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#226
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When someone says something you interpret as hurtful, even though it wasn't at all, and you feel a darkness overcoming you, and then you hide in your room listening to MP3 music...for as long as you can.
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![]() Anonymous100185, Bill3, Heather Unbalanced
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#227
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...when you own over 200 of something, due to compulsive, reckless shopping...
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#228
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"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." - Martin Luther King Jr. "Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace." - Author Unkown |
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#229
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Yep !!! The overthinking drives me insane xxx
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#230
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when you have been on here for years and still feel , alone and paranoid and unwanted by the folks that are actually listening and understanding and then of course you feel bad for feeling that way !!!
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The world is not blind it does not want to see !!! ![]() dx severe Depression Gad Social phobic Borderline pd part time insomniac |! ![]() |
![]() Bill3, freedomseeker88, HD7970GHZ, Starlana
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#231
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Yeah, I own more bras and panties than I can wear in a month, over 200 video games in Steam (only 10 or so of which I've played), and in the last 5 days or so, I've purchased 63 mineral eye shadows. Do you have any idea how long a mineral eye shadows last? Like one container can last for years of daily use. I'm pretty much set for life. Think I will still buy more?...oh yes. Because there are colors I don't have yet.
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#232
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#233
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You never start fights you finish them
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#234
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You hear someone laughing, they must be laughing at me, that person on the train keeps looking at me, its because im the uglyest person they ever seen........if they look at me one more time im gonna tell them to **** off
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#235
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They think i dont know what their upto. IM ON TO YOU
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#236
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When you want to be yourself, but have thoughts that everyone's going to think you a fake/poser.
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"I know you're afraid to open your eyes too scared of what you'll see Because this girl standing before you is not who she once used to be..." ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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#237
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...your family is to blame for your inability to trust...
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"stand for those who are forgotten - sacrifice for those who forget" "roller coasters not only go up and down - they also go in circles" "the point of therapy - is to get out of therapy" "don't put all your eggs - in one basket" "promote pleasure - prevent pain" "with change - comes loss" |
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#238
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When you have an adrenaline rush and initiate the "fight or flight" response because someone said something disrespectful to you in front of your peers...
(happened on Wednesday, had to walk off quickly so I wouldn't make that girl swallow her teeth) |
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#239
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Starlana, good job preserving her teeth!
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#240
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the last few times you were out around people and you said what you thought was a normal response and they had the most shocked/frightened look on their face...
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#241
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Thank you! If she keeps it up, she's going to feel the "Borderline Bite", LMAO. Really, she is lucky we were in clinicals, and my professor was standing right there. That c*$& isn't worth getting kicked out of the program 7 months before graduation!
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#242
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On the bright side, that "woman" won't even look at me now. I think she realizes the f***** with the wrong one this time. Not everyone grew up on a cul-de-sac, LMAO.
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#243
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When you have a moment of self confidence, especially about your body image and how people preceive you, and then you see yourself in video......all you can see is any buldge, the bags under your eyes, you look ugly and your sense of self is shattered.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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#244
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They sound like super heroes lol Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#245
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You crave doing something adventurous even though you are middle age.
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#246
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You wake up every other day thinking you would like to study partical physics, theology, welding, bio chem, truck driving, philosophy, forestry, computer programming, a new language, sculpting, geology, oil panting.
Then get angry at yourself for not being able to understand the top people in the chosen field or replicate their works "perfectly" and give up. |
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#247
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Go for it. My aunt is retired and travels the country living in a fifth-wheel. She's currently 68 years old. It's not my cup of tea--not because I'd fear it or because I wouldn't want to travel; I like more space and a larger shower--but I think you can be adventurous at any age. I'm 36 and went back to school this summer for nursing. That's an adventure in and of itself! To be honest, I'm not doing so well mentally right at this moment, but it has nothing to do with going back to school, and my grades are still on point.
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#248
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You analyse everything, wonder what every person you have ever spoke to thinks about you, then you convince your self they hate you so now you hate them because you think they hate you so your gonna go ahead and hate them right back
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![]() Anonymous100185, Cheskey, Contrabanned, HD7970GHZ, Lemon Curd, Starlana
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#249
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When you send someone a text message, and don't hear anything back right away, and end up texting again asking something like "Did I do something wrong?" or "Are you mad at me?", even though you don't think you did anything wrong or that they are mad but you can't get past the paranoia of not knowing for sure.
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#250
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You dont want people to come an see you because you need space so nobody comes and now you are lonely
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