[Turtleboy]

Still feeling good

[regretful]

Rough sleep last night...a lot on my mind...mildly depressed and a bit angry too...

[whimsygirl]

Originally Posted by regretful

Rough sleep last night...a lot on my mind...mildly depressed and a bit angry too...

Angry for any particular reason?? And btw, when you say that word you're speaking my language (lately). Interspersed with other emotions. Grrrr.....

[whimsygirl]

Relieved to have my internet back, and so happy with my newly cleaned carpets....nice to look at, and feel soft to my little feet!

mostly heard voices today.

few breaks, but not many

[AngelWolf3]

tired of crying everytime I think of how much I still can't do...guess it's time to think about everything that I still CAN do...*sigh* it's so hard sometimes.

[alone in the world]

a day of sleep but now wide awake and wondering how to keep the day from spiraling down. feel somewhat stable.

[whyme17]

havent had a ciggarette in a day!!! cant stop thinking about it but ill try nopt to give in, i have the patch and the gum it seems to work pretty well! the gum tastes like **** tho
anyways i got help and my first t session is on monday kinda scared

[optimize990h]

not feeling that great trying not to be too dependent on one person who keeps me going. Hoping to do more than laundry. And trying not to keep from letting things I can not control from increasing my anxiety or depression.

[agma]

Today was the best day I've had in over 3 weeks, but I am still very depressed. I managed to make it to work today and actually got some stuff done. That's a big accomplishment for me. Hopefully tomorrow is just as good.

[whimsygirl]

Originally Posted by alone in the world

a day of sleep but now wide awake and wondering how to keep the day from spiraling down. feel somewhat stable.

Good luck to you.....

[mud_blood]

feeling very depressed this morning and fighting the urge to SI..

[ExiExi]

How did I end up living here?? No crisis hotlines, no affordable psychiatric help anywhere and on top of that they have a very strong stigma attached to mental disorders. So, right now I'm a little upset and feeling somewhat lonely.

really going up and down today big time.

fine 1 minit, and snappy the next

[regretful]

Better sleep last night - a bit anxious and confused by all of it...But I always feel a bit better on Friday.

[overdrainbow]

today is weird for me , hello everyone. my name is sara and sometimes i think im going to lose my mind. im emotional eater so today i just want to sit and stuff my face with foods. i hate myself and my life. but not to the extreme that i will kill myself. i cheat on my husband, my son is druggie and my daughter wants to be gay. how perfect can my life be. i have failed in every aspect in my life. im not good in anything. i manage to fool people well maybe that's the only talent i have. i cant stand my nephews are staying with us. they make my flesh crawl . i just hate my life. i cant express that enough. what to do. smile sure ive been smiling all my life.im so good at it i fool anyone thinking my life is perfect.i am tired of smiling.i am tired of pretending. oh yeah i also have imaginary friends.yes i know they are not real but i have them at age 40 about to 41

[dg1983]

Good day yesterday, got a lot done. Right now, not so good, the agency that screwed me over and left me unemployed called me this morning to get their parking pass back...my blood was boiling and we got into a screaming match. I have to go to the agency and see their stupid faces to return the pass or I get fined $100 bucks. It'll be ok, I just want to try my best to not tell them off when I go there. They cost me so much time and money!!!!!

[whimsygirl]

Woke up with a lot of sadness and tears, but little things have morphed my mood a bit, and I think I'll make it, for the day at least..... Wishing the same for everyone....

[AngelWolf3]

started out ok... but now a little bummed/frustrated?/sad because someone i thought had changed has not, and went back to their old ways. So, I have to try to not make it about me, and move on...*blarg*

[whimsygirl]

Originally Posted by Wolfin3

started out ok... but now a little bummed/frustrated?/sad because someone i thought had changed has not, and went back to their old ways. So, I have to try to not make it about me, and move on...*blarg*

Oh it's so hard when people disappoint, and perhaps you end up feeling that your faith was misplaced? Hmm....or maybe that's just me. Sorry about your friend....

[whyme17]

just spent pretty much all my money on weed, im so depressed right now and not even sure why just cant wait to smoke it and get everything off my mind

[whimsygirl]

Originally Posted by Wolfin3

started out ok... but now a little bummed/frustrated?/sad because someone i thought had changed has not, and went back to their old ways. So, I have to try to not make it about me, and move on...*blarg*

ps.....And I hope you're able to avoid the "turning it all inwards" thing. (Or maybe reverse it?) It took starting therapy again for me to begin to realize that the person who I thought was my closest friend in the world, and then completely abandoned me a few months ago has more problems than I do.....

[AngelWolf3]

Nope, definitely not just you! That is how it feels. Thanks.

It's kinda rough right now cause I don't have many friends. Just 2 best friends...well, I guess just 1 now. But it was more drama than what it was worth anyway. Thanks again for your post!

[whimsygirl]

Originally Posted by regretful

Better sleep last night - a bit anxious and confused by all of it...But I always feel a bit better on Friday.

Sending good thoughts......

[agma]

Very depressed today...not a good day. Didn't get much done at work today because I couldn't focus and concentrate on anything. I'm so sick of this depression. I should have went through with my plan to end it all yesterday. Now I am on call for work. Hopefully it is a quiet weekend.