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#451
Jun 05, 2014, 08:55 PM
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Meeeeehh. Very stressed. Very antsy
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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 Espresso, waggiedog
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#452
Jun 05, 2014, 09:59 PM
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I'm a terrible person
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
| atomicc, Bill3, Espresso, waggiedog
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#453
Jun 05, 2014, 10:21 PM
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On vacation with my sisters, one of which I see once a year and I am hiding in the bedroom. Blah.
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| Bill3, Blitter2014
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#454
Jun 06, 2014, 01:58 AM
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I hope my parents will let me go to London with the girl I love this fall. They say I have to become more "emotionally stable" first lol. Good luck with that. Sigh. At least the people at the institution are cool with it though...
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#455
Jun 06, 2014, 10:38 AM
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Stressed and anxious as ****. Was supposed to go to my friend's brother's place for a BBQ party today and she wont reply to my texts. It's 17:37pm here. I'm freaking out
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| Bill3, Espresso
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#456
Jun 06, 2014, 12:35 PM
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I was having a bad day. No energy, felt quite depressed and worthless, etc. But since coming to these forums 30 minutes ago, I've felt a little better. Who knows? Maybe today will turn out ok.
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| Bill3
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#457
Jun 06, 2014, 11:40 PM
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I want to die. Simple as that
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
| Bill3, Espresso
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#458
Jun 07, 2014, 06:35 AM
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I really really really want to die. I know I'm not supposed to talk about suicide on here but ****... I don't know if I'll make it through the day. Lots of alcohol and benzo yesterday night... I wish I could do more but my parents are home.
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| Bill3, Espresso
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#459
Jun 07, 2014, 07:30 AM
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I was told I fake BPD. That I'm a manipulative see you next Tuesday and that my old friends in NY are probably glad I'm gone and that I deserve every terrible thing that happens to me. So be it I guess. I wish I could fake this. I hate BPD. I hate it I flarking hate it.
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
| Bill3, Espresso
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#460
Jun 07, 2014, 11:24 AM
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>.< I cannot even be around a person without feeling that I'm doing everything wrong.
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| Bill3, Espresso
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#462
Jun 07, 2014, 07:26 PM
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Empty. Angry. Turmoil.
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| Bill3, shezbut
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#463
Jun 07, 2014, 07:56 PM
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I have realized that all my current issues began getting out of control when I started working on what I thought was my biggest issue. I used to be a total control freak. I wanted to relax and enjoy life and stop being so f***ing uptight. I actually enjoy life less now. I guess all that control kept my crazy brain in check. If I had only known.....
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| Bill3, Blitter2014
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#464
Jun 07, 2014, 08:08 PM
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Quote:
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"Very funny Scotty, now beam down my clothes"  Success and failure are two of many words we get to define, not society. Our success depends on definition and intentions, not actions |
| Bill3, detachedangst
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#465
Jun 07, 2014, 09:48 PM
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Remorse....
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| Bill3, shezbut
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#466
Jun 08, 2014, 01:58 AM
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I never used to be this bad. Why have I gotten so bad? No wonder my bf won't commit
am batshit crazy it's plain to see
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| Britneigh, Espresso
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#467
Jun 08, 2014, 02:02 AM
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I feel okay right now. My emotional rollercoaster is thankfully in a relatively smooth spot at this hour. I've bawled in sorrow and pain, laughed in glee, gotten super-angry, and felt dirty ashamed in the past 12 hours. I'm hoping for more of the better emotions (and less of the crummy ones) on Sunday. Please??
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"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." - Martin Luther King Jr. "Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace." - Author Unkown |
| Anonymous100185, Britneigh, Wysteria
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#468
Jun 08, 2014, 02:22 AM
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Outta control
help
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| shezbut, waggiedog, Wysteria
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#470
Jun 08, 2014, 06:40 AM
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I Have so much to do but I don't want to leave my bed.
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
| Anonymous100185, shezbut, waggiedog
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#471
Jun 08, 2014, 07:45 AM
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Home from a morning in work. Stressed out. Put a mask on in work as I am self
Employed ... I can't work full time cos I think If people get to know me they think am weird so I don't bother anymore anyone else feel this way???? Someone please help x
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| Bill3, shezbut, waggiedog
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#472
Jun 08, 2014, 07:58 AM
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Anyone interested in joining a FB Group for BPD and any other mental health issue.
Join here  https://www.facebook.com/groups/1498...40813/?fref=nf |
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#473
Jun 08, 2014, 08:01 AM
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I don't have fb xx I'm happy tho my borderline for dummies bookm come thru
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| Mindful55, shezbut, Wysteria
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| Bill3, shezbut
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#474
Jun 08, 2014, 12:24 PM
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Hey PC
I've been doing pretty well actually! I mean, I am pretty numb and not interested in anything, but I guess it's better than being a blubbery mess. I hope it stays, but this seems to happen. I'll be feeling really good for maybe a couple of weeks, days, a month, just depends. And then out of nowhere I'll crash. Anywho, back to work
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| Bill3, shezbut
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#475
Jun 08, 2014, 01:05 PM
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eating my body weight in pizza and cheesecake......... and am wheat intolerant.. why do i do ittttttttttttttttt
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| Bill3, shezbut
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