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Old Aug 23, 2023, 12:10 PM
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Having a tough time today. I’m still in my pajamas. I did at least get a line on a possible new med provider. My current med provider will put in a referral. I should know in 10 days. Fingers crossed. I also rescheduled medical tests that I’ve put off repeatedly - vision (it’s really bad - I can’t read books now and write out a check), mammogram and physical.

I feel all alone today. I’m a lone wolf by nature but everyone needs love and support. I lack that in my family. Always have but made the most of it. Today it’s bothering me a great deal.

It’s a beautiful day and I should be floating. I feel regret that I’m not. I’ve done a lot of tapping and meditation to turn things around. Making some progress. I have lots of exciting opportunities available to me if I’ll just reach out and grab them.

I hope everyone has a peaceful day. Take care
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Old Aug 23, 2023, 12:16 PM
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The heat is getting to me mainly. I just feel weird both physically and mentally. Fuzzy headed and a tossed up stomach. I'm guessing its the heat since its not normally this hot and I don't normally feel this certain way. But whatever.

So much crazy news today
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Old Aug 23, 2023, 01:02 PM
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It’s done. (The job interview)The guy was super friendly, he said that I’d hear back in a day or 2 if I got it. He asked how I think I did and I said I think I did good and that I’m a good fit for this. He said I was really in the zone and did great lol


The job would be cashier work. He also said I am already ahead of the game because I actually answered the phone unlike a lot of people. I told him about all my volunteer experience and that my schedule is flexible and that the only day I can’t work is on Tuesdays. He told me about his cats lol cause I mentioned volunteering at the Petsmart in the same plaza. I told them about my temp job at the factory in Kentucky scanning and processing orders I did for awhile. He said that’s really good experience to have and that scanning items as a cashier there is very simple so it wouldn’t be a difficult job. He said it’s good I told him I can’t do Tuesdays it can do any other time because he had someone he hired who started working there last week who told him their schedule was open completely and flexible and they then asked for 2 days off every week after the fact once they were already hired. So he said he was glad I mentioned upfront that Tuesdays don’t work for me cause now he knows that and can remember that.

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Old Aug 23, 2023, 01:07 PM
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Oh that sounds like an excellent interview! Well done! Blue bird 🐦
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Old Aug 23, 2023, 01:48 PM
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Oh that sounds like an excellent interview! Well done! Blue bird Bipolar Check-In #76

Thank you! I think it went 100x better then my Burger King interview

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Old Aug 23, 2023, 04:34 PM
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I hope things go well for you @Blue_Bird!

I went to the gym today, after being off for 3 weeks due to the ketamine infusions and some personal issues.

It was a good workout, and now I'm tired, which is a good thing. Maybe my sleep will be better tonight.

My anxiety is slightly elevated today but it's manageable.
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Old Aug 23, 2023, 05:20 PM
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Guess what? They just called me back a couple hours after my interview tonight to tell me that I got the job and I start next Wednesday! I’m haven’t been so excited in so long. I’m so proud of myself

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Old Aug 23, 2023, 05:22 PM
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Blue Bird, that's WONDERFUL!!!!!!!!!!! Congratulations! You should be so proud of yourself. You've worked hard to get to this place.
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Old Aug 23, 2023, 05:29 PM
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Blue Bird, that's WONDERFUL!!!!!!!!!!! Congratulations! You should be so proud of yourself. You've worked hard to get to this place.

Thank you so much! I’m so excited

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Old Aug 23, 2023, 05:40 PM
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Guess what? They just called me back a couple hours after my interview tonight to tell me that I got the job and I start next Wednesday! I’m haven’t been so excited in so long. I’m so proud of myself

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Old Aug 23, 2023, 05:42 PM
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Guess what? They just called me back a couple hours after my interview tonight to tell me that I got the job and I start next Wednesday! I’m haven’t been so excited in so long. I’m so proud of myself

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Oh, wow 🤩 that’s fantastic!
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Old Aug 23, 2023, 05:43 PM
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Guess what? They just called me back a couple hours after my interview tonight to tell me that I got the job and I start next Wednesday! I’m haven’t been so excited in so long. I’m so proud of myself

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Congratulations! Your hard work has paid off!
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Old Aug 23, 2023, 05:45 PM
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Guess what? They just called me back a couple hours after my interview tonight to tell me that I got the job and I start next Wednesday! I’m haven’t been so excited in so long. I’m so proud of myself

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Old Aug 23, 2023, 06:08 PM
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Thank you so much for the support everyone! It means a lot to me I will be back on tomorrow to post more replies to everyone else’s posts/updates as I’m really tired since I got no sleep last night , but yay , this will be super helpful financially and a good step into being fully independent someday

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Old Aug 23, 2023, 06:09 PM
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I made it thru the day without a diet cola! Yay! Day One.

Congratulations Blue_Bird! You rock!
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Old Aug 23, 2023, 06:11 PM
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Congratulations @JaneOnceMore! One step at a time!
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Old Aug 23, 2023, 06:13 PM
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I made it thru the day without a diet cola! Yay! Day One.

Congratulations Blue_Bird! You rock!
Congratulations, I’ve heard soda is really hard to quit.
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Old Aug 24, 2023, 03:22 AM
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Old Aug 24, 2023, 06:11 AM
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Guess what? They just called me back a couple hours after my interview tonight to tell me that I got the job and I start next Wednesday! I’m haven’t been so excited in so long. I’m so proud of myself

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Congratulations! That’s wonderful news!
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Old Aug 24, 2023, 06:12 AM
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I made it thru the day without a diet cola! Yay! Day One.

Congratulations Blue_Bird! You rock!
Yay! Way to go!
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Old Aug 24, 2023, 06:19 AM
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Great news! I called the first psychiatrist on my provider list because I recognized the name and he has a good reputation. The coordinator said I needed a referral so I called my current med provider. They faxed it over immediately and I had a return call within 30 minutes. The transition will be seamless time wise. I was concerned. Yay! Much relief and happiness.

Wishing everyone a peaceful day.
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Old Aug 24, 2023, 07:43 AM
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Congratulations, @Blue_Bird!
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That's wonderful news! What a relief.
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Old Aug 24, 2023, 09:20 AM
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It never fails. Anytime I have a time crunch or an urgent deadline, someone or something will waste time that I don't have. If I'm late for work or the doctor, I will always have the youngest or oldest driver on the road in front of me driving 10mph+ under the speed limit. Or farm vehicles. If there's money involved, something unexpected and usually out of my control will happen to ensure I don't have enough when the time comes. It's Murphy's Law, yes, but it's happened so much in recent weeks that I'm starting to feel a cosmic middle finger being pointed in my direction.

My issue: the water bill. It's due today (in just a few minutes actually), but I can't pay it. Why? Two reasons. A recurring charge from my account decided to recur a day early, putting me in the red. Someone at the bank, salivating over the idea of an overdraft charge, got one on my account within the hour. Mindbogglingly quick. A $40 overdraft became $75 in the red, even though I've specifically told the bank to stop any transactions that put me under $0.

--An aside: I've never understood the purpose of an overdraft fee, even from a business standpoint. So someone doesn't have enough money in their account. Is the solution really to charge the person with no money more money (In my case, it was double the money.) until they find the money to cover the transaction (x2 now) they didn't have money for? That's fun.

Fast forward to today. I was supposed to have two commission checks related to my work deposited this morning. They're small checks, but the combined value would have covered my bill. Guess how many were deposited? One.

It's Murphy's Law, I get it, but what in the world did I ever do to Murphy??
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Old Aug 24, 2023, 10:21 AM
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Blue_Bird, congratulations on getting the job!
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