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What do you do when no matter what you try the depression just keeps on getting worse? More and more is heaped on to the pile that sits atop my shoulders every minute of every day. I feel like I'm at the breaking point...as in, the camel's back can take only one more straw...
So, learned and supportive fellow current and former depression sufferers, what do you do? Any input is certainly welcomed. Tearfully, regretful |
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Hi whimsygirl, Thanks for the insightful reply. The situation I'm in is so complicated, I can't even begin to think about the layers of complex things that would have to occur for this business to be a memory...Therapy can't be coming soon enough (next Tuesday PM)...MD visit tomorrow, and I'll ask him about anything that might test the serotonin and norepinephrine levels. I know one thing for sure, something just isn't right. And despite my reservations about it, I think I'm ready for medication again. Just hope that I can find the right one...nothing left to do right now but sleep at an inappropriate time...I'll drift off thinking about the serenity prayer. I'm actually doing something to change my situation by actively seeking other employment. Not sure how that is going to work out, but I'm working on it...again, thank you so much for the warm wishes and hugs. I wish you the same.
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Hi my friend -- make sure you ask your doc about a medication that won't take the "usual" 6 weeks to take effect. Meds such as Cymbalta take only about 2-3 wks to take effect, which is MUCH better! It's bad enough to have to wait in the first place, let alone 6 weeks!!
![]() I know you have so much on your plate right now -- I wish there was a quick fix to it all. But I guess the only answer is acceptance that it's going to get solved when it gets solved. As they say in AA -- "Acceptance is the answer to ALL my problems today." And it's true for me. I've saved myself many an ulcer thru acceptance. LOL ![]() |
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Hello Lee,
Thanks for the reply. I'm sure there is no quick fix...wish there was, but then this problem of depression is not something that arrived quickly either, so I should not expect any quick fix...I'll ask about the anti-depressants with quicker action. Cymbalta was suggested by my friend (who is an excellent psychiatrist), so that might be the route I go...but who knows. Thanks for the AA saying. I've got to remember that one...I'll keep you all posted, and I thank you all so much for the support an encouragement. Some day I'll be able to make a post in the "success stories" section of this forum. for now though, back to sleeping at an inappropriate time... |
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thank you for that...the other employment thing is something to shoot for...I'm down but I'm not out (how's that for a trite cliche?)...I'm doing the best I can to embrace the possibilities of the future without getting caught back into the negative thinking of depression...I contacted four of my colleagues who are all happy to be references for me. They know the quality of my mental health work...so that's a plus. I'll keep you all posted...I do know that this depression would lift if I had something good to report about this business endeavor...a great business, but one that I can't handle anymore due to lack of interest...someday I'll be able to say that I successfully closed it, and that, even better, someone bought it from me and is making it very successful. That's my "someday" wish for the future. I know it is all uncertain, even the next minute, but that's what I'm hoping for. And when I start thinking about hopeful future scenarios, the depression lifts just a little bit...
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I think i know how you feel. I hope we can both look back real soon to this day and be in a lot better frame of mind.
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Thank you jlmass...today I'm in about the same state of mind. I was prescribed an anti-depressant today. The last two I tried plagued me with side-effects...I hope that this one is effective, and agree with your sentiments about looking back real soon!
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I know how you feel. It would be so nice if we could just speed up the recovery process at times. Sitting and waiting just adds to the depression, at least for me. I can only speak from personal experience but what has worked for me is, unfortunately, riding it out and being patient as far as treatment goes.
I wish you luck with your anti-depressant trial just try to be as patient as possible. Believe me, I know how annoying it can be to wait and wait for a new med to only potentially work for you. I've been down in the depths for quite some time now and it doesn't seem like anything will work for the depression side of my bipolar. Anyway, I wish you a much more speedy recovery than myself. |
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Take one moment at a time and NEVER give up. God has a plan for your life and you must never give into the darkness. The light is always shinning even though it may be behind a dark cloud. I pray God's blessing and grace for your life. I pray the morning brings the sun!
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What I did was to take each moment at a time. Know that each moment is just a split second and something does shift in you. This helped me stop worrying so much and it also gave me the ability to appreciate life even at negative times. So when it is at it's worse, try thinking that the moment will pass and keep doing this whenever a moment weakens you.
Sometimes there are many, many negative moments together. But if you split them up, they become a little bit easier to deal with. |
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Hi whimsygirl,
You're welcome. I am glad it can help, that it is purpose ![]() |
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@whimsygirl-sometimes my faith is the only thing that keeps me from going insane. please know I am also a realist and know how intense mental illness can be. I have a bipolar (horribly violent when I was growing up) father, a teenage son who battles depression and has for 10 years. He is currently on 3 medications that need to be tweaked again. I think without knowing the good Lord understands my crazy heart and mind, I would probably just become statics and take the easy way out. I refuse to repeat my family's history with my own children.
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