I want to die

I moved to Texas it was rough my gf and I are close to breaking up because of this.

I was with her for 2 months I am stupid for knocking her up with her having one kid. I will sound selfish but I want to die now. It's not at all I don't want responsibility I don't know what to do in Texas with a neurologicalcondition that with lower my life expectancy and make it more and more difficult to function a normal life period how can I provide for children when I can't provide for myself.

She demands me to move with her in our own place by her family. Many miles away from my parents moving back into Ohio or somewhere from here in texas. So it's convenient for her. There is no compromise I have to be with her and the baby or just the baby or neither.

It's stressful as **** my parents were being very hard on me treating me like crap because my disorder is ruining my life stiff person syndrome is hurting me badly and makes it hard for me to go to the bathroom, move, and breathe at worst times. I cannot be on child support I dated her in my worst time of grief I made promises I can't keep as of now. She expects too much too soon and I feel cheated out of our relationship because of our pregnancy.

I don't know what to do. I'm losing a child and I'm a piece of **** and I am not stable to here you say I'm not a good parent. I want to help but she's making it difficult. I want to die now. I feel so abandoned by everything because my right situation I quit both my jobs to move here and I gotta move back because I have an unplanned pregnancy and she will never adopt and will not abort thankfully, but I'm out of options. I want to die. I can't take her crap now her harrassing me. She pressures me and harassed me over this now.

I am so sorry your are going thru this. If you are seriously considering death, get help now. Tell your parents, call a hotline, call a friend.

Unexpected pregnancies very often throw everyone's emotions into high gear panic/stress/anger mode in the beginning. So the feelings you guys are experiencing now have been felt by many others. Things will calm down, and you guys will then find it easier to discuss possible options.

Take a deep breath, relax, and think about anything but this pregnancy for a couple of hours. It will help to recenter yourself, and your thoughts.

Hello, Yismymindblank12, I'm hoping you are safe. Have you tried contacting any hotlines, doctors, or loved ones? Are you feeling any better than you were?

Something that might help is to imagine any and all positive outcomes of this situation. If you move back to where this girl lives, you might develop a newfound love for your home. Being near her family might take some of the weight of childbearing off of your shoulders. Staying in Texas however, could lead to new work for you and a way to afford child support.

There are many possibilities. You know the people involved, including yourself, better than anyone here, so when you have a moment of calm you might need to strategize. You might qualify for government assistance, the girl who keeps contacting you might need to interact with someone else for a change, you two should probably get advice from multiple people. Make plans to not only survive, but to also do as well as you can.

Good luck to you.