[T4bbyCat]

Originally Posted by Buffy01

I been feeling really depressed again. There is no reason why I been feeling down.

I know the feeling... at least when there's no more reason than usual to feel down. It's like that now, yet the depression is kicking my butt.

[Breaking Dawn]

I am doing pretty good right now. P.S. Don't forget, people, sometimes our depressed mood can be chemical, from medication, drugs, even diet.

[Mountaindewed]

I just have felt down all day. It’s like, stores are all open, but it’s just not the same. And we have no idea when things will somewhat return to normal. I can see the uncertainty on everyone’s faces and it’s just so draining.

A bad day as all morning I was blowing my nose and some sneezing. I didn't expect it. Temperature is low, so no fever. I guess that there are a lot of allergies. It came to a stop after lunch, but I felt so tired today because of it. It got busy at work in the afternoon. I worked out after work. Feel very tired tonight.

[3rd rock]

I am nearing release of my latest book. But it's the worst one yet.

Everyone hates me. I've been doing nothing, and I'll continue to do nothing of value. I really wish I wasn't such an utter failure.

[Fuzzybear]

aaaarrrrrgh

hugs and respect to all

[Fuzzybear]

Just wondering... does anyone have one helpful suggestion for ''depression'' aside from ''meds'' or having a pet? I was reading on another forum and the only suggestions, pretty much, that were made, were these

[Breaking Dawn]

Hi, @Fuzzybear! Norman Cousins watched comedy videos, like of Charlie Chapman, to keep his spirits up & help his immune system. Maybe you could try watching movies that make you laugh? Hugs & love to you!

[Rose76]

I'm sick, physically.

[3rd rock]

It's too damn hot in my apartment.

I have had another day of really intense physical pain. it's been horrible, not only because it hurts, I can't really do much (like I do anyway, I guess)

didn't really have much of a good dinner either. it was too spicy for me and it hurt my mouth

[TishaBuv]

Down. Cried a few times today. Got upset while making dinner and can’t eat. Left the family to eat and sitting in dark room. I know only I can handle my own problems now and not to look to my h. I’m eating myself up inside over our son who doesn’t call. H could have the idea to call son and tell him I wish he could call sometimes, but he doesn’t get any such idea in his head, even after that has happened and been an issue between us before. It is a trigger for me. But, I do not want to be codependent anymore, so I am not going to say anything more about it. Still, bad mood and upset, ruined dinner for myself and look like an A hole to my family. I told other son I am probably messed up from all these changes to meds, probably true, and am very sick. Forget me, I’m very sick.

Originally Posted by Rose76

I'm sick, physically.

I hope its not serious and that you are getting better

I'm feeling desperate alone and facing homelessness, but i accept it is my own fault. Life will pay you back for mistakes it feels a hundred times over. Hugs to all struggling

[3rd rock]

Well, it's done. My latest book is on its way. Ebook version only, still work to do getting the paperback out. It's my worst book yet.

[Breaking Dawn]

I didn't do hardly anything today. Crossing my flngers for tomorrow,

bad.

simply put: done nothing all day, another day wasted, feel like a failure

plus side is that I actually did eat better this evening. I had chicken burgers which were quite nice

[Buffy01]

I feel really down today. I just want to burst into tears. I been feeling really depressed again.

Originally Posted by TishaBuv

Down. Cried a few times today. Got upset while making dinner and can’t eat. Left the family to eat and sitting in dark room. I know only I can handle my own problems now and not to look to my h. I’m eating myself up inside over our son who doesn’t call. H could have the idea to call son and tell him I wish he could call sometimes, but he doesn’t get any such idea in his head, even after that has happened and been an issue between us before. It is a trigger for me. But, I do not want to be codependent anymore, so I am not going to say anything more about it. Still, bad mood and upset, ruined dinner for myself and look like an A hole to my family. I told other son I am probably messed up from all these changes to meds, probably true, and am very sick. Forget me, I’m very sick.

I don't know why there's no hugs button.. now I'm using my phone, so just want to say I'm.sorry you're feeling so depressed and hope you feel better.. try not to be so hard on yourself. You've been through a lot.

Still anxious. Got some sleep. Was off seroquel Cruz of diabetes but I'm desperate for sleep. Pain in shoulder is a bit better.

Because: typing on a phone is something to get used to.

[Rose76]

I'm recovered from how unwell I was this past weekend. I feel pretty good now.

The weekend is here. During the week I have been feeling like I'm in a rut and nothing is going to change. Maybe there's an aspect that it's a good thing; that things stay the same instead of a crisis. I just wish that something different would happen; like hearing from a lost friend or something like that.

I'm dreading next week. I have phone meetings (or webinars) everyday of the week that I'm not looking forward to and then a dental appointment on Saturday. By now I could have had the dentist and my doctor appointments over with and be on "cruise control" if it were not for that stupid virus thing. Those appointments had to be put off for two to three months.

I'm wondering if there's something wrong with my connection to this site. Now that I have to use my phone it doesn't seem to be showing posts the same way. Anyways I'm exhausted from being left in a position where I have no family that understands, my son and I both could be soon on the street but I'm doing everything I can to find help.and shelter. It's lonely, i have onily one good friend but she is busy in her own life. Making more friends earlier in my life would have made a huge difference to my situation. Hug to you all.. seems like the forums are bare but I'm always grateful for this site.

It was a typical Saturday for me yesterday. Got mad at myself when, around 11AM, realizing I forgot some items at the store. So after lunch I drove out to the store to pick up those items. I hated to drive over to the store (having to stop at seven red lights and being hot) to pick up those measly couple of items when I should have done it earlier.

This morning, my sister called. She had one bit of good news to share with me. My brother wanted to talk to her and make "amends". They hadn't spoken for 14 years because he was mad at her. She said that he asked for my phone number when she spoke to him. I don't know if he will ever call me. He and I were never close, but it would be nice if he called. My sister was much closer to him than I was.

Nothing planned for today. I woke up feeling very depressed this morning, like I always do on Sunday mornings. Maybe it was because of a depressing movie I saw last night. I feel much better now. I plan to go bike riding after lunch.