[greentires4me]

I brought us some smiley face cookies....they are devine

Originally Posted by greentires4me

I brought us some smiley face cookies....they are devine

I love these

Having a crappy crap day

Originally Posted by stratocaster

Having a crappy crap day

Thanks for sharing. Miss seeing you around.

Ah, I miss being around life gets in the way sometimes

got hit just now with overwhelming sense of sadness. miss my dad so much and i've never even met him. don't know why that hurts so damned much but it does..

Feel slightly anxious and antsy for some reason, like I should be doing something, but I don't know what. I feel chatty and I want to connect on here but no one I "know" is online, and I tend to get kind of lost when I venture into the chat rooms. I'm trying to keep myself from going over that edge into loneliness. So what if I'm alone tonight? It's just a nice, relaxing night at home. But I still feel loneliness coming on.

[LoneWolfie]

Seeing my t tomorrow and wondering if I should tell her I love her like a mother figure or whether I should just keep my mouth shut! Probably don't want to open that can of worms, it could be a disaster.

[youwillrise]

so yeah...the friend and i did hang out for a bit. he had a bit of a drive home, so it wasnt too too long, but it was good to see him. now im in withdrawal mode. i usually only get to see him every few months.

((shrugs))

[greentires4me]

I ate all the happy face cookies I bought from the bakery all 6 of them...then fell asleep until 7pm. A good couple hours out I think I needed it now am just feeling not hungry just want cold things. I had a Popsicle now I am having a pop the coldness is what I am enjoying for some unknown reason.

i feel lonely, depressed and content its weird to feel those together as a collection of feelings

[JadeAmethyst]

at ease, and content

Hardly any sleep yet again.

I see my Pdoc today for a review.

To avoid sounding like a broken record, I will refrain from responding to this post today. Oh wait, this is a response isn't it? >.< Dang it. Fail. Ok fine. I'm alright today. Not super happy go lucky or wonderful but "alright"

Originally Posted by Buttercup..

Hardly any sleep yet again.

I see my Pdoc today for a review.

Oh wait yeah that's another thing. Me too. Tried to actualy be good and got to bed at 11 pm. Did it work? Fark no! I woke up 2 hours later and had to get up. Wide awake. :/ not only that, at 3;30 am when I'm about to get my butt back to bed, the fire alarm goes off! So I find myself (and my poor kids) outside in 40 degree weather waiting for the firemen to do their job.. ugh.

Originally Posted by s4ndm4n2006

Oh wait yeah that's another thing. Me too. Tried to actualy be good and got to bed at 11 pm. Did it work? Fark no! I woke up 2 hours later and had to get up. Wide awake. :/ not only that, at 3;30 am when I'm about to get my butt back to bed, the fire alarm goes off! So I find myself (and my poor kids) outside in 40 degree weather waiting for the firemen to do their job.. ugh.

Not to make light of your predicament or anything (why would I possibly do THAT??), you are a good storyteller and made me smile.

I feel okay at the moment.....just hope it lasts a while.

Originally Posted by Maranara

Not to make light of your predicament or anything (why would I possibly do THAT??), you are a good storyteller and made me smile.

I feel okay at the moment.....just hope it lasts a while.

Glad you're feeling ok. And Thank you for that comment It's not a major predicament, it is what it is. (what does that mean anyway? "it is what it is..." ? hmmm) Anyway... don't worry about making light of what I say. I do that to my own posts all the time haha.

son was up a lot last night, and husband lost the car keys so got to stay home today. i'm enjoying it, though. his check will be small next week but we've got savings and things to sell if we need them...

still pissed about the stupid insurance fraud some assholes pulled on us last month. but just complained to the government insurance department about it. hoping that'll do something.

designing a new hat and working on editing an older design. trying to chill.

Feeling pretty great right now. I'd signed up for a 3p-11p at my "other" job (where I work per diem and just pick up shifts here and there) and they just called and said they don't need me this evening. While I could use the extra money, I really didn't want to go into work tonight so I'm pretty happy.

Originally Posted by misskeena

Feeling pretty great right now. I'd signed up for a 3p-11p at my "other" job (where I work per diem and just pick up shifts here and there) and they just called and said they don't need me this evening. While I could use the extra money, I really didn't want to go into work tonight so I'm pretty happy.

Yay for getting out of work!

[BorderlineMess]

I feel like my best is never good enough for people in my life. I try really hard. At work, at school, at being a good daughter/sister/aunt. I just don't know what people want from me anymore.

Originally Posted by BorderlineMess

I feel like my best is never good enough for people in my life. I try really hard. At work, at school, at being a good daughter/sister/aunt. I just don't know what people want from me anymore.

I think we have a hard time with perfectionism so, as trite as this may sound and as difficult as it is to put into practice, try not to be too hard on yourself. People are self-centered (we all are, so it's no indictment against the people in your life or anything) and when we don't do exactly what they think we should, sometimes they react in a way that makes us as borderlines come down too hard on ourselves. Remember, also, to only do what's in your power to do and to stay within that boundary; it makes life a lot simpler. I'm sure you're fine and doing a great job.

Originally Posted by s4ndm4n2006

Yay for getting out of work!

Yeah... it was a good thing. Now, the more I sit here, the worse I feel. I'm bored. Don't really know what to do with myself. I have several empty hours ahead of me until I go to bed. I kind of wish I were going to work.

Originally Posted by misskeena

Yeah... it was a good thing. Now, the more I sit here, the worse I feel. I'm bored. Don't really know what to do with myself. I have several empty hours ahead of me until I go to bed. I kind of wish I were going to work.

go get one of the mmo games I play and join me tonight. yeah I know you're gonna go "pfft, gaming?"

[greentires4me]

Originally Posted by misskeena

Yeah... it was a good thing. Now, the more I sit here, the worse I feel. I'm bored. Don't really know what to do with myself. I have several empty hours ahead of me until I go to bed. I kind of wish I were going to work.

aw pumpkin we can sit and be bored together...

Originally Posted by s4ndm4n2006

go get one of the mmo games I play and join me tonight. yeah I know you're gonna go "pfft, gaming?"

I want to one of these days. I just make myself feel guilty if I have too much fun. I feel like I need to be productive all the time and I'm not allowed a break, and when I DO have time, I don't know how to spend it. Silly I know....

Starting to get anxious. Working the next 11 days straight. Oh well, I wanted to be busy...