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#629
Apr 28, 2012, 02:13 AM
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been crying almost all day yet tears still there , iam feeling sooooooooooooo alone
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#630
Apr 28, 2012, 10:28 AM
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I've been doing okay. A few minor lows. hugs for everyone today.
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| Nams, Shadow-world
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#632
Apr 28, 2012, 10:37 AM
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I screwed up today so badly.
I so ****ing hate me. And am just ultimately useless the more i think about it...really need to and should die now so i can stop.  
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| dailyhealing, Nams, Shadow-world, so_punk_rock
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#633
Apr 28, 2012, 10:43 AM
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...and tears or typing arent enough.
I am a bad girl. I am bad, screwed up, and worthless. All just because i slept in. I just never stop, it just gets worse and worse. I am a fraud, i am ****. Cant do this anymore... |
| dailyhealing, happiedasiy, Nams
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#634
Apr 28, 2012, 03:01 PM
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I've had a few difficult days with family back home and have now caught a cold. I'm so glad I have my private space again though and am already feeling better and more relaxed. At least I have another day before going back to work (could do with more) provided I don't become completely ill with flu.
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#635
Apr 28, 2012, 03:21 PM
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Feel free to SNAG ....... I created this as a message to my sister in law who seems to think she can treat me like I'm stupid and that there are no repercussions, the only thing she doesn't realize is I am not going to stay quiet forever.....I upped to FB where she and a few others will see it.....I do feel better lol
Hugz to you all Nams
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Just listened to this and had to share....All I can say is Simply Amazing as always.
Evanescence "Lost in Paradise" "You is Smart, You is Kind, You is Important" Movie "The Help" |
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#636
Apr 28, 2012, 04:16 PM
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Usually good on the weekends, but can't seem to leave work issues at work this weekend
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Courage does not always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying I will try again tomorrow. |
| Nams, Shadow-world
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#638
Apr 29, 2012, 10:29 AM
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OK woke up this morning to my 5yr old daughter......."Mom come see, there is something in the kitty box."
We have barn cats (all grey)that my kids have been taking care of. One of them is pregnant so the kids set up a little wooden box with a blanket and roof for her. Seems tho that some other cat, we didn't know about left her baby (pure white) in the box.........literally left it, brand new fully formed, cleaned but unfortunately it was dead and had been for a while......poor little thing. So I talked to the kids about the whole natural cycle of life & death thing, we had a little burial ceremony and found a nice rock as a head stone. As soon as we where all done and they felt better I came inside and bawled for like 5mins. Sorry to put this here but Hubby just doesn't get why I get so emotional about these things, so thought I would share with all of you as I always feel better after I share here. Hugz Nams
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Just listened to this and had to share....All I can say is Simply Amazing as always.
Evanescence "Lost in Paradise" "You is Smart, You is Kind, You is Important" Movie "The Help" Last edited by Nams; Apr 29, 2012 at 10:32 AM. Reason: spelling |
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#639
Apr 29, 2012, 06:17 PM
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Pretty boring weekend. Had my butt glued to the couch the entire time.
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#640
Apr 29, 2012, 07:22 PM
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Was in bed all weekend with my laptop, cell phone, and kindle. I showered ate and i drank water all day instead of my mountain dew staple.
My car is dirty and i have tons of laundry that i have zero motivation to conquer....like always But I suppose I should say that tomorrow is a brand new day as well as next weekend is a brand new weekend
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#641
Apr 30, 2012, 03:11 PM
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I am terribly depressed, though better since coming to PC awhile ago. I have a suspicion that Seroquel is making me more depressed. I went to a higher dose last night and woke up feeling suicidal. I am better now than I was earlier.
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#642
Apr 30, 2012, 03:46 PM
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I saw my T last week for the first time. It went really well and I was hoping that I would see her this week. But today my mom told me that she wont have an available appointment until May 15th. I cannot wait that long. My mom even said that I need to be going every week. Now I'm back a square 1 because my mom has to look for a new T. This sucks!!
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#644
Apr 30, 2012, 04:02 PM
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Today has actually been an okay day for me - a nice change
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#645
Apr 30, 2012, 05:32 PM
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Well my barn kitty had one healthy baby and she is doing a fabulous job of caring for it. Her sister is being so protective of her won't even let the male near her lolol...poor daddy kitty. I am thinking that the one we found yesterday dead may have been hers after all. Too much of a coincidence that we find one and now today she has only one.
My youngest daughter went out and put flowers(dandelions) on the kitty's grave today....made me cry she is so sensitive and understands it all, I am so proud of her. Anyhoo hope you all have a wonderful evening. I am planning on watching "The Devil Inside" tonight been looking forward to that one. Hugz Nams
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Just listened to this and had to share....All I can say is Simply Amazing as always.
Evanescence "Lost in Paradise" "You is Smart, You is Kind, You is Important" Movie "The Help" |
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#646
Apr 30, 2012, 05:52 PM
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doing alrite...went to work did what i had to do...now im gonna lay in bed unless(i really hope so) something comes up but i doubt it
i also applied for a new job hopefully that pulls through |
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#647
Apr 30, 2012, 05:55 PM
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I am so depressed. I had to speak with a family member on the phone over the weekend, and I've been miserable ever since (we haven't spoken in 6 months, and I felt really good about it).
I am very upset now. I feel as if my safe place has been invaded / violated.     I don't know how to feel better. Thankfully I have an appt with my T tonight.
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#648
Apr 30, 2012, 08:41 PM
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(((EVERY1)))
Good Luck with the new job app "bagged5pt7" Nams
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Just listened to this and had to share....All I can say is Simply Amazing as always.
Evanescence "Lost in Paradise" "You is Smart, You is Kind, You is Important" Movie "The Help" |
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#649
May 01, 2012, 05:27 AM
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If I think, I cry, so I try not to think.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#650
May 01, 2012, 07:30 AM
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((((sidestepper)))
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Just listened to this and had to share....All I can say is Simply Amazing as always.
Evanescence "Lost in Paradise" "You is Smart, You is Kind, You is Important" Movie "The Help" |
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