[Deilla]

I'm very depressed. My therapist suggested I accept loneliness. I don't know how. It hurts too much.

[3rd rock]

I'm extremely hungry but I can't eat anything.

[Violetta75]

I'm just tired and sore. I sound like a parrot repeating myself. One med I used to be on I asked for again. Big mistake, I realized what I forgot, it makes my heart race. It makes me hangry. I'll just have to stop the med and hope I'll sleep from exhaustion.

[Rose76]

Tuesday was a decent day for me. Got up earlier than usual and kept busy. Now I can't sleep.

[hiddenaway]

I feel like absolute trash.

I just want to curl up in bed, lose myself in the book I'm reading, and drown out the rest of the world with my earbuds.

[3rd rock]

My medical provider has taken me off a particular medication over concerns of interactions with another medication. I have agreed, but I'm deeply afraid this will cause a decline in my condition. She did tell me to speak with her about it again in 2 to 4 weeks, so that may be enough time to tell whether it'll be okay.

The doctor I saw at the addictions clinic recommended I go to a detox facility. However, when asked she refused to fill out the forms I needed to get paid time off work. Without those forms, I can't afford to take time off. I was told it was a policy not to fill out such forms for patients, which sounded bizarre to me. It has caused me to become despondent over my struggle. I may have to seek a referral to a different clinic, as there are two other options in my area. But I'm rather pessimistic about it. I can't ask my medical provider to do it, as she's a nursing practitioner and the forms need to be filled out be an actual doctor.

[Rose76]

I'm still doing okay. Got a ton of laundry washed last evening. Feel in good spirits.

[Deilla]

I'm hurting deeply. I'm ruminating and I'm very stressed.

I cleaned this morning and felt good afterwards. I checked up on my bike early this afternoon and noticed that a wheel is very loose. I tried tightening it up myself but wasn't able to do it. So I took it to the bike shop. Some work has to be done and it should be ready tomorrow. I really miss my bike now and I feel like I'm going through withdraws. So I'm feeling depressed right now even though it's nice outside.

[hiddenaway]

I'd be better if I could just shake off the urge to post a really invasive poll on mainstream social media.

It's the kind of thing where, if I posted it, people would be like, 'What the actual heck is wrong with you? You can't just ask people that!'

[emily1890]

feel a bit sad that I had nothing going on for valentines day, but otherwise good..

[Rose76]

I slipped back into depression today. Plus I was sad. They're two different things. To be both depressed and sad is a real bummer. So I never left the house today. Didn't even get out of my pajamas. Not leaving the house makes me feel worse and worse. So I better go somewhere tomorrow. I recently recovered from a 3 month long episode of depression. I don't want to get that bad again. I don't think I will go that far down. I was doing so good. Yesterday I got a bad haircut. It's awful. That tipped me off the Happy Train and onto the Misery Express. I'm determined to pull out of this tomorrow. I know what I have to do.

Felt depressed this morning before getting out of bed and felt a little bit depressed when I went out grocery shopping. The grocery store didn't have an item I wanted. It was a package of five vegetable spring rolls that I like and it's economical for lunches. I got miffed about it. But then I bought something else; and when I got home, I realized that I should have purchased one more item for lunch. So I ended up going to the nearby convenience store and bought a sandwich that was expensive and not that great. Ugh!

My new phone was acting a bit wonky today. I felt better in the afternoon and I called a man who's a new acquaintance of mine just to talk. He's nice but I don't know if we'd end up being good friends. And I'm still pondering about relocating to another area. I feel like I have to make that decision soon.

[rjdb]

Originally Posted by emily1890

feel a bit sad that I had nothing going on for valentines day, but otherwise good..

I’ve never had a good valentines. It’s always in a really depressing season for me. Ah well…

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[hiddenaway]

I think I'm falling into depression again. Either that, or I'm hormonal. Neither option is good, but if I had to pick, I hope I'm hormonal.

[emily1890]

I'm just not feeling very for filled

I don't know what my problem is, honestly

I don't do anything, I'm depressed

I'm productive, I'm depressed

I acomplish something that I put on my own list of things I want to get done, I'm depressed.

maybe I'm just not built for life. simple as that.

[hiddenaway]

Feeling better today, if a bit numb.

[Rose76]

I got very sad this evening and broke down in a spell of weepiness. But I absolutely refuse to get pulled down into a deep pit of depression like I just recovered from at the start of February. So I'm eating and, then, I'm going to bake some muffins. I learned that accomplishing something is the best antidote to the blues.

[Buffy01]

I feel like I’ve feeling sorry for myself especially lately

[hiddenaway]

Not quite awake but there's coffee so I'm good.

Yesterday was a dull day and so is today. Today is a Federal Holiday, so it's like having Sunday extended. Sunday is my least favorite day of the week because it's too dull. I have an errand to do. I could have done it today but I didn't feel like it because it's a holiday and the stores tend to be crowded. I hate crowds. So I'll do that errand tomorrow.

Been feeling depressed because of the dullness. I guess I'm looking forward to tomorrow. I'm still having some anxiety about wanting to leave where I live.

[3rd rock]

I feel like I'm dying.

[Rose76]

I'm having a hard time making the changes I need to make. I'm still staying alone most of the time. The weather is getting warmer, which gives me more interest in getting out of my apartment. But I lie around too late. I know I need to schedule things to do that get me involved in the world around me. I keep telling myself to do that, but everyday I have some excuse for not leaving the house.

I'm not as depressed as I was, but I will get very depressed again, if I don't make some moves in the right direction. It might help me to have a therapist, but getting one is hard in my healthcare system. The providers at my clinic never take me seriously when I mention depression. People always think I'm just fine. I act like I'm just fine. In many ways I am. I wish others could see past my surface.

[hiddenaway]

I didn't sleep well at all last night. I just couldn't get to sleep for whatever reason.

[Rose76]

I'm not doing good at all. Right now I want to lie down. I want to sleep, even though I had enough sleep during the night. I just feel sleepy again. Someday I'll fall asleep permanently. That's the main thing I look forward to.