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Old May 06, 2013, 12:05 PM
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I'm 52 and am on ssi and ssd so i can't really say if i missed much in life because of my illness, i just know i need certain caregivers, i mean docs and T's. I dad work all together about 10 years out of my life and would still love to be able to work, but because of my symptoms am unable to. Well i don't think i'm senile yet but i feel it coming!!!
Yes, I feel the same way as far as senility goes. I know that depression & stress can cause memory loss. And I'm on both Cymbalta & Lamictal. I assume this has an effect as well. But sometimes I wonder if there isn't more going on than that. Also, though, I have allot of bad memories that have haunted me over the years. So the fact that I'm forgetting the past isn't all bad!
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Old May 06, 2013, 12:12 PM
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I used to feel ashamed but now I simply see myself as a survivor of a lot of eff'd up things and people in my past. They have no control / power over me any longer. All that is in the rear view. Or at least I try!

That said, I also wish I didnt have to take an Rx to prevent me from going back to a dark, sad place. I choose to keep that part to myself. To talk about that would also remind me of all the s*** I put up with and was exposed to, and I dont want to go there anymore. It hurts too much.

I hope that makes sense.
That absolutely makes sense! Actually, I'm going to be posting a thread on taking psych med's later on. I've had a sort of epiphany of sorts over the past few days...
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Old May 06, 2013, 12:17 PM
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I would say yes to everything you ask. It does feel awful. I was a far better functioning person in my 40's compared to in my 50's. It is leading me to complete despair.

I do think that people have less tolerance for unstable mood and behavior in a person of more mature years . . . more is expected. I feel developmentally behind my age cohorts. It's very saddening.
Yes, absolutely. The older I get, the crazier I seem to get. It is very embarrassing for me. Although I'd have to say that, for me, I think the big difference is not so much in terms of getting "crazier" as it is in controlling it. I think I was always clearly mentally ill. But prior to around age 50 or so, I was able to "keep the lid on." Since then I've just gradually lost more & more control of it.
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Old May 06, 2013, 12:43 PM
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I have depression. That doesn't embarrass me. I think I have gotten over the majority of my "mental health problems" in that I am able to meet and interact with people; my social anxiety (which I didn't even know was social anxiety) is gone. I like meeting people and I can talk to just about anyone pleasantly although I prefer some people over others, conversation-wise. I don't think my emotions have whims. I view my emotions as gifts that are connected to me intellectually and spiritually and physically. I do think older people generally are more experienced in dealing with situations that might "stir up" emotions or negative reactions, and I have read that some mental illnesses are not as extreme as people age. I would guess individual results (so to speak) vary, though.

I have observed that people who have worked really hard to react a certain way to situations (like you'd work a muscle) are generally effective in obtaining the expected result.

But!

This can be good or bad. Someone I know works very hard at being a helpless little girl. She works very hard at being helpless and when she talks about how helpless she is, she says it with pride. I don't doubt she is getting the result she thinks she wants.

However, she can't see that she could be even happier if she learned (and she could learn) to be an adult.

So I am in partial agreement with you. I do think it is a "lack of maturity" or maybe better said "a purposeful insistence on staying on the same dead-end path" that keeps people setting themselves up for staying in their ruts.

But a diagnosed medical condition can throw a monkey wrench in what I have said, too. I wouldn't look down on someone with diabetes getting sick after eating a sweet meal any more than I would at a person with a broken leg not being able to run.

But someone who has always allowed him or herself to be a door mat rather than learn to say no? I do believe that sort of condition is fixable.

But psychosis or other extreme conditions I wouldn't expect someone to fix on his or her own.

So how is your "crazier" expressing itself?
Ya know... it's hard to describe. As I look back, I perceive that I've had mental health problems my entire life. But for the 1st 50 years or so, I was able to "keep the lid on." I'm sure people must have noticed that I was struggling. But no one ever said anything. After 50, & having a bout with cancer, I've just gradually gone downhill.

Outwardly I still function. I haven't held a job for a dozen years or so. But this year, I'm the president of our townhome association. It's not a terribly important position but I still have to function.

