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#101
Mar 03, 2018, 08:06 PM
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Bizi - very nice website. You are a dear, what wonderful work you do!
I’ve tried the sleep number beds, meh. The sink your rear end instead of really getting softer. I’ve put those memory foam toppers on a firm mattress. I think it helps. Enjoy the sail! Looks fun!! |
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#102
Mar 03, 2018, 08:16 PM
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key tones just wrote
Post # 100!!! Go Bizi!!!  
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#103
Mar 03, 2018, 08:50 PM
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Play Candy Crush. It's ADDICTING!!!.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#104
Mar 04, 2018, 01:20 AM
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Is it ok? or should I start a new thread?
bizi 
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#105
Mar 04, 2018, 01:24 AM
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It's fine!
I was congratulating you for your thread's success.  WC
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#106
Mar 04, 2018, 11:08 AM
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I am getting nervous.
In 3 days, wednesday, I travel by myself to join up with my family to surprise my parents for my dads 80th birthday. I will fly into fort lauderdale and then take uber to the grocery store and then another to the condo. They will have been out for the day and I don;t know when they will return so I will just have to wait for them to get into the condo and surprise the folks. My sisters are in on the surprise. Last year was a disaster because I was drinking... now I am abstaining for lent and possibly longer than that. I told my sister that I would not be drinking so that I won't be making a fool of myself like last year....can't really remember her response to that... I have the addresses of both the condo and publix grocery store. I hope I can use it with out a hitch. I have my meds packed so that is good, need to remember ear plugs as my sister snores. last year I did not sleep very well which added to the craziness. bizi
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#107
Mar 04, 2018, 01:07 PM
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Self care is so important.
I took a much needed shower and washed my hair. Left it wet so as to find a place to get a hair cut. Gave myself a pedicure, nice ruby red for the trip to florida on wednesday. I only have one pair of shorts that fit...should go shop for another pair. I will remain AF until easter and maybe after that to make it a dry march. Have some laundry to do. At left overs, sausage/tomato dish. Also ate a greek yogurt. It was good! bizi Happy sunday!
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#108
Mar 04, 2018, 06:11 PM
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I'm so glad to see you've quit drinking for the time being. Even if it's only temporary, you're giving your liver a break and yourself the chance to experience life without masking it with alcohol. Your trip sounds fun---enjoy!
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#109
Mar 04, 2018, 07:52 PM
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You were my inspiration to try to take zyprexa and still you lost weight. I am getting hungrier later in the day. maybe it is making up for not havig the beer. but I am trying to lose weight. It is not working. I lost a solid 10 pounds. I was hoping to lose weight during lent. I bought 2 new pairs of jean shorts, size 16...so discouraging. Got a bad hair cut, it will grow out. Walmart was the only place open...sigh bizi
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#110
Mar 04, 2018, 11:07 PM
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19 days AF.
3.75 miles on the tred mill tonight, 70 minutes 300 calories burned supposedly! I did not snack after coming home, I really need to get a handle on my snacking. Need to stop eating almonds, smoke house are so addicting. I have been on the computer a lot today. Too too much! bizi watched some of the academy awards, some amazing movies we want to see on red box when they come out. my feet hurt....
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#111
Mar 05, 2018, 12:14 AM
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Thank you wild thing!
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#112
Mar 05, 2018, 10:01 AM
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171.1 this morning.
slowly coming down, better is better. Slow progress is still progress. I am all packed for the trip....bringing some liquid chocolate stevia to sweeten drinks instead of alcohol like last year. I wonder if my sisters are nervous about me coming to join them. I had a major meltdown. And then the drinking/behavior was embarrassing. Just need to trust that I can get the uber to work for me. I used it last time we were in Memphis. It was a pain using it because I had to set something up because it had been a while since using it. Including going to an e-mail to retrieve a code....blah blah blah.... I am not brining any emergency meds aswhat can go wrong in 3 days? I am bringing more clonipin in case I need that. I got a bad haircut yesterday at walmart...oh well it will grow out. sigh no place is open on sundays except walmart. sigh WE got the quote on the foundation repair (less than $10K)...and I picked up the paper work for the line of credit, we have some questions ...I will go in this morning to see if she can answer them.WE want to know what the monthly payment would be on $40k if we pay it off in 10 years or 15 years. My guess is that it would be around an extra $400-$500 a month. I will find out today or tomorrow. We have to close before the 8th. Anyways. I had better get ready I have a client this morning and I want to go in and see Betsy about the loan. thank you for reading. have a good day yall! bizi
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Mar 05, 2018, 10:07 AM
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I am glad you have a good relationship with your family!
