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May 25, 2014, 02:04 PM
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#352
May 25, 2014, 02:05 PM
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I have a farmers tan. First time in a few years I've been able to feel comfortable wearing short sleeves. I have some fairly intense scars from SI (the most intense isn't even from SI, its where I got stepped on Haha). I just decided to let people stare, it is what it is and if they don't like it I don't care.
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Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
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#353
May 25, 2014, 02:14 PM
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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| Bill3, shezbut
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#354
May 25, 2014, 02:35 PM
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I am feeling overwhelmed. So many thoughts and emotions, I can't keep up!
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"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." - Martin Luther King Jr. "Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace." - Author Unkown |
| Anonymous100185, Bill3, Fuzzybear
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#355
May 25, 2014, 03:01 PM
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Have just listened to recording of therapy session talking about past trauma. It's part of exposure. I'm feeling so depressed now and full of self hatred. Trying to think of something to do to take my mind off it
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| Anonymous100185, Bill3, Britneigh, Fuzzybear
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#357
May 25, 2014, 03:12 PM
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I don't know what I'm feeling right now. I want the girl I love here. I can't stand it without her. I hate being so weak... my mom asked me why I was looking so alive yesterday (I'd seen my baby the day before) and when I replied with that I felt like I could get through this with her (let's call her A) by my side she was like "But what will you do when she gets sick of you? It WILL happen. No one wants someone so weak and independent!!"... I felt safe and loved for the first time of my life with A. Now the fear of abandonment is back and I want to disappear.
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| Bill3
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#358
May 25, 2014, 04:49 PM
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#359
May 25, 2014, 09:07 PM
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Emotional day.... trigger warning
Today was the Baby Loss Memorial service. It was very emotional, and hard to see my husband cry as we remembered the baby that we wanted so much. The day was hard but also healing.
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
| atomicc, Bill3, Fuzzybear, Mindful55
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#360
May 26, 2014, 03:13 AM
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Wary
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#361
May 26, 2014, 03:15 AM
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Jaded x
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#362
May 26, 2014, 07:55 AM
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Exhausted. I'm running around like a madwoman trying to make sure the farm is spotless because my boss gets back tomorrow (like a million times cleaner than when they left). I'm really nervous about it.
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
| Anonymous100185, Bill3
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#363
May 26, 2014, 04:28 PM
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Empty. Prepared for the storm. I can't feel ANYTHING whatsoever.
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| Bill3
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#364
May 26, 2014, 04:34 PM
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aggravated by a stupid post in a forum xx
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#365
May 26, 2014, 05:23 PM
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Rude friends
 I know it is not all me!! I hate them, not literary, but their principles and I keep on harping over it and over it. My T suggested right a letter, but not to mail it, to let go of it. 
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Listen to your own voice, your own soul, too many people listen to the noise of the world, instead of themselves. -Leon Brown |
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#366
May 26, 2014, 05:32 PM
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Sigh..just trying to do good. Feel like a failure now..want to cry. head aches and I am very very tired.
Early morning interview and test tomorrow for a tutoring job at my local college, wish I was more relaxed tonight.
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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| Anonymous100185, Bill3, technigal
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#367
May 26, 2014, 05:35 PM
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I had a great day today, but I fear tonight will be like last nights (crisis).
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#368
May 26, 2014, 06:13 PM
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Atomicc ul do amazing xxx good luck ccc
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#370
May 26, 2014, 09:22 PM
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I bought a bottle of wine yesterday, not realizing I would have a perfect reason to lose myself in it that evening. Unfortunately, the only corkscrew I had was one attached to a pocketknife (I'm a weakling). And so the bottle remains unopened. Maybe I'll finally get to drown my sorrows tomorrow night.
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#371
May 26, 2014, 09:45 PM
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new meds, day 4 feeling better, sleeping better, we'll see.....
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| Anonymous100185, Britneigh, Wysteria
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| Bill3, Blitter2014, shezbut, Wysteria
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#372
May 27, 2014, 11:36 AM
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I just woke up and im already bawling my eyes out. Today is not going to be a good day.
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| Anonymous100185, Bill3, shezbut, waiting4, Wysteria
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#373
May 27, 2014, 12:52 PM
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In tears, argument with husband. Can't get hold of therapist and am hiding upstairs. I'm scared cos I don't know why I'm feeling so terrible. Surely it can't be the trauma work? I feel so alone
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| Anonymous100185, Bill3, JadeAmethyst, shezbut
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#374
May 27, 2014, 02:32 PM
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Please feel the love.  Sent from my GT-I9305 using Tapatalk
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"Very funny Scotty, now beam down my clothes"  Success and failure are two of many words we get to define, not society. Our success depends on definition and intentions, not actions |
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#375
May 27, 2014, 03:23 PM
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Hello,
I booked a place in a crisis center, but not tonight. If I am in a crisis tonight again, I will go to the hospital. |
| Bill3, Mindful55, Wysteria
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