It's internally that my mental illness is gradually tearing me down. This is not any different than it has been all of my life really. It's more my ability to cope... to maintain control over it that has deteriorated. I've had 2 major suicide attempts, one just over a year ago. It's only through sheer force of will, & psych med's that I haven't tried it a 3rd time.
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Old May 09, 2013, 06:44 AM
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Ya know... it's hard to describe. As I look back, I perceive that I've had mental health problems my entire life. But for the 1st 50 years or so, I was able to "keep the lid on." I'm sure people must have noticed that I was struggling. But no one ever said anything. After 50, & having a bout with cancer, I've just gradually gone downhill.

Outwardly I still function. I haven't held a job for a dozen years or so. But this year, I'm the president of our townhome association. It's not a terribly important position but I still have to function.

It's internally that my mental illness is gradually tearing me down. This is not any different than it has been all of my life really. It's more my ability to cope... to maintain control over it that has deteriorated. I've had 2 major suicide attempts, one just over a year ago. It's only through sheer force of will, & psych med's that I haven't tried it a 3rd time.
I read another post of yours and I can't help but wonder if maybe you feel you have to be strong? When I was younger I felt I had to be strong and withstand anything (for reasons I won't go into here). Now I am willing to ask the help of others, admit when I am not strong enough and to just simply let some stuff go. It might be difficult to know the difference between aging and aging with mental illness. I don't see anything wrong with taking psych meds. You've given me a lot to think about, thanks. Courage!
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Old May 09, 2013, 07:51 AM
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I think there is no reason to be embarrassed of your illness. some of us are going to get senile in the end and then where will we be? My mother's friend doesn't even know her own name and she's in her 70's. She wears diapers as she can't go to the bathroom alone either, it's like she's a baby again. She had several children during her lifetime, was and still is a great person. I also used to work in nursing home and some of the people were in the same situation as her. That is why I say not to be embarrassed about your illness, who knows, maybe you may not even know your own name tomarrow!
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Old May 09, 2013, 08:42 AM
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I think there is no reason to be embarrassed of your illness. some of us are going to get senile in the end and then where will we be? My mother's friend doesn't even know her own name and she's in her 70's. She wears diapers as she can't go to the bathroom alone either, it's like she's a baby again. She had several children during her lifetime, was and still is a great person. I also used to work in nursing home and some of the people were in the same situation as her. That is why I say not to be embarrassed about your illness, who knows, maybe you may not even know your own name tomarrow!
This is another issue. It is not like being a baby again, babies grow, babies learn and watch the world around them, this is losing someone to a painful disease that makes you helpless and not oblivious. I have worked in many long term care facilities; and I took care of my own mother for 6+ years at home (while working) and my mother suffered---she became panicked by her lost skills, then anxious, she hallucinated, was paranoid, wandered, was angry at times and unable to express pain (eg when arm broken in fall) and had to have me bathe her. She would not have wanted to be alive like that, she had no choice, her body kept going. And she remembered things she had tried to forget since childhood although she no longer knew who I was ----she had been an intelligent, well educated, active woman who prided herself on her attention to detail and creativity---she lost her friends, her home, her self...
It was heartbreaking. And, in a facility, you are totally at the mercy of care from people who may be worked to the bone themselves..your skin may break down, nurses will shovel meds into your mouth, aides food, you may not really want it but....
or be misused and unable to speak up. You don't get to the bathroom on time unless you can walk or you are able to get the help you need. Diapers need to checked and changed every two hours, people touch you, move you, even as you resist. There is pain in the end if something else doesn't kill you---and it is incredibly sad for loved ones who are no longer known. Being demented, losing memory and physical abilities, is not not being in some clueless happy/forgetful land. It hurts. It loves. It cares. It cannot express, eventually cannot eat or move...
sorry so rambling. can't help myself and no reflection on you.
There can also be beautiful times still, small joys and pleasures, my mom loved to walk and walk we did, she loved a present, the cat in her lap. For years, when she could no longer read, she carried a book in her hand.
She did clearly avoid activities that reminded her of her own lost abilities (she was an artist--NO craft groups for her, no painting for fun, no museums...she was a cook, the kitchen became a place that didn't exist...a gardener who suddenly couldn't respond to flowers with a smile.)
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Old May 09, 2013, 09:15 AM
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I'd like to ask older folks in particular, say people over 50, if you're embarrassed by your illness. Do you feel as though, at your age, you should have gotten over whatever mental health problems you face? Do you ever feel like it is a sign of your lack of maturity that you're still subject to the whims of your emotions? This is the way I feel. I'm in my 60's now. And I guess I always envisioned older people as having achieved a level of contentedness that would gradually reduce or eliminate any mental health problems that they may have had earlier in life. However, for me, it seems like the older I get, the crazier I get! It's embarrassing!
For me at this time in my life, it was a very significant thread to read and participate in. I wish everyone well, going thru all this. I feel I learned a good big here, and got a valuble takeaway! Thanks!
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I'd have to say now maybe I would be embarrassed in a way, if i lost everything as above, all i'm saying is enjoy life now while you have the time and abilities to do what you can.
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Old May 09, 2013, 10:11 AM
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I read another post of yours and I can't help but wonder if maybe you feel you have to be strong? When I was younger I felt I had to be strong and withstand anything (for reasons I won't go into here). Now I am willing to ask the help of others, admit when I am not strong enough and to just simply let some stuff go. It might be difficult to know the difference between aging and aging with mental illness. I don't see anything wrong with taking psych meds. You've given me a lot to think about, thanks. Courage!
Hello IceCreamKid: You're absolutely right. I grew up at a time, in a place & with a family where you didn't share your problems, or your family problems with any one. You were expected to just "buck-up". And if you didn't you became the object of ridicule. So, for the first 50 years or so of my life, I lived in complete denial & just kept scraping by.

