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Old Sep 29, 2014, 08:01 PM
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When someone says something you interpret as hurtful, even though it wasn't at all, and you feel a darkness overcoming you, and then you hide in your room listening to MP3 music...for as long as you can.
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Old Sep 29, 2014, 08:28 PM
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...when you own over 200 of something, due to compulsive, reckless shopping...
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Old Sep 29, 2014, 11:47 PM
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...when you own over 200 of something, due to compulsive, reckless shopping...
Guilty ~ oh, so guilty!
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Old Sep 30, 2014, 01:41 AM
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When, in just about anything and everything you care about, you think of a "worse case scenario", and plan for and count on it to happen...any time now...
Yep !!! The overthinking drives me insane xxx
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Old Sep 30, 2014, 06:34 AM
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when you have been on here for years and still feel , alone and paranoid and unwanted by the folks that are actually listening and understanding and then of course you feel bad for feeling that way !!!
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Old Sep 30, 2014, 07:32 AM
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Guilty ~ oh, so guilty!
Yeah, I own more bras and panties than I can wear in a month, over 200 video games in Steam (only 10 or so of which I've played), and in the last 5 days or so, I've purchased 63 mineral eye shadows. Do you have any idea how long a mineral eye shadows last? Like one container can last for years of daily use. I'm pretty much set for life. Think I will still buy more?...oh yes. Because there are colors I don't have yet.
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Old Sep 30, 2014, 07:33 AM
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when you have been on here for years and still feel , alone and paranoid and unwanted by the folks that are actually listening and understanding and then of course you feel bad for feeling that way !!!
We hear you, and other people may not get you, but we do!!
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Old Sep 30, 2014, 01:05 PM
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You never start fights you finish them
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Old Sep 30, 2014, 01:09 PM
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You hear someone laughing, they must be laughing at me, that person on the train keeps looking at me, its because im the uglyest person they ever seen........if they look at me one more time im gonna tell them to **** off
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Old Sep 30, 2014, 01:14 PM
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They think i dont know what their upto. IM ON TO YOU
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Old Sep 30, 2014, 05:06 PM
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When you want to be yourself, but have thoughts that everyone's going to think you a fake/poser.
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Old Sep 30, 2014, 06:13 PM
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...your family is to blame for your inability to trust...
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Old Oct 03, 2014, 04:50 PM
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When you have an adrenaline rush and initiate the "fight or flight" response because someone said something disrespectful to you in front of your peers...

(happened on Wednesday, had to walk off quickly so I wouldn't make that girl swallow her teeth)
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Old Oct 03, 2014, 05:06 PM
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Starlana, good job preserving her teeth!
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Old Oct 03, 2014, 05:21 PM
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the last few times you were out around people and you said what you thought was a normal response and they had the most shocked/frightened look on their face...
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Old Oct 04, 2014, 05:17 AM
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Starlana, good job preserving her teeth!
Thank you! If she keeps it up, she's going to feel the "Borderline Bite", LMAO. Really, she is lucky we were in clinicals, and my professor was standing right there. That c*$& isn't worth getting kicked out of the program 7 months before graduation!
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Old Oct 04, 2014, 05:21 AM
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Starlana, good job preserving her teeth!
On the bright side, that "woman" won't even look at me now. I think she realizes the f***** with the wrong one this time. Not everyone grew up on a cul-de-sac, LMAO.
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Old Oct 04, 2014, 05:34 AM
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When you have a moment of self confidence, especially about your body image and how people preceive you, and then you see yourself in video......all you can see is any buldge, the bags under your eyes, you look ugly and your sense of self is shattered.
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Old Oct 04, 2014, 10:40 PM
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Your an innocent victim child, (and you see a guy you know) then your dark, mysterious, mischief kitten..

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Old Oct 05, 2014, 01:57 AM
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You crave doing something adventurous even though you are middle age.
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Old Oct 05, 2014, 09:57 PM
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You wake up every other day thinking you would like to study partical physics, theology, welding, bio chem, truck driving, philosophy, forestry, computer programming, a new language, sculpting, geology, oil panting.

Then get angry at yourself for not being able to understand the top people in the chosen field or replicate their works "perfectly" and give up.
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Old Oct 06, 2014, 01:40 PM
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You crave doing something adventurous even though you are middle age.
Go for it. My aunt is retired and travels the country living in a fifth-wheel. She's currently 68 years old. It's not my cup of tea--not because I'd fear it or because I wouldn't want to travel; I like more space and a larger shower--but I think you can be adventurous at any age. I'm 36 and went back to school this summer for nursing. That's an adventure in and of itself! To be honest, I'm not doing so well mentally right at this moment, but it has nothing to do with going back to school, and my grades are still on point.
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Old Oct 06, 2014, 06:11 PM
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You analyse everything, wonder what every person you have ever spoke to thinks about you, then you convince your self they hate you so now you hate them because you think they hate you so your gonna go ahead and hate them right back
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Old Oct 12, 2014, 08:35 PM
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When you send someone a text message, and don't hear anything back right away, and end up texting again asking something like "Did I do something wrong?" or "Are you mad at me?", even though you don't think you did anything wrong or that they are mad but you can't get past the paranoia of not knowing for sure.
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Old Oct 12, 2014, 08:39 PM
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You dont want people to come an see you because you need space so nobody comes and now you are lonely
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