confessions of little turtle with love

Some people really have difficulty with this concept

One rule for them I suppose

Why do I keep mislaying my magic wand....

We are on the AS IS bus

Thank you little turtle for some sanity

I don’t like life

Why can’t they accept us

Most here accept you and me AS IS

I’m grateful for those lovely people

And at the people who hurt you (and me)

Life is like that

And I don’t like it. Not one bit.

Thanks for understanding me fuzzy. Life's so cruel at times. But thank god I got the lovely prople here who accept me as I am.

(((((((( Desiree )))))))))

We are on the AS IS bus

This bears repeating

Thank you little turtle

Thank you Rohag.

“I sit and watch as tears go by...”

“I’m sick to the back teeth of you”

Straight from the mouth of a Malignant Narcissist MY MATERNAL UNIT

And I’ll say that as many times as I freakin want to.

Regards and

Hugs to all who accept love or hugs

It pisses me off that some people won’t (or can’t) listen to little turtle..

I do not claim to be “wise”

But I hope I don’t jump to judge or silence people

What would I gain from that? Nothing except making this world sadder, colder and crueler

As little turtle said long ago some people have a different problem

We need to be careful.. not everyone is kind.

This bus is an AS IS bus.

If someone wants to talk about the spot on their nose that’s ok

If someone wants to talk about the construction of “reality” that’s ok

If someone wants to talk about how people bullied them last year that’s ok

But judgers and haters are not welcome. As I was unable to speak for .... some time... please forgive me for having any opinions

Hugs to all

I invested almost a year in this relationship and it's been a waste. I had so many dreams.....well now I have to learn to live alone again. It may be hard being a caregiver but to say that depression is not an excuse for staying in bed is too harsh. I think I did right in breaking up. He was so willing to break up too. It would have never worked out. I guess I'll be more depressed for a while. Right now I feel I can't take it any more....I am like the living dead. And I want to die. But hopefully I can overcome this. I'll miss having a bf but I guess it is at least better than being in a bad relationship. Anyway, we have decided to remain friends.....

desiree I am sorry that this relationship did not work out...

Now he is asking me if I am going to leave him. But he is still refusing to accept me as I am, to accept my MI. He says he doesn't want instability in his life, but he doesn't want to let me go either. How is that possible? I can't change into a different person for him.

I told him that I am not going to leave him(he feels insecure I think tho idk why), but that I am not going to move-in with him. I am going to live separately and he is ok with the idea. I simply didn't have the heart to say yes I am leaving you...he seemed to need me in some way....maybe bc of his paranoid schizophrenia he is not willing to accept someone who is unstable and mentally ill(mainly depressed), he fears subconsciously that he cannot handle the stress, but bc he has no one except his mom he feels insecure if I say that I will leave him.

I am sorry too.

Sorry to hear it didn't work out for you Desiree. Much love to you.

I think for me the FEAR is the worst...that is why I like valium...

(((((little tuetle)))))
I am terrified of panic attacks too.But the depression also pulls me down and makes me sink....for me it's equally horrible.

Just found out today someone (Not here) has me on ignore.. yay me


I don’t actually care,.......I try to be thoughtful. If ppl want to judge then.....pfft . Their stuff....

It would be nice if everyone in the world got on, but it’s not gonna happen, sadly.

Btw thank you to the person I spoke to on the phone today - thank you for accepting me AS IS and that I’m a “good bear”

Hello to ALL on this AS IS bus

Hi fuzzy!

Sorry about the ignore fuzzy. Sadly everyone in the world will never get on.....We are all here for you.
(((((fuzzy)))))

You have no idea about the DREAD I have to go through every day... that is the reason why I am getting into verbal fights with my parents so often. I am tired of their illogical **** ever since I realized how mentally unhealthy they are. I am afraid of everything everytime. I even am afraid of triggering people when I talk to them, that is why I have chosen to be an enigma. But I have no valium, I have no counseling, no support... just apparent placebos. Nobody is trying to help Dr.Savior.

All the cruel and deceitful people in this sick sick world

There are far too few decent people in this world

Thank you little turtle and Desiree for being two of the good people

I’m sorry Desiree, that sucks

I’m always here for you for what it’s worth (and little turtle)

I hope desiree has some relief soon...

today it is hot out and I am walking...
today I am hating walking...but I need to..