I'm sure it must have been apparent that I was having difficulty, but no one ever said anything or did anything to help (including my parents.) So my inclination to hide was reinforaced. I've written a number of times that if denial were blankets, I'd have been crushed by the weight! However, once I made my first serious suicide attempt, the cat was out of the bag, so to speak. After the 2nd one, it really became hard to deny.

But now that another year & a half has passed, it seems I'm right back where I started. (That pile of blankets is starting to feel pretty darn heavy again- LOL!) It's just something that I simply don't seem to have the capacity to shake. In fact, writing this gives me an idea for a new thread which I think I'll put up shortly.

You're correct too that it becomes difficult to distinguish between aging & aging with mental illness. I have quite a few short-term memory problems. I don't know if these are primarily just age-related or if they're more related to the effects of long-term depression & anxiety & psych med's. In reality, it's probably a combination of all of these. This would also make an interesting topic for a new thread. Maybe I'll write that one too!

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Old May 09, 2013, 10:21 AM
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I am 66yo., and I still take 1170mg. of "Avatar" for A.L.A.D (Allagator Lizard Agitation Disorder). I am still going strong. I am not "Embarrassed" at all!
Is A.L.A.D. in the DSM? I never heard of it before. That could be what I have!
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Old May 09, 2013, 10:35 AM
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I think there is no reason to be embarrassed of your illness. some of us are going to get senile in the end and then where will we be? My mother's friend doesn't even know her own name and she's in her 70's. She wears diapers as she can't go to the bathroom alone either, it's like she's a baby again. She had several children during her lifetime, was and still is a great person. I also used to work in nursing home and some of the people were in the same situation as her. That is why I say not to be embarrassed about your illness, who knows, maybe you may not even know your own name tomarrow!
Ha-Ha-Ha...! Well, I guess I shouldn't laugh. Senility isn't funny. But I loved your line about me possibly not knowing my own name tomorrow! Actually this is very Buddhist! You're absolutely correct about all of this! It's something I tell myself regularly. But, unfortunately, for me there seems to be a big difference between knowing something intellectually & living it day-to-day.

