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Default Mar 20, 2022 at 03:05 PM
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I feel tired and sad and bored.

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I've ignored the news all day. The only news I saw was by accident and it was something about that asswipe lady Kim Davis. So my depression was not off the charts. I am still bummed about a couple things but I'll hopefully get answers tommorow about whats going on with my health. I don't feel sick. Just really cold. Sometimes I feel like my therapist can go suck it and I wonder what she has actually done to help me compared to other people who are currently in my life. Myself included.

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I kept myself moving today but it felt like a nothing kind of day. A couple of things I worked at didn't produce good results. It has rained here for part of the day, but for some reason, I didn't mind.
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All I want to do is rest. It's ridiculous.
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Daily check in thread:Ups and Downs #30
My depression spikes when I experience chronic illness(es) flare ups.

I’ve been experiencing a chronic illness(es) flare up for 6 weeks straight.

I’m now at the irritability phase and getting teary eyed during sad movie scenes.

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Default Mar 21, 2022 at 01:26 AM
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I'm trying to be positive this morning. But I have high expectations and things aren't working out, so I am sad. I have a lot to be grateful for. Why can't I be happy?

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Default Mar 21, 2022 at 01:32 AM
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I'm having a hard time, too. Maybe it's all complicated by something in the air, so to speak.

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5 Ways You Might Still Get a Surprise Medical Bill
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I knew this was nothing to get excited about. It’s created by politicians who absolutely can NOT relate to everyday people or individuals with disabilities.

Politicians who work for the government and don’t worry about medical insurance and medical bills.

I’m very upset. I stopped receiving Xolair injections for Chronic Urticaria because I could no longer afford the office visits.

My immunologist said he would have someone look into this. I have an appointment next month to follow up.

My credit had multiple medical bills and a few were listed more than once. It doesn’t matter if you make regular payments the medical system expects people on a fixed income to pay a bill off in 3 payments. I keep a spreadsheet with all my medical bills and payments.

I have Medicare and don’t qualify for Medicaid. I’ve been denied multiple times because of income. There are so many medications NOT covered by Medicare.

I’ve had lab work NOT covered. My Endocrinologist is looking into why my last thyroid labs were denied and deemed NOT NECESSARY. Some days are a real struggle…

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Default Mar 21, 2022 at 05:45 PM
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I second the 'something in the air' theory. I don't know why, but I just feel deflated.
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Maybe we need a bicycle pump.

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I have been feeling off lately myself, even though there's not much to feel off about. Except for early this morning when I received a rejection message from a place that I applied to for a job. It might have been just as well anyways. But a rejection gets me down.

What I personally think is in the air is that it's Spring. Some people have springtime depression. I do. Also we had recently changed our clocks one hour ahead. That affects a lot of people. I haven't slept as well as before since the time change. Certainly, not sleeping well can effect your mood.
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Default Mar 22, 2022 at 03:31 AM
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I'm not sure how I feel today. I'm tired and having difficulty sleeping. So that doesn't help things. But I just played with the cats and that put a smile on my face. I'm cautious I guess.

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This week, Depression has been ok…so far.

My two rare diseases is another topic tho and usually are the reason I experience a peek in depression.

I’m sharing this post…this question is often asked to individuals with disabilities which is part of ableism.

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I been feeling really down lately in the past week. Even though I have been trying to keep myself busy.

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I'm feeling sad this afternoon. Too many dead-end streets.

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Not much of a day. I don't feel like doing much because it's very hot outside. The weather has been weird. It's like winter for many days and then we'd get a three-day hot spell. And then it's back to winter again.

Also it's been very noisy at my place. I first got woken up by my neighbors at 5:30 this morning. What woke me up was that they had slammed the metal screen door, which is very loud. And then there's road construction on the next street over. What's weird is that last year that street was being worked on from January to November. And recently, they tore up what was done and started all over again.
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Default Mar 23, 2022 at 08:05 PM
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I was looking finally to buy a house, but then I checked prices in my area... and they're triple what they were a year ago. I'm no longer looking to buy a house! LOL!

Maybe I could've afforded the original pricing, but no longer. I don't know how young(er) people without inherited wealth or top-1% paying jobs are ever going to make it.
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Default Mar 24, 2022 at 12:55 AM
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I'm feeling discouraged. I was pretty anxious earlier, took some medicine, now I'm calm, but I am sad.

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nights have become the bain of my life

I'm not sleeping, I'm not feeling refreshed, I'm not resting.

night, after night, after night, after night, after night.

I'm not actually sure what's more annoying- the fact I'm not resting/ sleeping, or the fact that when morning comes, I don't feel the urge too.

apart from that, feel like crap- but hey I deserve to
 
 
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