Yesterday I had a pretty good day. Took a long bike ride and had a nice talk with my sister. She was very supportive of me with my decision about my job. She's the only one so far who has been very forward and supportive of my decision. I also made a batch of spaghetti sauce yesterday, but this time it's for a friend of mine who requested it. I'll be bringing it over to his place later on today.

[Breaking Dawn]

I didn't fulfill any of my goals yesterday, so I'm feeling a bit sad at the moment. And I'm scared, with the worry that I'll let myself down again today. In fact, I'm mad at myself right now.

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by will19

Yesterday I had a pretty good day. Took a long bike ride and had a nice talk with my sister. She was very supportive of me with my decision about my job. She's the only one so far who has been very forward and supportive of my decision. I also made a batch of spaghetti sauce yesterday, but this time it's for a friend of mine who requested it. I'll be bringing it over to his place later on today.

Oh, my goodness, @will19, I love good spaghetti sauce! (I'm actually 1/2 Italian ) Maybe this enjoyable talent of yours (?) is part of your future? So many possibilities in your future!

Today was a pretty nice day for me. Went to my friend's house to deliver the spaghetti sauce and we chatted for a little bit. It seems like it's not very often that I would have a real person close to me to chat with. The chatting is only done with by phone or email normally. Nothing much else after that, but it seemed like a more relaxed day than other days.

[Aardwolf]

I've been really hurting today - And at the same time completely empty. I want to curl up and just "not be" for a while. There's just, nothing.

[Breaking Dawn]

My day started out pretty good but then it fizzled out.

[Deilla]

I feel tired but I had a couple of naps today. I'm not ready for bed so I will try to work on chores.

I woke up feeling very depressed. But then I got to work, and much to my surprise, it was a pretty nice day there. I haven't received any words from my company about coming up to my last day. When I submitted my resignation letter last Friday, I had asked important questions. I'll have to reach out to the company if I don't hear anything. I haven't done much today to line up things for myself after I leave, so I need to get going.

[mssweatypalms]

My mood was better today, but I was wrong when I thought I wasn't going to be sleepy and tired. I woke up from a nap and can't work out. I need to prepare for my evening work anyway so I need to shower now.

[Breaking Dawn]

I only have hope right now to encourage me. And wishes. I'm thankful for my imagination. I can imagine my day changing, transforming, as if influenced by a miracle, like a loving gift from the Universe.

[Kelly68]

I keep going around from feeling less depressed to almost instantly sad and irritated by something. It's sad that my 2 siblings won't be a significant part of my life after our parents are both passed away. I quit the antidepressants for a bit because things went so fast I barely had time to grieve my dad. I feel I have now. My days seem long and I want to do more with my life.

[Deilla]

I just realized that someone I like a lot has been lying to me and hiding stuff from me. I feel hurt and disappointed. But I'll get over it.

Not busy with real work today but I was busy with personal stuff. Tomorrow is the last day at my job and it doesn't seem possible. Some weird things happened today and yesterday at work. I guess that's the way it goes when at the last days of work.

[Kelly68]

I really should be cleaning my room, take a shower but I've no desire to do much. My cat did his job, he's been killing mice... kind of funny because my brother liked to call him a useless city cat, useless he is not, love my kitty.

[Deilla]

I am stressed. I can't relax. I have housework to do.

[Rose76]

I'm doing fairly ok.

[Breaking Dawn]

More downs than ups, but I am not giving in nor giving up.

Yesterday was the last day at work. Some people wanted to exchange phone numbers with me. They were telling me that we'll get together. Well, you know what will happen with that.

Woke up this morning feeling depressed. As of this moment, I'm taking a coffee break from my Saturday routine of the laundry and then cleaning. Today should be the last Saturday with this ritual. As of now, it still hasn't hit me yet that my job is over.

I don't anticipate anything exciting after I do my stuff.

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by will19

Yesterday was the last day at work. Some people wanted to exchange phone numbers with me. They were telling me that we'll get together. Well, you know what will happen with that.

Woke up this morning feeling depressed. As of this moment, I'm taking a coffee break from my Saturday routine of the laundry and then cleaning. Today should be the last Saturday with this ritual. As of now, it still hasn't hit me yet that my job is over.

I don't anticipate anything exciting after I do my stuff.

Best of luck to you, @will19!

[Deilla]

I've had a couple of stressful days but today seems to be getting better. I'm trying REST and distraction. I plan to self-soothe with some art.

[leomama]

I am trying to wind down. I think I’m in a manic episode .

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[Deilla]

I feel tired, sad and lonely. I have to do some housework. My mom will be here tomorrow for a while to look after me. I'm having a surgical procedure done.

[T4bbyCat]

Originally Posted by will19

Woke up this morning feeling depressed. As of this moment, I'm taking a coffee break from my Saturday routine of the laundry and then cleaning. Today should be the last Saturday with this ritual. As of now, it still hasn't hit me yet that my job is over.

I hope you have something lined up for the future, whether it be something more enjoyable in terms of work or just living. I'd be looking forward to either... at least it's a chance to get on a better path. Best of luck with your next steps!

Today was a typical Sunday. Spoke to my sister this morning. It went alright. Took a longer bike ride. I guess it should really hit by tomorrow that I'm not going to that job anymore, unless I think that tomorrow is a holiday or it's a vacation week.

[Deilla]

I'm very depressed today. Nothing I do improves my situation. DBT and CBT don't help. I still end up feeling lonely, isolated and depressed. I'm just a loser with nothing achieved in my life. I'll die a lonely death.