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#1076
Sep 27, 2012, 04:33 PM
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 . The ups and downs of my ride have been out of control lately, and I must admit it all has me feeling completely exhausted in all ways, and having a bit of a "what's the point" attitude. Ugh. I do so hope things even out for you....and me too....asap. Or some day, at least?  Hugs ~whimsy
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#1077
Sep 27, 2012, 04:37 PM
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#1080
Sep 27, 2012, 08:44 PM
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#1081
Sep 28, 2012, 11:45 AM
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Yesterday was not a good day at all, and this morning was rough......early mornings are usually the worst for me, especially the first thoughts that come when I'm waking up. But since getting up things feel "pending".....not too bad, I think. Have a therapy session today, but I've been so all-over-the-place lately that I'm not sure where I even want to go with things. I guess time will tell though. Wishing everyone the best day possible......
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| alone in the world, Bark, Nammu, Rachel.i, Rose76
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#1083
Sep 28, 2012, 01:37 PM
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Had some good days but after yesterdays session all that crap is running rampage in my head and the only answer I have is to drug my self and go to sleep. am finally feeling the effects . hope did not take to much of the pills.
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#1084
Sep 28, 2012, 01:45 PM
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Should just quit and stop and end. Already given up on everything else.
Afraid to try. Too late. Hopeless. 
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#1086
Sep 28, 2012, 02:56 PM
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Started off today arguing with myself out loud, part of me jeering at the other half for not getting the readings done, and we ended up having a drop quiz on stuff I hadn't read! I was incredibly lucky, though; two brief questions and I was pretty darn sure he had mentioned the answers in class a while ago... and he had. Felt better after that class, then I think I started going down again a few hours later. Came home and just wanted to take a nap. Woke up, took my meds, then planned to go back to sleep until tomorrow, but the thoughts wouldn't stop. Was feeling pretty low. Then it so happens that my roommate passes by, and I get a phone call, and someone started a conversation with me on my phone.... I feel a bit better now, decided to stay up and talk to people on the computer.
It seems I always write paragraphs here. Sorry guys, I just tend to really get sucked into the details. I thought it would be shorter this time. |
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#1087
Sep 28, 2012, 03:01 PM
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Still afraid and ashamed and angry. Still hopeless, pointless, worthless... Should stop. Shouldn't continue anymore. |
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#1089
Sep 28, 2012, 03:15 PM
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Been a rough week off and on; doing better emotionally now. Sleep helps!! Got an answer I was waiting for for a few days, and it was good. Hope all have a good day, and if you're having a tough one, that it gets better.
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#1090
Sep 28, 2012, 08:09 PM
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Today I was reminded, yet again, of the fact that so many people out in the world lack basic courtesy, don't even seem to be aware that their actions actually impact others.....dare I say can actually cause others to feel bad. Sometimes I feel like perhaps I was born in the wrong century? universe? Oh I don't know, but I'll just never understand the "entitled" attitude of some people......
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#1091
Sep 28, 2012, 09:16 PM
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I started my new group this morning. I was really nervous to go, but once group started, I was able to relax some. The group is going to meet every other Friday morning for a year. I went to work afterwards, and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. My supervisor was off today, and I always feel more relaxed when she isn't in the office. I think I am going to go to bed early...I'm very tired tonight.
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#1092
Sep 28, 2012, 09:23 PM
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Feeling sad. Had a rough month.
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#1093
Sep 28, 2012, 10:07 PM
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#1094
Sep 28, 2012, 10:08 PM
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#1096
Sep 29, 2012, 09:38 AM
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Woke up this morning wanting to get up and do stuff. I've been singing while straightening house. At least, when I do manage to feel good - I really feel really good.
 Now, I must not waste this momentum - cause it won't last forever. |
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#1097
Sep 29, 2012, 09:56 AM
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Having all this energy building up feeling but im layin in bed wanting to sleep... Not good not good.
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hold on to the time for a moment, its never to hard to try... and when you feel like letting go, remember there is a God... |
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#1098
Sep 29, 2012, 09:58 AM
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I had a lot of bad dreams last night and woke up feeling insecure and worthless. I know these feelings are coming from work, and I didnt really feel them this intense until after my dreams. I guess I was trying to process them. I feel like staying in bed all day and just watching TV, yhat is where I feel safe. Mayne tomorrow will be better. I Hope everyone has a good day.
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| and_im_still_here, Bark, ExiExi, Nammu, Rachel.i, Rose76, whimsygirl
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