[gostryter]

i hate myself right now!!

there are so many people in the world suffering so much more than i am......and yet i whine about not being happy

who do i think i am!

i'm such a loser. I <font color="red"> HATE </font> myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need to find a forum to post in where people will agree with those statements and encourage me to jump off a cliff. that's what i deserve

[Fuzzybear]

aww!

anyone who would want to encourage anyone who is in pain to jump of a cliff is..........................................I won't complete the sentence

You're allowed to "whine" if it helps at all. Sorry you're hurting hon (((((((((((((((( gostryter ))))))))))))))))

love
Fuzzy

those are tapes playing in your head. switch the button off.......

i'm concerned when posters continually post about the negatives and don't celebrate any positives. being alive is positive. having a roof is positive......having PC is positive.

i'm sorry that you feel this way and hope that things look up for you. sometimes we have to provide ourselves a kick in the butt to change things and if we don't.......we're enabling our own behavior.......also, there is a payoff in it but a bigger payoff for trying to change.................PM me if you need to. xoxox pat

[beelieving]

Hi gostryter,

You're not a loser... I enjoy seeing you around PC.

You belong here, just as we all do. We’re all so hard on ourselves thinking one’s problems are greater than our own. Even though the severity may differ in each issue we all have a right to “feel.” If something is bothering <font color="green">you</font>, if something hurt<font color="green"> you</font>, if something makes <font color="green">you</font> sad... than it’s important and <font color="green">you</font> should be heard. I’m so sorry you are struggling with self worth right now.

Similar to what Fuzzybear said, anyone who’d encourage you to jump of a bridge is ******* insane and not who you need in your life right now. And if such sites exist where people do that, I hope they all get shut down. I do hope you stay. You’ll be in my thoughts and I really hope your doc gets rollin’ on finding you the professional help you need and deserve.

Big Hugs. ~ Bee

[recluse1]

(((((((((((big hugs)))))))))))) dont be sorry for expressing yourself here. that is what this site is for. i hope things get easier for you soon.

recluse1

[gostryter]

((((((((fuzzybear ~ fayerody ~ bee ~ recluse1))))))))))))))

thank you for your kind words - it's been a tough afternoon

Fuzzybear & recluse1 thanks for letting me whine a bit and thanks for the hugs!!!! ya know it's crazy but i can almost feel 'em!!

fayerody, ....i'll try to turn off the tapes...i put a list of negatives in my profile description - i'll at least go delete those!

bee - lol i love the little smiley!! thanks for your support...i hope i get some help soon too! it's hard to read the word deserve...i don't feel deserving...but i'll try to...maybe i'll type that in my profile?

i love you all!

[Christina86]

((((((((((gostryter)))))))))))))

Just checked out your profile. Might I say - good job! That's something a lot of people struggle with - me included.

I agree with what fayerody said about the negative tapes - I have them too. Very hard to turn off sometimes.

Take care of yourself

[gostryter]

thanks canders7! it's crazy how something so simple as typing a few words can be so difficult! your comment means a lot to me!!!!

[Christina86]

Oh yeah, I understand that a lot.

I've done some positive posts like your profile, or even admitted good things about myself - ouchy hurt.

If I can ever do anything to be good positive reinforcement, let me know okay?

[Fuzzybear]