You are doing a great job of sticking with your goals. Be proud! Let the past be the past and make new fun memories with your family. We all make mistakes. I hope you have a fantastic trip! WC
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#114
Mar 05, 2018, 10:11 AM
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Thank you so much wild thing!
(((((HUGS)))) I really appreciate your love and support. bizi
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Mar 05, 2018, 03:55 PM
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I really look forward to your posts.
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Mar 05, 2018, 11:06 PM
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Spoke with the loan officer and they need to correct 3 pages of the line of credit application, they spelled my hubbys name incorrectly. It is Jeffrey and not jeffery. I was right about the estimated cost for the loan, really just depends on how much we end up spending.$40K-$50K over 15 years is $350-$450 a month. It just depends what we end up doing to the house.
I went to the mall tonight and picked out an 80th birthday gift for my dad. I had engraved " Happy 80th Pop" on one side then the other says "Love You Bizi". It is made of sterling silver and was very expensive. Since it is made of silver it will tarnish and need to be polished periodically. Maybe I can mention that to mom. Found out that it is going to rain on wednesday so they should be at the condo when I arrive, so I won't have to wait to get in and join them. It should be a big surprise!!!!What fun! Getting ready to watch seinfeld with jeff. good night all bizi
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Mar 06, 2018, 12:11 AM
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Have a fun time!
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Mar 06, 2018, 09:44 AM
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Thanks nammu!
today marks 3 weeks Alcohol free. I have finally been able to lose some weight. finally hit 169.7 this morning!!!!!!! yeah!!!!! Looking back at my history, I had been in the 170's and 180's since last june!!!!! I know it is because I am more mindful of my food intake and have more stability from the zyprexa increase, less compulsions. bizi
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#119
Mar 06, 2018, 02:33 PM
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Congrats on your mile markers bizi!!
(Seinfeld is fabulous, ever seen Comedians In Cars Getting Coffee? )
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Mar 06, 2018, 10:35 PM
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thanks for the compliment! I ate a lot today.lunch: smothered elk roast.(160) collard greens(100) and a bowl of tomato lentil soup(16oz)(320). almonds(140) for a snack at 3pm dinner piece of cheese(110), almonds again(140) talapia(150) and another bowl of soup.(320) 5 girl scout cookies(200) and a bag of pop corn(100) oh yeah....10 mini pop corn crisps(60) half of an avocado(70) added all up=1870 calories today, forgot to add the creamer from the morning coffee=(80) total for day 1950. wow I ate a lot! bizi
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Mar 06, 2018, 10:38 PM
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I screwed up.
I was trying to get all of the paper work done for this line of credit. We were supposed to have the closing done on the 8th, thursday. I won't be here and hubby has to work. So that means it falls thru. We will have to have the bank redo the loan. sigh bizi
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Mar 11, 2018, 08:27 PM
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Last night I returned home from florida. Long day. Uber picked us up at 10;15am and my flight did not pick me up until 6;45, so I sat in chilis for 4 hours and stopped in Houston and I don't like their airport. Finally got home at 11pm....long day!
In florida Had a nice time! Surprised my folks completely!!! 3 days was long enough...glad to be home. remained AF except for an O'Dules at the airport going home. .5%alcohol... We went out to lunch at noon at our usual diner. Had turkey and rice dressing and yams and brocolli.very good for blue plate special at $7.99. I ended up working today though I forgot until someone called me to confirm our appointment. Glad she called. I saw 3 clients today. I forgot my ink pen at my 2nd clients house, had to go back for that then forgot my sweater at my 3rd clients house. Luckily there was not any traffic so It did not take me too long to retrieve said items.  Any way, Jeff baked halibut this evening for dinner, it was very good. He steamed some green beans and had a chopped salad that we needed to eat which was still good but I threw the rest of the salad away. half and avocado and a la croix and then had chocolate and girl scout cookies. yum! I am on the computer now, lots to read and catch up. Thank you for reading. bizi I need to unpack. __________
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Mar 11, 2018, 11:31 PM
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Welcome back!
You were missed! WC
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Mar 12, 2018, 09:01 AM
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Thank you wild thing!
need to take a shower and get ready for a 10am trip to the dentist. I have an hour to get ready which is plenty of time. I think I have gotten caught up with threads. weighed 173.8 this morning...up 4 pounds in one week. How is that possible????? I did not follow my diet plans and ate a lot of food. Not that much food so it must be that I was not really 169.8 before, perhaps I was a bit dehydrated then....I will try to drink more fluids, and get back on my diet. Still AF= 26 day.  bizi __
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Mar 12, 2018, 09:07 AM
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Day#26! Congratulations!!!
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