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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#977
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Please help me by sending good vibes and prayers. I've finally gone fully into a bad hypomania or mixed state or whatever it's called, I don't know. It started last week with me being angry, it seems that when I decreased the Zoloft it kicked something off, some kind of imbalance. Really sweet med dude prescribed Luvox yesterday.
I had to go to DMV to renew my driver's license, which expired during covid when the government offices were closed. I was there for 2 hours and 10 minutes, the bureaucracy in this state has gotten way, soooooo out of control. Plus, it cost me $40 to renew. Five years ago it was $25. I was so completely overwhelmed that I was talking out loud, swearing, and praying. I knew I was talking. I was so afraid they'd call the cops or that they'd throw me out. But I could not stop, and I was crying because I was so frustrated with having to use their screwy computers to fill out the same information, over and over. They took and image of my thumb SEVEN times! Like, WTF?!?! I have been driving in this state for 41 years, never had any moving violation. Nothing. Never. Only parking tickets here and there. Tomorrow I will be taking London to the vet. Nothing causes me to be more anxious. I'm having problems with time because every clock says something different. I can't figure out what's going on. I'm thinking of taking extra Seroquel, 1 extra Klonopin, and hope the Luvox has some stabilizing effect. You guys, I am so tired. ![]()
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#978
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BeyondtheRainbow - I agree there's not much you can do other than taking it back.
Not to freak you out but ex-husband had a similar situation with a freezer from Walmart being delivered - only in his case it was supposed to be delivered 18 hours away and the guy who ordered it called the police when he didn't get the delivery. The police showed up at ex-husbands door. Fortunately he had saved all the packaging and was able to prove he didn't order the freezer. In the end Walmart told him to keep the freezer because they didn't want to collect it and re-ship. Ex-husband actually called the police detective to see if it was ok he kept it. It was really a hassle Sent from my SM-G781U using Tapatalk |
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#979
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That happened to me once, Look up her name online and email her, call her, Facebook message her, whatever, and let her know what has happened. good luck. it's kind of you, Rainbow, to go the extra mile ![]()
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#980
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That's crazy, stop scaring Rainbow please. Thank you.
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Well I stopped crying.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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#982
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Ooo only 2 hours at DMV! That the express lane! In Texas it was an all day thing. You were lucky to get out in 4 hours. Good luck with London tomorrow. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#983
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Anyway, I saw Mary today and she turned the light way down after I explained to her that I was extremely angry about the mask thing. I kind-of threw my little piece of paper with my temperature on it at her to show her that I had done the protocol of getting my temperature taken WITH my mask on. I was furious about the whole thing. She said I could take my mask off and that it was okay to be angry, she would not try to take that from me.
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#984
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Have another interview tomorrow! This job is completely in my wheelhouse. It utilizes my skill set and knowledge base that I built for nearly five years!! The minus? It's (maybe) a 30 hour week. I'm still pulling for the online specialty warehouse job, but this could be doable, depending on how they structure hours. I live a ways out, so if they insist on the 30 hour work week, I'd rather stay for fewer days for 8 hours rather than a full work week for 4-6 hours.
Optimism, optimism!
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"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain." -Litany Against Fear (Dune) |
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#985
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@Aurelius710, I hope you get the job you want. It's been great how many interviews you've been to.
@*Beth*, I sure hope your mood stabilizes with the new/extra medication. I think many see mentally unstable people now and then in public, and unless they look dangerous, they just go about their business. Especially women as they are almost never the cause of any public tragedy.
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Ugh. I don't know if its still the pristiq or what. I went into my room yesterday afternoon to avoid the news. I had my pillow with the arms and then my 3 pillows behind it. I asked my mom to text me when they were done talking about monkey pox and Ukraine. I had barely eaten all day depsite telling my therapist I would. I had about 900 calories. But the next thing I knew it was 11:15 I had fallen asleep with the pillow with the arms and everything. I told my mom I didn't know what happened. She asked if I was feeling ok. I said I thought I was. I don't think I'm getting sick. Anyways I then fell asleep for another 5 hours and I feel headachy but not anxious or too hungry even though I need to eat something.
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#987
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#988
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I hear you on the heat. I only go out early morning and late evening unless I have to. It is miserable with this humidity. |
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#989
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I don’t know if it’s swimming laps (which I really enjoy but hadn’t been doing) or that I’m making it a priority to get to the pool every day no matter what but I feel really good. I believe I am evolving to the next level in my life. Wonderful.
I’ve not felt like socializing much except for the neighbor I’m dating. I’m still going to movies, out to eat with family, etc. but for now I’ve stopped the drum circles, bible study, out with friends, etc. At this time I just don’t want to. I’m more internally focused. I got interested in QiGong and am going to start taking classes. It’s already made a huge difference for me. Hugs to all that need them. |
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#991
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@Jennifer 1967 sounds lovely
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#992
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Took my drug test now I'm at my mom's place. The drive was scary. I'm wayyy yto tired. I tried laying down in bed but that lasted two minutes before I had to get up and do something.
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#993
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@Muddy Boots I hate that wired feeling that comes from being over tired but can’t sleep. Hope tonight in the calmer environment you can get some good sleep.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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