I've practiced meditation & studied mindfulness practice, done yoga & a simplified form of Tai Chi as well as other stuff. But none of it has made any real difference in my essential mental health status. In the end it always seems to come down to the same old thing. I'm just whacked (LOL!) Sometimes I think senility would be a relief!
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Old May 09, 2013, 10:41 AM
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This is another issue. It is not like being a baby again, babies grow, babies learn and watch the world around them, this is losing someone to a painful disease that makes you helpless and not oblivious. I have worked in many long term care facilities; and I took care of my own mother for 6+ years at home (while working) and my mother suffered---she became panicked by her lost skills, then anxious, she hallucinated, was paranoid, wandered, was angry at times and unable to express pain (eg when arm broken in fall) and had to have me bathe her. She would not have wanted to be alive like that, she had no choice, her body kept going. And she remembered things she had tried to forget since childhood although she no longer knew who I was ----she had been an intelligent, well educated, active woman who prided herself on her attention to detail and creativity---she lost her friends, her home, her self...
It was heartbreaking. And, in a facility, you are totally at the mercy of care from people who may be worked to the bone themselves..your skin may break down, nurses will shovel meds into your mouth, aides food, you may not really want it but....
or be misused and unable to speak up. You don't get to the bathroom on time unless you can walk or you are able to get the help you need. Diapers need to checked and changed every two hours, people touch you, move you, even as you resist. There is pain in the end if something else doesn't kill you---and it is incredibly sad for loved ones who are no longer known. Being demented, losing memory and physical abilities, is not not being in some clueless happy/forgetful land. It hurts. It loves. It cares. It cannot express, eventually cannot eat or move...
sorry so rambling. can't help myself and no reflection on you.
There can also be beautiful times still, small joys and pleasures, my mom loved to walk and walk we did, she loved a present, the cat in her lap. For years, when she could no longer read, she carried a book in her hand.
She did clearly avoid activities that reminded her of her own lost abilities (she was an artist--NO craft groups for her, no painting for fun, no museums...she was a cook, the kitchen became a place that didn't exist...a gardener who suddenly couldn't respond to flowers with a smile.)
Thank you so much for this heart-felt response Winter4me.
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I actually had several head injuries, and I swear I'm senile sometimes. I hope I'm not is there any test for it, I am serious!!!! i'm on over 8 meds, maybe they are treating me for it and i don't know? Altimers? I wonder!! I also get seizures, what could all this be leading to? I don't think I want an answer!!!
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Hi Yellowted: Thanks for commenting on my post! BTW, I love your avatar! A swan is my avatar on YouTube. Yes, I take a certain pleasure in referring to myself a "crazy". (My wife is less entusiastic.) I also try to use it to be somewhat the person I really am... but to truly do this, would require some MAJOR changes (I'm transgendered as well as having major depression & anxiety disorder...) So although it helps, I still am "hiding" allot of what I consider to be my "true self".
Hi bedobones, thanks for liking my avitar, it is a photo i took a few years ago, so kind of proud how it turned out.
what is it you think you are achieving by 'hiding' a lot of stuff about yourself?
is it worth the sacrifice of being free to be your true self, having peace of mind that friends and loved ones like you for who you really are not a pretend or false you?
it must be very tiring constantly trying to remember what bits you have told to who. life although it may be rocky at first would be much simpler if you were not hiding things.
i hid a lot of stuff for many years, trying to be what people thought i should be and was never happy at all, really depressed, and angry for not being able to be the real me. then i cracked up, and everything i had been hiding away came flooding out, ok i lost a few friends and family in the deluge but i came out the other side far more relaxed, liking who i was- the real me, and i found the friends i have now accept and like me simply for being me.
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Old May 09, 2013, 11:02 AM
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I'm crazy too!!!!!!!that's all I have to say!!
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Old May 09, 2013, 12:16 PM
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I actually had several head injuries, and I swear I'm senile sometimes. I hope I'm not is there any test for it, I am serious!!!! i'm on over 8 meds, maybe they are treating me for it and i don't know? Altimers? I wonder!! I also get seizures, what could all this be leading to? I don't think I want an answer!!!
Hello Avlady: I don't know specifically what there is available for testing regarding head injury symptoms & senility or Alzheimers Disease. I presume there is some. Actually, I have a long history of head injury (I shan't go into details here.) I asked my pdoc a while back about exactly this type of testing. He gave me the name of a psychologist who he said does this kind of testing. However, I never contacted her. But I take from this that it would be possible to get it. The person whose name my pdoc gave me was at our local university medical center. I would presume that this is the type of place one would have to go to find such testing.

