really attached to anything but nothing horrible is happening. Just hoping I can maintain my decent mood through the night.
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I'm on a mix of meds. Who knows at this pont.. ![]() |
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#884
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Found 5 houses in the neighborhood that our friend lives in Austin Village south subdivision... Lafayette, LA
if anyone is interested at looking at them on zillow: 218 sand hurst 107 green haven 223 green haven 103 wind chase WE meet with the loan officer next week to get preapproved so we know what we can afford. This is exciting! bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#885
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I am happy and have an interview with demo lesson tomorrow. I took my medication. I am doing well. Funny thing, it is snowing here. And, my class today got cancelled because of this. Tomorrow, it is clear and sunny again. I say, let the sun shine and bring on happiness. I am going to eat out tomorrow night and eat quiche with salad. I'm going to celebrate my happiness no matter how the interview goes. Life is short and passing me by, but I am going to take the time to cherish my surroundings and be grateful.
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#886
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Getting divorced. Blah..... Meds are working well though.
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Bipolar2 Lithium 600MG Last edited by BPQuestions; Jan 22, 2018 at 11:39 AM. |
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#887
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Had horrible dreams. Tired this morning. Know I have a busy day at work today so I hope I don't get too irritable and overwhelmed.
Lots of tea today.
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I run, it follows I speak, it swallows I am where it takes me. I love, it breaks me. |
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#888
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Didn't sleep well last night and I am tired this morning but not feeling to bad.
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I traded it in for a whole 'nother world A pirate flag and an island girl |
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#889
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Zoloft is a dream for my head but a nightmare for my body. Between Zoloft and vyvanse I have no appetite (lost over 30 pounds so far) and I'm sick to my stomach a lot plus heartburn. I'm trying to find the solution but ultimately I will pay physically for mental health if I need to. Sorry I'm feeling whiney today.
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#890
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Quote:
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I run, it follows I speak, it swallows I am where it takes me. I love, it breaks me. |
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#891
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Winter storm warning, rain for hours, turned to ice now snow. Roads are a mess. Glad my doctor appointment was canceled, I'd hate to drive in that stuff with the ice hidden under the snow.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#892
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Apparently for some people it causes weight gain and others weight loss. I gained 50 pounds on other meds, so I'm still up overall.
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#893
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Feeling really good today. Can't tell if I'm stable or going hypo, but either way I'm liking this.
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I>/\\/ Dx: Bipolar I w/ mixed features, BPD, ADHD, Anxiety, Gender dysphoria, ASD |
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#894
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So I thought I was feeling better last night but I think it was just the Advil working because I woke up in the middle of the night shivering violently and nothing I did could get me warm again. Eventually I had to put my sweatshirt on, get another blanket, AND turn the heat up to 76. This morning I felt like crap but when I woke up again at one I felt better. Hoping it’s for real and not just the Advil masking the fever again. The house looks absolutely terrible because I haven’t been able to clean for two days.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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I have to rant:
today, one of the most valued members on my joke group quit. all because someone joined who had hurt him in the past I got really angry and posted to him privately, this personn changed his ways, you need to give him a chance- but he replied saying he wouldn't rejoin so then I posted on the list.. you ****ing child. do what you want. but yeah. I've lost him, and 4 other members in the previous 2 days. I am not ****ing happy about it |
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#896
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Here at Cocos restaurant, I am spending money that I should not. I have no car. I had to get away from being imprisoned in my own house for I am depressed there. I will have to figure out what I am going to do long term. I cannot afford another car. My step son will ask for an increase in wage. He works very hard on his job but still getting minimum wage. I have a court date tomorrow. This is for a DUI. They could not fing anything in my blood that caused me to drive like this. So tomorrow should be interesting. My step son and I went to a garage sale in the rich part of town. We ended up purchasing two very expensive couches for $500. Nice.
So all is OK considering everything could be much worse. |
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#897
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Well, I was incredibly annoying today. Sorry everyone I talked to, especially you, Mom.
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#898
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Having an off day. Felt fine this morning and then started to feel a bit depressed into the afternoon. Just a flood of negative thoughts.
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#899
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Found a 12 year old diary/journal....read it to my therapist during a 2 hour session that we had planned. I was shaky afterward, much emotions and dysfunctions sexual stuff.
Hubby and I are like room mates. sigh I see her again next monday to digest some of this. On a seperate note, We are looking at houses. I can't/won't buy another house if I am not emotionally involved with my husband. bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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Helper came today. He did almost all the dishes. Now I have to figure out wtf to do with them. lol. He cooked me dinner too and I took a shower. I'm so afraid of falling in the shower while my husband is away. He's gonna come back wednesday and work on some more stuff. Man I'm tired. It's past my bedtime. Tomorrow I have to go to the GP. Fun times.
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