Overwhelmed...

Hello Septembermorn,

I think just about every post I've read could be put into one pile and be called Grief, living inside a shell, afraid to come out, lonely and scared of what's waiting outside. I agree with you about feeling hemmed in. I call it trapped and unable to move forward or backwards. You are definitely not alone and we all care or we wouldn't spend time reaching out to others. Sometimes there are no answers, only more questions that we don't have a clue to. I think if all of us ganged up on what's killing us inside such as depression or whatever, we could conquer and defeat it. I am for myself that I am fighting hard to find that light at the end of the tunnel. I wish you well and hope in yourself that you can do anything needed to find your way out of whatever situation is hemming you in.

OMG! i've been listening to moody blues time traveller all this last week! i'm only up to disc 3... o lord!, and i'm a cancer... child of the moon.... strange happenings abound... bless, bless, bless...

see the moon last night? 1st quarter... setting over the foothills it was beautiful hoping you're better september...

LOL Is it Maxwell's Silver Hammer, Angie? (Beatles song)

I don't know. I'm giving "the freezer" a try next. I'll let you know if it works or not. LOL

Hi, from my own experience, I can tell you that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I've made it out. Thing is, sometimes that tunnel crawls and creeps up on you and overtakes you before you know it.

The answers are there. It's getting up the courage, once again, to use those answers that's the killer sometimes. It's not always as easy as it might sound.

Hang in there. You'll find your own answers. We're all here to help.

i'm sorry you all... feels to me like some confusion occured... my reference to the OMG post above was in nreply to Perna's previous statement and Septembers' reply re" age of aquarius... lost my breath a sec... didn't mean to confuse anyone (prolly i'm the only confused one?)... but meant well..

Oh, Darrell, NOOOO!!! Not another child of the moon!!! It's not the happenings that are strange, Hon, ... it's YOU!!!!!

[i](pssst! Hubby is a moon child and listens to the Moody Blues!! )



Just jokin' witcha!

AWWWWW No, I didn't see it. I'll try to catch it tonight. Been busy looking for that star that exploded... or something like that... but I can't tell what bright star was there the night before and which one wasn't!

thanks for the grin September gosh... we all have twins i hear...

A grin is all I got???? DAAAA-UUUMMMMMM! I was hoping for a chuckle, at least!

You got a good long chuckle out of me!

Darrell - 1
Tomi - 1/2

ok... since you dont have super satellite ex ray space vision you couldn't see i was roflao...

September 2
Darrel 1/2

Sept - 2
Darrel - 2 1/2

i know this is helping me at least... SeptemberMorn

It's helping me, too, Darrel. I've been chuckling off and on all day... and BTW!! I saw the moon set tonight! It was awesome! I could see his eye closed in sleep and there was a tiny little bump for his nose!! Couldn't quite make out his mouth, though. Oh, well. Minor details. I thought he was AWESOME! ... and I thought of you... smiled and winked at the man in the moon.

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Oh, wait a minute, I'm thinking of moon shadow!

and if I ever lose my eyes
If my colours all run dry
yes, if I ever lose my eyes
oh if …
I won't have to cry no more.
yes, I'm being followed by a moon shadow
moon shadow - moon shadow
leaping and hopping on a moon shadow
moon shadow - moon shadow

i sat in my room last night and prayed... and listened to Moody Blues... then i had a red beer... it was so good, i had another... i woke up this morn and went to work... my usual station wouldn't tune in so i listened to the oldies station... a Neil Diamond tune came on... Candida? i get confused sometimes... but it was definately Diamond... and i thought of you some more...

the mail lady came in and i thought of you... maybe you look like her... i bought her a soda... for you

then everyone who came into the store looked like the people here at PC... i gave them love all day and you know what? it really lifted my spirits...

thinking of you September...

"can i just have one more moon dance with you... my love..."

Ah, yes... Neil Diamond... but it must have been September Morn that he was singing. He didn't do Candida.

What kind of soda did you get "me"? No Pepsis, please.

Things don't bother us nearly as much when we have something pleasant to get our minds off our troubles.

Darrel, seems to me you and I have both changed in the time that you've been gone. It's nice... it's really nice! You see, I've been thinking about you today, too.

in my mind was SeptMorn all day... what a beautiful song.. wish i had the words to read...

think she had a diet coke?

i noticed a change in you... your reply to ladym in general re: "the way we live" spoke so well of the wisdom and compassion that's a part of you... i wonder what other pearls you've dropped here and there...

you see... you remind me of someone else too...

i remember back then... i tried to express myself in complete sentences... i find this much easier...

i remember that one thread we were on... i led you somewhere then bailed out... catharsis is painful...

to you i hope there is peace, kindness... i will still be thinking of you... Blessings...

after she gets her two front teef... could we work on getting her a nose?... maybe just leave her that way... there is beauty there as well...

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Stay for just a while
Stay, and let me look at you
It's been so long, I hardly knew you
Standing in the door
Stay with me a while
I only want to talk to you
We've traveled halfway round the world
To find ourselves again

September morn
We danced until the night became a brand new day
Two lovers playing scenes from some romantic play
September morning still can make me feel this way

Look at what you've done
Why, you've become a grown-up girl
I still can hear you cryin'
In the corner of your room
And look how far we've come
So far from where we used to be
But not so far that we've forgotten
How it was before

September morn
Do you remember how we danced that night away
Two lovers playing scenes from some romantic play
September morning still can make me feel this way

After she gets her teeth, her nose won't disappear into her bottom lip. LOLOL I'll have to look a lot closer to find any beauty in that, though. Perhaps in the wrinkles?

She can't help her palsy... no doubt it came about from fighting through life's rough roads, scratching and clawing for each tiny scrap of goodness she could find. Perhaps she's tried righting the wrongs she's encountered; fought for fairness, decency and justice.

But there's a harshness to her, too. Perhaps some cynicism, mistrust... and we mustn't forget the pain. There's pain there that refuses to go away...

I could go on, but maybe I've done her enough justice for now, you think?



PS Thank you for recognizing the pearls. I won't shove them at you this time...

you still can teach this old dog some new tricks Beautiful Song...