I do know what you mean about questioning whether or not you want to know the answer. This is essentially why I never did contact the psychologist my pdoc recommended. It just seemed, in the end, like what's the point? It's not likely to make any difference in my day-to-day treatment now & maybe I'd just as soon not know what might lie ahead!
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Old May 09, 2013, 12:35 PM
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I guess all I can do is take it day by day, and understand why you wouldn't want to know too.
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Yes, absolutely. The older I get, the crazier I seem to get. It is very embarrassing for me. Although I'd have to say that, for me, I think the big difference is not so much in terms of getting "crazier" as it is in controlling it.
For me, I'm just more aware of it. Thanks for a great thread topic!

I don't officially have any diagnosis. I have a tendency to get depressed and not enjoy life overall, and I'm frustrated how much of my life was spent solving social/emotional and social anxiety problems. I'm not where I could have been with some decent help early on. So, yeah.
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For me, I'm just more aware of it. Thanks for a great thread topic!

I don't officially have any diagnosis. I have a tendency to get depressed and not enjoy life overall, and I'm frustrated how much of my life was spent solving social/emotional and social anxiety problems. I'm not where I could have been with some decent help early on. So, yeah.
Hi H3rmit! Yes, actually, while I'm sure I probably have several diagnoses depending on which professional's file you might look at, I don't know what any of them are. No one I've ever seen has actually said: okay... this is what you have... bingo! I also did not begin to address my social / emotional problems until I was in my 50's. (I did make a few half-hearted attempts prior to that but nothing came of them so after a while I just gave up.)

I sometimes wonder where I might have ended up if I had. I have said a number of times that when I was young no one wanted to get me the help I needed mostly because it just wasn't done back then. And now, nobody really wants to be bothered because I'm old & most of my life is in the past anyway. So sometimes it feels like I lost out from both ends. And, I guess that's part of the reason that I've finally come to the point where I say: just give me the med's & forget all the rest of it. It's too late to worry about it at this point!
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Hi bedobones, thanks for liking my avitar, it is a photo i took a few years ago, so kind of proud how it turned out.
what is it you think you are achieving by 'hiding' a lot of stuff about yourself?
is it worth the sacrifice of being free to be your true self, having peace of mind that friends and loved ones like you for who you really are not a pretend or false you?
it must be very tiring constantly trying to remember what bits you have told to who. life although it may be rocky at first would be much simpler if you were not hiding things.
i hid a lot of stuff for many years, trying to be what people thought i should be and was never happy at all, really depressed, and angry for not being able to be the real me. then i cracked up, and everything i had been hiding away came flooding out, ok i lost a few friends and family in the deluge but i came out the other side far more relaxed, liking who i was- the real me, and i found the friends i have now accept and like me simply for being me.
Hi Yellowted: Honestly, sometimes I wonder if it's all worth it. If I were in my 20's or 30's or maybe even my 40's & knew what I know now, no it wouldn't be worth it. But when one gets into their 60's where I am things start to look different. At least they have for me. I no longer have the energy to strike out onto a new path. I guess some people do it at my age. But I'm just worn out at this point. I've been married for over 30 years &, were I to suddenly decide to become my "true self" (assuming that I could even figure out what that is- LOL) my wife & I both could be left completely alone in the world if our marriage didn't survive my "transformation."

Fortunately, or unfortunately depending on how you look at it, I don't have any friends. So I don't have to worry about what I've told to whom. And to everyone I know "professionally" I just remain the person they see in front of them, as do most people. So, the "theoretical"part of this is very complicated (the part about becoming my true self.) But the mechanics of it are pretty simple. I guess maybe that's part of the problem.
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Not embarassed exactly. Just tired of being tethered to this...this...this "thing". Makes me grumpy.
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I don't see anyone from my life before MI, its too hard. Never was able to own my own house, or return to work although I tried many times. So yes, I'm very embarrassed about my failures. I'm so tired of living in poverty I don't want to envision living into the 6th decade.
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Not embarassed exactly. Just tired of being tethered to this...this...this "thing". Makes me grumpy.
Boy... I understand that sentiment!
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