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#976
Jul 07, 2023, 06:40 PM
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H wants me to go back to school for computer science just an Associate's degree. And eventually get a remote job. In honestly I'm not doing good without a purpose. I haven't colored or really got out of bed in 7 months except for dinner or occasional Dr appointment. I can't say I'm depressed. He wants to get a gym membership for an indoor pool. But has to be inclusive for Miguel. So it has to be community center. So it takes more digging into gym's history. I don't know it's like without mood swings I'm just a blob. Don't really want to interact. I still hate where I live and we need money to move to a handicap friendly place of our own. It feels like there's no point. I get a job I loss SSI, medical, and my medication which I obviously need. There's no homeschool groups around. So that's not an outlet we have. We've thought about moving back but we can't it's unfortunately not safe. So here is home now and I have to find my way.
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#977
Jul 07, 2023, 06:41 PM
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Two good things happened today: i got to make an amends that's been weighing on me and the heat broke!
I hope everyone is doing as well as possible under the circumstances. |
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#978
Jul 07, 2023, 09:52 PM
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Had a pretty good day! Anxiety wasn’t too
High. Found where they haven’t applied my Voc rehab voucher to my tuition acct at school. Very glad I caught that bc it’s enough to cover all my semester of books and $2k toward tuition!
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#979
Jul 08, 2023, 12:09 AM
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I’ve been feeling bugs crawling on me the last few days but haven’t told anyone but y’all.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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#980
Jul 08, 2023, 01:15 AM
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Had my partners folks over for lunch at our new place for the first time since we moved. I’m so glad that it went well and what I cooked wasn’t half bad if I do say so myself! Thai coconut turkey meatball soup (it’s winter here in Australia).
Totally not looking forward to going back to work on Monday. I hate teaching at the school where I’m at but now that I live a 6 minute slow walk around the corner from where I work, I won’t be applying anywhere else anytime soon …. |
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#981
Jul 08, 2023, 02:48 AM
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I don’t know about this family reunion. I found out that because we are renting the biggest cabin (3 stories and 2 kitchens with a large deck and lots of chairs) everybody will be having meals at our place. I like to visit and at the same time I’m an introvert and need a bolt hole. I can’t do that with 60 people milling around. I’ve already claimed the first floor studio bedroom which has its own large sitting room and bathroom. I guess I can retire there when things get stressful. I hope this goes well. Fingers crossed.
Healing nicely but those first few minutes when I wake up without pain medication - yowza. I had some soup yesterday and a bean hit wrong. My wound throbbed for hours. I have lost 6 pounds due to my inability to eat properly. I am drinking a lot of healthy smoothies (no straw) though. I hope everyone has a peaceful day. 
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#982
Jul 08, 2023, 03:49 AM
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I've just felt kinda blah these past few days. I know part of it is physical. But I just feel so depressed lately. I spend my days alternating between my room and my moms room. Sometimes I watch TV. Sometimes I don't. I sleep terribly every night and I listen to the same music while I'm up. I gain weight at the drop of a hat and my anxiety is always unprectiable.
I need a change in scenery or something.
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I like bright blue skys blue lakes and blue raspberry flavored anything Last edited by Mountaindewed; Jul 08, 2023 at 04:46 AM. |
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#983
Jul 08, 2023, 12:46 PM
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Getting 6-7 hours sleep a night. This is a major win for me. I am a sleep enthusiast considering that I used to almost never sleep.
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#984
Jul 08, 2023, 01:58 PM
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Why do other people get support but not me.
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#986
Jul 08, 2023, 02:38 PM
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#987
Jul 08, 2023, 02:40 PM
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Its a bipolar forum issue which I've heard other members say too and its why they don't stick around.
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#988
Jul 08, 2023, 02:44 PM
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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