Originally Posted by Boncha

Do I understand this is for ppl with Bipolar disorder (I also have others) to discuss how they are feeling and to get advise?

There is a forum for bipolar disorder on Psych Central, but this particular forum is geared more towards those with BPD, which is borderline personality disorder. And this thread is for checking in about how we're feeling today. We don't really do advice on this thread (though sometimes I see advice given on here ).

Bored, tired, sick, depressed.

Very sleepy, a little over an hour to go at work. Just trying to make it through....

[greentires4me]

just ate a BLT it was more lettuce then rest of the ingredients but I didn't mind I love being a rabbit.

I have to wait another hour until I get to see someone about something...

[Luctor]

Zoned. After last week's breakdown my pdoc has put me on seroquel. I feel much more stable now. Less anxiety in the morning and my thoughts aren't racing or obsessive.

Feeling fine. Which is better that I've felt for months.

Still don't feel 'good'. Whatever that may be.

[poptart316]

I feel restless, don't really feel like sleeping. I want green tea RIGHT NOW.. I'm totally getting an espresso machine.

Up...working....tired. Just realized this is my 8th day straight and am going for 9. Need to be wary of Wednesday and Thursday. I totally crash emotionally on my days off when I've worked so much. Can't think much while I'm working. Sigh....

I'm good. I got a lot of learning in this weekend doing something I've always wanted to learn - 3d Modeling. woop!

sort of withdrawn, still. don't want to come out of my shell, but...kind of want to act like everything's fine, even on here. because everything's great. not sure if that's true. conflicted.

wanting a place where i belong and can talk to people. don't feel that on this site or pretty much anywhere. don't belong anywhere.

[Ultra Darkness]

I'm glad to see you back anyway, Dream.

[greentires4me]

feeling subdue and really tired...also a twinging of pain in my lower back

[Atypical_Disaster]

Never mind.

Lonely. But that's nothing new.

[Evil Schnoodle]

Blah. Ick. Tired. Overwhelmed.

I'm actually feeling excellent today. My ex-friend and I are no longer ex's; we're back to being friends again and went to lunch today, then hung out all afternoon. It was a good day, and he even commented on how easy it was to spend time with me, that he didn't feel like he was on eggshells with me this time around. That felt good. I also joined a gym today and have just come home after working out for an hour. I think this will be a good thing for my anxiety and boredom--all those endorphins have to be, right? So yeah, it was a good day. I've needed one of these for a while.

[BrokenNBeautiful]

Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

Never mind.

I hope you're okay.

I am glad you checked in.

Everybody's checkins are important to me.

Carol

[BrokenNBeautiful]

Originally Posted by misskeena

I'm actually feeling excellent today. My ex-friend and I are no longer ex's; we're back to being friends again and went to lunch today, then hung out all afternoon. It was a good day, and he even commented on how easy it was to spend time with me, that he didn't feel like he was on eggshells with me this time around. That felt good. I also joined a gym today and have just come home after working out for an hour. I think this will be a good thing for my anxiety and boredom--all those endorphins have to be, right? So yeah, it was a good day. I've needed one of these for a while.

That's great, Keena! Gives me hope.

BPD can be dealt with.

Carol

[BrokenNBeautiful]

living with bpd, one day at a time.

I still struggle with feeling unwanted (anywhere)

spent 4 days indisposed. Not sure if it's nerves or a stomach virus.

safe everyone,

Carol

Originally Posted by BrokenNBeautiful

spent 4 days indisposed. Not sure if it's nerves or a stomach virus.

I know that feeling all too well. For me it's usually just nerves. I wish I knew a way to make the feeling go away.

have a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach but pretty sure it's just nerves. just feel like something bad is going to happen. wanting more coffee.

losing some inches around my waist feeling like not such a fat slob, haha

planning our anniversary vacation. June 14-17. gonna stay in a hotel for a couple nights in a city an hour away, hanging out around downtown and just relaxing without the kids. will be our first vacation since 2011, and we've been saving up. our parents are gonna take turns that weekend with the kids. my mother seems excited to get to keep both kids, since son is sleeping through the night now, yay

[Britneigh]

It's been a while. Doubt anyone missed me.

Not sure where this will go, but just to be safe, TRIGGER

I'm crashing. Hard. I am miserable. All I do is get mad, mostly at my girlfriend. It's usually over something stupid, like hearing her chew, or her being on her phone while I'm driving. It makes me so mad and blows up into something bigger. The other day I took things too far...I told her to kill herself again...then punched her. I still feel sick over it, I know she deserves better...I would fall apart if she left but at times I wish she would. I don't want her to have to deal with me, she has her own issues and doesn't need my crap.

I feel like I'm just going to lose it. I'm feeling super unstable right now, thoughts racing...emotions changing more often than a traffic light. I think I'm safe, for the most part l don't have any urges to do anything really. My scars make me sad, I worry people will judge. But it's effing warm so tshirts are a must. I want to sleep, I'm drained and can't function. My stomach is in knots, and everything hurts. I just want to go home and lay in bed and sleep, and just ignore the world. I like sleep because the world doesn't really exist and I can escape me when I'm sleeping. I don't like me. So sleep is good.

Checking in...that's about all for today...or probably for a while.

Originally Posted by DreamAddiction37

have a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach but pretty sure it's just nerves.

I have that feeling, too.

[greentires4me]

Today I feel in pain still the motrin has barely touched the sanctity of it so I am waiting to see the doctor tomorrow so hopefully I get more meds that work for it....

other then that I am feeling lighter...last night I swept my floor and mopped, did my dishes and santized my sink and the counter...then went downstairs and swept up dirt. then got a compliment that I was moving towards a "new Laura" so I took the compliment even though I don't ever know if people are being sincere or not.

At work. This is good.

NO life is perfect, so I accept that mine isn't either and I'm ok with that.