[Deilla]

I felt really sad this morning, but I've been working on my self-care and I'm starting to feel a little better.

[Aardwolf]

I haven't been able to shake the feeling of being completely alone.

It's been a little more busy at work lately, but not nearly enough; and it's still not a happy environment to work in. The weekend's here for me but it isn't enough time away from that place. I've been analyzing on how long can I go on at that place. If I stick it out then I'll get a little more in compensations when it comes to an end. But is that small extra money worth it?

Speaking of money, this has been a great month. Lately it's been like a financial "juggernaut" as fairly good amounts of money have come in for me. The stimulus, my Fed. income tax refund, and an unexpected $300 put into my bank account this morning. It came from work and I think it's a "Covid Bonus" check for each of us. The money is going great for me lately, but work and my social life are miserable. Also I feel like I can't let go of that extra money because lean times may be ahead for me in a few months from now.

[Deilla]

I'm very tired today. I haven't been able to sleep. I'm focusing on my self-care this morning and I'll do a few chores.

[Breaking Dawn]

I'm better this morning & very thankful.

[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by Deilla

I felt really sad this morning, but I've been working on my self-care and I'm starting to feel a little better.

Hugs.
I need to start working on my self-care too. Maybe that will make me feel better as well.

The morning went very nicely for me. The laundry room was wide open for me to conveniently use and no waiting in line at all shopping. Felt very depressed early this morning but better when I got busy and listened to great music I picked for myself. Nothing much for this afternoon, tonight, and tomorrow.

[Rose76]

I'm still in my nightgown. It's after 5:30 p.m. Woke up very sore. Took hydrocodone 10 mg at 2 p.m. It's finally kicking in pretty good. Best results come 3 hours after taking it.

Went to the gym yesterday. I should go this eve.

[Deilla]

I'm doing fairly well this morning. I'm already done with my self-care and I've been working on my chores. I hope to work on some relaxing things today.

[Buffy01]

This past weekend I had been feeling really depressed. People had been very rude to me. I feel like I am causing more problems than resolution. I feel like hiding in my room. Nothing that I had recently done that sometime help me feel better. Is not really helping me feel better.

[Rose76]

I am all screwed up. I never skept last night. Just reading and watching videos.

I'm very sore. I feel too sore to do anything. My aches and pains are not new. But, suddenly - like since yesterday - I feel like I can't cope with being sore so much. I guess I've gotten very depressed.

Amitriptyline has some analgesic properties. Maybe I'll try doubling up on that.

Tinnitus in my left ear has gotten worse. I can forget about it when my mind is distracted - like from reading. Without some distraction, it's like my head is inside a huge bell that got gonged.

[Deilla]

I'm a little stressed, but I'm trying to relax. I may go to bed early.

[Rose76]

Showered and dressed. Then felt so crummy, I went back to bed. Going back to bed again now.

I took some Depakote pilks last night that were lying around here since Aug. Maybe they didn't agree with me.

[Buffy01]

I wished that I didn’t feel so down and depressed today. I been feeling really low today.

[Rose76]

I think I figured out why I feel so crappy - allergies. Pollen.

[Deilla]

I don't feel well physically. I'm tired because of poor sleep and I have a headache. I feel overwhelmed by chores. I'm lacking energy. What little bit I did try wore me out. I can feel my body shake when I exert myself. I'm not sure how I'll make it through the day. I guess I will try again to get more rest.

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by Deilla

I don't feel well physically. I'm tired because of poor sleep and I have a headache. I feel overwhelmed by chores. I'm lacking energy. What little bit I did try wore me out. I can feel my body shake when I exert myself. I'm not sure how I'll make it through the day. I guess I will try again to get more rest.

I'm so sorry, @Deilla! I hope your recovery from this happens very soon. Hugs & love to you!!

[Rose76]

Allergy symptoms are less distressing today. Still have no interest in doing anything.

I have been in fairly good spirits in the last couple of days, much to my surprise. The job is going a little bit better lately and it seems like I'm doing a lot of praying about it. Though it has a very long way to go for me to feel much better. It's the not knowing what is going to happen; either I'll be laid off or it will expand. It's more likely I'll be laid off but I wouldn't mind it that much.

Other than that, nothing much else to report about.

[jrae]

i'm about ready to throw the book at the wall and say 'screw it'! just screw everything.....

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by jrae

i'm about ready to throw the book at the wall and say 'screw it'! just screw everything.....

I'm sorry everything has been so hard, @jrae! I haven't been keeping up; did you ever get a new cat? I wish you all the best, dear friend.

[Deilla]

I'm doing okay today. I'm a little more hopeful than usual. Some good things have happened recently.

[Rose76]

I'm a little better today. Just a little.

Allergy symptoms still very bothersome.

Pretty busy today at work. But more busy it seems emotionally than physically. All along I have been having in my mind what will I do when we have to leave. But just today, I got talking to one guy and he told me that I'm going to stay on. Most people will be leaving, but then another company is going to move in to the site. So I have mixed emotions and confused.

I have a lot more in details about this that I had just entered in on the Work & Careers forum titled In A Whirl, Heavy Decisions To Make.

[Rose76]

I think I'm coming up from the deep trough I've been in. It's like suddenly being able to take a breath, after having my head held down under water.

Going for my first vaccine shot today. I guess that's part of why I feel better. Plus, got my Vicodin refill yesterday.