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Legendary Wise Elder
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#481
I'm still not feeling any better. I've been drinking regular black tea with honey and not decaf which is probably why I'm still up. I turned my fan on so I can breathe better.
SNL was funny tonight. I was wondering the other day if he realized YMCA is a gay anthem. I could use a margarita pizza. All I've had are protein shakes lately. __________________ I'm Blue |
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Elder Harridan x-hankster
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#482
Re YMCA - its probably played at at the weddings at mar a lago.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
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#483
Good morning. Did 45 minutes on the treadmill. Have my volunteer shift with the rescue kitties later today. Only slept 2 hours. Feeling stressed about a million things. Which is why I got on the treadmill so early. To try to calm myself down. Just focusing on doing what I can to be healthy.
__________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Legendary
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Location: Earth
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#484
I finally after months sleep through the night, yay trazidone.
__________________ Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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Silver Swan
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Location: USA
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I missed talking to Caleb last night because he didn’t call until 8:45 and I had taken my meds at 8:00 and the gabapentin had well and truly taken hold and I physically could not answer the phone when he called! Now we are playing phone tag. I didn’t get up till 9! I think I’m catching up on my manic lack of sleep.
__________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 1.5 mg, Gabapentin 100 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Last night I could barely breathe. My nose would just get so clogged up I would stop being able to breathe out of my nose. As fast as I blew it the faster it got clogged up. I thought I was going to have to go to the ER so I woke my mom up and she told me to take a steamy shower. So I took a hot shower at 3 in the morning and I found some Vicks bath beads and I put a bunch in the shower and then after that I felt better and I fell asleep from 3:30 to 6.
But this morning I finally tested postive. I'm just really out of it mainly. And I'm still coughing a lot. My temp is like 99. I ordered a bunch of Vicks stuff from Walmart and I got a couple Margharita pizzas lol. __________________ I'm Blue |
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Silver Swan
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Location: USA
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__________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 1.5 mg, Gabapentin 100 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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Monster on the Hill
Member Since Sep 2020
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Monster on the Hill
Member Since Sep 2020
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#489
I had a really quick dream last night where I asked my mom "Where's Aumont St?" and she said "Southeast of Canada" and that was the whole dream
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Poohbah
Member Since May 2018
Location: Toronto, Canada
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Thank you @Blueberrybook, @June08, and @MuddyBoots! I'm glad you like the pictures!
@MuddyBoots I use my phone to take my pics ![]() My anxiety is high but it's manageable. I am feeling kind of low and irritable today, so I'm reminding myself to be more patient. I haven't done any meditation, I just can't get into it. My thoughts are just coming up in quick succession and if I try to relax, I fall asleep ![]() I think this is happening because my sleep is way down (4..5 hours). __________________ * Dx: Unspecified Bipolar and Related Disorder * Rx: Remeron, Prozac, Klonopin My avatar picture is a photo of the Whirlpool Galaxy I took in April 2023. I dedicated this photo to my sister who passed away in July 2016. |
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Crone
Member Since May 2010
Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system.
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I stayed in bed long after I woke up. Just didn’t want to get up. Amazing how I can do that now that Sir is not here. My staying in bed made him nervous. He liked routine. Even if I got up and fed him he didn’t want me going back to bed. Kind of bittersweet. I’m not feeling as depressed or sad but not quite normal either.
Today is shower day and fill the weekly pill container. Plus I told my daughter I’d come over. But I’m not really wanting to go. __________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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ɘvlovƎ
Member Since Nov 2013
Location: Australia
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Hi all! I didn’t sleep well last night. Wide awake at 2:00am and got out of bed at 4:20am. Had some coffee. Making me feel jittery. Anxiety and I’m not sure why exactly. I go for my skin cancer screening test today. Hopefully they don’t find anything to cut out because that’s going to cost $$$. My partner had skin cut out last week and tested and that cost him $350. Fortunately came back non cancerous. Hands are slightly shaky I notice whilst holding my iPhone. I’m not sure if it’s the nerves or lithium increase. I think nerves. Why am I not looking forward to today and the day has not even started. Oh boy it’s going to be a long one …
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: La Porte, TX
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#493
@Crazy Hitch I just had a mole biopsied at the dermatologist which ugh, came back abnormal so I have to go back next week and have another biopsy and to get the margins removed. I'm anxious about that because H had an abnormal mole once and had to get the 2nd biopsy and the doctor really hacked him up. And I already have to return this week to the dermatologist's office to have the nurse remove the stitches I got from the first biopsy. It's not cheap for me either. I had to pay $75 for the doc visit and biopsy and probably the same or more for the next appt. and that is with insurance. They better not charge me for the nurse visit. At least your partner's mole wasn't cancerous. I hope your screening goes well and the doc doesn't find anything.
__________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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