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Wise Elder
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#641
I have been trying to keep myself busy to distracted myself of feeling really awful about myself.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#642
I did the best makeup I have ever done on this day; I downloaded some music; and I ate dinner with my parents.
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#643
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#644
I guess I'm kinda worn out today for some reason. I think its foreshadowings of SAD since its a particular kind of weariness I seem to get right around this time of year. Therapy could have been much more productive. Other then that things were fine.
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#645
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Grand Magnate
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#646
I’m coping okay, it’s been a busy day though and I went to a new group tonight which was very full on and I’m feeling overloaded tonight.
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#647
Today was very hard. But I'm still able to try & wish about later.
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#648
I'm doing good today. I dealt with some transphobia at the DMV but I'm actually kind of glad it happened because its like I survived it and nothing bad happened. I just dealt with stares and unfriendliness pretty much. Possibly a rude comment I just brushed off. I had to tell them I was trans anyways. But I handled it much better then I thought I would have if I had to deal with it.
My eating was tough today. I worked out a bit too much early this morning and my therapist told me in email I need to cool it a bit. Rapid release tylenol took care of my pain though. Overall I think I did good. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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#649
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#650
Just did what needed to be done because there wasn't any other option.
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#651
lots of negative self talk
workig on another poem about how bad and useless I am this one is about me being acoutch potato |
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#652
I also ache like hell after my shower
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#653
So far, coffee, & being here at the forums.
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#654
I overdid it again yesterday while excercising. So I woke up this morning feeling "not right." But also my SAD is acting up today so its not all physical. I made it to the grocery store with no issue and I felt perfectly comfortable. No one gives 2 shits about a skinny dude in the health section buying protein bars. Now I'm at home stretched out in bed and drinking hot black licorice tea out of my happy fall mug and trying to get my physical pain under control.
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#655
I’m doing okay. I worry about world events but trying to limit news. Met with two wonderful friends this afternoon and that was good. Tonight I need a plan, maybe some ironing, and hopefully some reading.
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#656
Just hanging in there because there really isn't an alternative.
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#657
no sleep and halestones today. woo
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#658
feeling a bit annoyed too that I didn't have any sauce with my mcdonalds last night
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#659
Barely so far, but hanging in there & trying various things.
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#660
Still morning, but so far it's been ok. I'm glad my volunteering starts again today after being off for the summer. I like having something to do on Saturdays.
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