Depression Vent Room for Misfits

Thanks so so much for this thread Breaking Dawn

I have some new thoughts this morning, new awarenesses. And I'm feeling very sad right now. I have to rethink some things.

(((Breaking Dawn)))

Not feeling well. Sick from chronic diarrhea. Getting panic attacks too. Feel weak and tired. And anxious and hopeless about the future. Looks like I'm stuck in India for ever. Please help me God endure this pain.

I have also been having chronic GI issues. The doctors at first thought it was a virus, but it has been going on for over 2 months.

Thanks for replying. down/lara.. Do let me know if I can call you lara bc I don't like to call you down, it feels so negative.

Sorry to hear that you have been sick as well.

I was on a strong antibiotic for 10 days and yet the diarrhea started again in a couple of days after stopping the antibiotic. Moreover I have been having strong panic attacks. Even klonopin or ativan 2 mg is not helping. I took a second pill of ativan 2 mg just now. Hope it helps.

I'm sad and frustrated as I can't function like a normal person and am in bed most of the time. I want to do so much but am too sick to get out of bed. Sorry I bothered you with my problems. But it felt better to be able to vent.

Thanks again.

Sure, you can call me Lara. And no need to apologize for talking about your problems.

In my case, I think the issue is either a side effect of a medication or a food. But haven't been able to pinpoint it yet.

Then it might be so in my case too. Psych meds do have severe side effects at times. But I can't do without them either.

This chronic diarrhea and a sore and tender stomach and an*s are killing me. I feel so frustrated. It is surely the side effect of a med but I don't know which ...I have to continue taking the meds so I have to continue experiencing the symptoms. ....da*n!!

This is tailor made for me. Never fit in, always on the outside looking in, wondering why nobody else had trouble maintaining relationships.
Love that we all have each other to lean on and comfort!

Love this!! Great show.
But, I always wondered, what was wrong with the "Dolly for Sue"? She looked normal to me.

Giving you a big, warm virtual hug.

Hi, @NellieOlson! Thank you for joining us! Please keep posting, ok?

Holding my Leo's paw during a panic attack.
https://mysupportforums.org/picture....ictureid=67892

Your Leo is so sweet & beautiful. Did he help you feel calmer?

Thanks.
Yes he did make me feel calmer.

I am having some problems. I'm pretty sure it's going to be better in a day or two. So I'm looking forward to that moment when I can see the change happening. I hope each of you have a better moment soon.

Feeling sad and very lonely. I was so sick in the morning.
Hope some miracle happens soon and I can get out of India. God please help me, please do a miracle and make this happen. 😪

I've been very sad about my gf situation. But I'm talking to someone new. So I'm a little hopeful too.

I have been experiencing something really hard. But I know it's going to turn out ok. That's my belief & motivation.

Sleeping. My internal clock is disregulated. Been sleeping past 3am. Just insane , but sleep doesnt come earlier. Than working days are barely Impossible to bear. Which there was a fix

Better today morning. Hope the rest of the day goes well.
Still anxious and doubtful about the future.

Thanks, @Breaking Dawn good idea to have such a thread. Hopefully we misfits will fit in.

Hi @hundalmarck. This appears to be your first post here on MSF. I hope you find the forums to be of benefit.

I don’t fit in anywhere but thanks for this.

The tears don’t come to me with such force yet basic stuff is not so basic. It’s like I just gotta endure until my body works again or push, push, push with energy and strength I don’t possess now. So depressed.

@Just42dayK Thanks for posting. Hope being on the forums can be of some comfort and support for you.